Doors That Should Have Been Closed

You know, I feel lied to.

These last several years would have still been difficult, however the result would have been so much better and more productive.

Had I been able to follow my path, and make my choices these last several years would have been so much more fruitful – the result so much the better.

It is so very difficult understanding the great lie I was led to believe.  It has set me back – years.

This house is not my home.  It is so uncomfortable to live in.  The very basis of this house is flawed.

It was my idea to begin with which is why the return has not had the results expected.

It has been bad every day.

I was lied to.  And, I expect to receive the lying come to an end.