Author: Cherith

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

 

November 22, 2019

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 8

Let me again, remind everyone, I am strategic, I am a strategic thinker.  No one has trained me on this, or told me this is what they believe, in fact, they’ve done a lot to do the opposite, or more correctly, mislead in another direction.

I am a strategic thinker.  In my opinion, it is a very valuable resource.  Here’s the difference: the Vietnam war was so unpopular; our own United States citizens were protesting our own government’s involvement in the war. 

The approach, in the media, in the speeches, at the time, was what, exactly?  What did they convey?  What message did they carry to the people?  What message did they pass on to its own citizens about our involvement in Vietnam? 

The reaction it created was divisive, at best.  When it was supposed to be, and meant to be, unifying.

Well, if there is another mission, another motive, another reason to send – OUR UNITED STATES TROOPS AND MILITARY INTO BATTLE, OTHER THAN TO WIN, OVER EVIL, TO BRING TRUTH AND JUSTICE TO THE WORLD.  I won’t have it.

The strategy being, if our citizens were aware of a conspiracy just to destroy our young men – THAT’S ALMOST NEARLY IMMEDIATE SUPPORT. 

That’s not political thinking, that’s – strategy.

You have a Sheriff that looks like he wants to show you something.  A someone.  I said, hello, but I did not approach him, nor did I make him feel threatened in any way, or alarmed, or anything else that would be out of the ordinary. 

There were a lot of civilians around, weren’t there?  Just like on a crowded airplane with its occupants getting ready to disembark.  So, the threat level, if there is an immediate person, nearby, who, if given any sort of reaction could and would escalate the smallest and most meaningless reaction into a World War, like that, as fast as you could snap your fingers together, was such on my plane in Munich that the only logical reaction, is to not threaten.  Not the time, not the place.

There is a lot of law enforcement that will be able to understand that reaction.

FBI man, stop waking me up because you – what?  Have to get your kids to school?  Were not married, were not involved, we’ve never dated.  Just who do you think you are to me?!

He’ll probably think that reaction is funny.

That Elon Musk story is true, taking shots.

This Yale women’s story says, Sheriff.

There is – something – that is truthful in the ex-FBI and Russian probe, story.

This is a serious problem, to me.  I go for just a few short hours, to a store, or whatever, and I’m – SPENT?!  I’M DONE FOR THE DAY?!  MEANING I MUST GO LIE DOWN AND SLEEP FOR 10, 12, OR MORE HOURS?!  THAT’S NOT NORMAL.  THAT’S NOT MY NORMAL.  I’M A GROWN PERSON, NOT A CHILD.

I’M SO SPENT AND TIRED, I CAN’T DO LAUNDRY, OR VACUUM, OR DO THE DISHES, OR ANYTHING, EVERY GROWN-UP PERSON DOES WITHOUT HAVING TO GO TO THEIR COMPUTER TO WRITE ABOUT IT?

THAT’S BEYOND EXCESSIVE.  THAT’S ABUSE.  ABUSE OF POWER.  ABUSE OF CONTROL.

And, I don’t know what you’ve done with animals, but the pound, and me trying to adopt more animals, really painful.  All I want to do is cry and run out of there, and that is – NOT THE PURPOSE, I GO TO VISIT – THE POUND.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, STOP USING VIRTUAL REALITY ON ME TO FIGURE OTHER PEOPLE – OUT!  STOP PLACING PROFILES ON ME OF OTHER PEOPLE – JUST SO YOU CAN GET A FUCKING CLUE, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!

You are very obviously not meant for this sort of work, if you have to learn through observation, what police work, really is.  Most police, and law enforcement already know what to do – before, they enter an academy or training.

Here is a valuable lesson: LEARN IT REAL FUCKING QUICK, IF YOU WANT TO AVOID – GOING TO JAIL AND HAVING A CRIMINAL RECORD.  The difference between encouraging behavior, AND DISCOURAGING BEHAVIOUR.

I didn’t laugh.  Did you notice?  Especially, when it doesn’t make sense, this is a funny guy, he did something funny, made a funny face, and Cherith didn’t laugh?  Yeah, you’re fucking right I didn’t laugh.

Do you know why?

It is about the equivalent of a photograph taken of me, probably somewhere between 7, 8, or 9 years of age, in Oregon, wearing, no joke, a blue puffy jacket, with a Santa Claus, I was not on his lap, I was standing, and just before the photo was taken someone – off camera – brain spoke, looks like a word, like a word used in writing a report, like a Sheriff does when filing paperwork, against a suspected criminal, and I made of facial expression, of what?!  Eww, that’s gross. 

My facial expression, eww, that’s gross.  Because my brain said, that word, in connection to, most likely, a child – is completely, illogical.

It’s illogical.

Make sure you understand the difference, it’s, in my mind, completely illogical.  That’s as a child, illogical.

And, I don’t think, that’s completely exceptional, for most children.  Knowing at that young of an age, the logic behind being – illogical.  I believe most children should be treated as adults, meaning smart enough, you don’t talk down to children, you talk to children as adults.  That’s how I was raised.

Real FBI, law enforcement, police work, is supposed to DISCOURAGE behavior, not ENCOURAGE BAD BEHAVIOR.  So, be real fucking careful, you might want to turn yourselves in people, just walk into a police station and report yourself, it would be better than having charges brought against you.

Erin called me at The Container Store must have been somewhere in the fall of 2013, one night when I was closing.  Mandy handed me the phone, meaning Mandy had already spoken to Erin before giving the phone to me.  I’ve already written this, Erin was obviously, over-served, when she spoke to me, she sounded already over-served.  She asked me to tell Mandy I had a family emergency to get out of working, and meet her and her partner, Rene, and Casey at a bar, O’Brien’s.  My response, no, I’m not going to do that.  With about that much emphasis.

It’s completely illogical.

No, I am NOT LEAVING THE CONTAINER STORE – THAT NIGHT!  GET IT?!

Nor, did I meet up with them after I done with my shift.

It most likely means; their lives were in jeopardy.  The owners of The Container Store.  And, with that amount of calm and control, I did not leave.

It goes together, with a photograph I posted on Facebook, of the Mayor of Tampa at that time, Bob Buckhorn, and a Democratic meeting, connected to the Obama campaign, he spoke at the meeting, I took a photograph with him and my former boss on the campaign, Aubrey.  I had dinner, fish and chips, and beer.

This is before you people became over-sexualized and perverted and turned food, like fish and chips, into wanting to – eat women, or pussy, or wanting to lick another woman’s cunt.  Something I don’t do.  Nor, do I talk like that either; however, it looks like you have at least one person who needs to have the truth revealed to them.  Thinking like that, is perverted, it is beyond over-sexualized.  It is thinking of another person – only as their body parts, sexual organs, and not their – mind.

That’s gross.

Nor, is it in any way, love.  Seeing another person, only as body parts, is not love.

It goes together with Cleveland at The Container Store, telling me the mayor was stalking him, meaning NOT the Mayor, Casey was stalking me.

And, it looks like Casey was ENCOURAGED to do this behavior by Erin and Rene, and possibly others.  When it is completely ILLOGICAL for Casey to have stalked or pursued me – in any way.  ILLOGICAL.

STOP BEING AFRAID OF STRAIGHT MEN, STOP BEING AFRAID THAT CHERITH LOVES STRAIGHT MEN’S PENISES!  STOP BEING AFRAID CHERITH WILL LOVE A STRAIGHT MAN!

AND, IN THE PROCESS, STOP SENDING THESE GAYS AND LESBIANS, TRANSGENDERS, TO CERTAIN DEATH AND DOOM, AND MENTAL ANGUISH BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT SMART ENOUGH TO FIGURE OUT ALL YOU ARE DOING – IS MANIPULATION OF THEIR – MINDS!

IT IS COMPLETELY AND, IN ALL WAYS, ILLOGICAL.  TO IN ANYWAY TRY AND ATTACH A GAY PERSON IN ANYWAY TO MYSELF.  DO YOU REALLY WANT MORE ATTACKS ON AMERICA?  OR DO YOU WANT THEM – TO STOP?!

And, be careful the hats on any person in the show, Whale Wars, is meaningless.  Meaning, follow that if you want to, it will lead you nowhere.

And knit hats in movies, such as Bourne, goes together with this dialogue in Frozen, I’m guessing you don’t have much experience with heat.  Heat, meaning (also) sub-arctic cold.  Why this became a conversation with someone, I am not yet sure.  This looks like a scientific conversation, and no, I’ve never lived or travelled anywhere in the Artic.  The coldest I’ve lived is Oregon and its winters are considered mild.  Meaning, the temperatures, do no go below – zero, usually.

This Russian man is really smart, so if he doesn’t like something, I pay attention.

And, you people are really stupid editing the word double agent into Dickie Greenleaf’s dialogue from The Talented Mr. Ripley.  Because, OBVIOUSLY I AM NOT A DOUBLE AGENT!  YOU IDIOTS!

That’s me as Dickie, and that’s this other FBI man as the father.  And that’s me sounding just like a Canuck as Dickie.  That’s the real impersonation, not impersonating this other FBI man or the FBI.

Gosh, it’s really uninteresting to me.  I went on a vacation with my mother, to Canada, and I really like Canadian’s.  Do you know what most Canadian’s are known for?  Being polite, and having manners, like please and thank you.

I went on vacation with my mother, and I came back home, and spoke like a Canadian for about two weeks.  I didn’t stop and start; I spoke to everyone like a Canadian.  It was fun to me.  I didn’t want to let it go, so to speak, I believed I wouldn’t be able to hear the accent in my head anymore, if I didn’t speak it.  And, I was correct.  It left me, when I stopped speaking it.

It’s really, really uninteresting to me.  However, to people like the FBI if they were, oh, I don’t know, listening to my every movement, probably started to believe, there was more to me, then they were given information to or about. 

I don’t believe every FBI person, has the same level of clearance, do they?

This gas station conversation that is in Zero Dark Thirty, goes together with – what?!  A woman, stopping and preventing me while I was employed at Dillard’s – FROM CALLING SECURITY ON SUSPICOUS AND SUSPECTING PERSONS!

The conversation was with suspected shoplifter’s, literally at a gas station, and I didn’t say much.

I also, stopped calling security while employed at Dillard’s because – something else started going on.  Like an internal audit of its own security.

And, that’s not how to use me as Weapons.  These two cannot exist in the same sentence, they don’t make mistakes, and malfunctioning government property.

This is also, true, the fact that I have to write about it, beyond absurd.  No, I am not going to let you attempt to assassinate the real President of France, Macron, or I would have driven down a different road.  So, appalling.  And, not entertainment.

Do you know what could be entertainment?  Showing children how much fun, it is to capture bad guys!  Fun!  By, not – creating, capturing.

I have written this before, drop the third wall.  It’s time to drop the third wall.  Come clean, speak to me for real, and end this charade.  Legally.  Legitimately.

For the sake of humanity, for the sake of my life, stop pretending.  Give me back my life, for real.  Honestly.  With legal paperwork, instead of speaking through other people.

The whole world knows who I am, and trying to cover it up anymore, is only going to cause – further harm, and possible death.

Thirty years of my life already gone because PEOPLE WERE AFRAID CHERITH – WILL LOVE.  LOVE A STRAIGHT MAN!

ENOUGH!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

 

November 21, 2019

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 7

 

The woman you showed me as holding a baby in front of me, the baby says, or reads as physically abused.  I don’t think you needed me to write that in order for someone else – to do something about it.  Are you honestly, going to have me believe that anyone with any suspicions didn’t alert the authorities, they – put it on display for me to read, instead?

Let me write that again, did you actually take a case from being investigated against the parents, and PUT IT ON DISPLAY?!  INSTEAD OF DOING THE RIGHT AND CORRECT THING AND REMOVING THE CHILD FROM THE CUSTODY OF THE PARENT OR PERSON IN CHARGE OF THE CHILD’S CARE?!

JUST FOR A NEWS STORY?  FOR THE MEDIA ATTENTION?  DISGUSTING!  AND, OUTRAGEOUS!

It is so disgusting I don’t even want to raise my voice.

Do not be fooled, a person doesn’t just go from being a caregiver, taking my mother to appointments, taking her for a drive every day, taking her from being bed-ridden, to walking on her own with the help – of my arm to balance her, to being a person who is in any way less than that.  It literally doesn’t happen.

Worse, why this other FBI man is the only man smart enough around here to understand you should have been protecting me – this looks true, if Washington DC, FREAKED-THE-FUCK-OUT over my resigning my employment at Disney, and intelligence reports were no longer happening, and really TOP GUYS HAD TO TRAVEL THE WORLD, TO FIGURE OUT WHY THE FUCK THAT HAPPENED, AND BECAUSE SOMEONE GOT SCARED THAT SHE WAS GOING TO BE – FOUND OUT, SHE TOOK REVENGE ON ME BY PLACING CYSTS IN MY BODY, SO NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO FOLLOW THE PURCHASES BOUGHT, OF FEMALE HYGEINE PRODUCTS SUCH AS PADS OR TAMPONS.

THESE PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY DID, BY DOING SO.  CHRIS STEVENS IS AN EXAMPLE OF – NATIONAL SECURITY THAT DIDN’T NEED TO HAPPEN!  MEANING THAT LOSS OF LIFE THAT THREAT TO THE AGENCY – DIDN’T NEED TO HAPPEN.

Yeah, Wilkerson was being used as a proxy to this other FBI man, it was spoken at my employment about Wilkerson and being intimidated by Wilkerson, and I never was.  Why would I be?  I’ve done nothing wrong.  And, this other FBI man really loves, really mentally strong and feminine women.  It is SUCH A TURN ON FOR HIM.

Not butch or domineering, mentally strong, determined, it makes me wonder because this is all I see in the movies, do you only teach women in the FBI – how to wear a pant suit?  It’s funny. Yet it’s not a joke.  FBI, you really could use better public relations.

SO, NO, YOU DON’T GET TO PLACE IT IN MOVIES ANYMORE – AFTER THE FACT – AFTER THE LOSS OF LIFE AND HARM DONE – YOU DON’T GET TO DO THAT ANYMORE – WITHOUT THE GODDAMN WHITE HOUSE’S KNOWLEDGE – IT’S A MATTER OF NOT JUST MY SECURITY, IT’S A MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY THAT GOES – AROUND THE WORLD!

I AM NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS STUFF!  NATIONAL SECURITY!  NATIONAL SECURITY EXTENDS BEYOND OUR BORDERS TO EMBASSIES AND OUTPOSTS – ALL OVER THE WORLD!

YOU FUCKING MORMONS LITERALLY CAN’T GO ONE DAY, JUST ONE DAY, OF SOMETHING – OTHER THAN YOURSELVES?!

YOU CAN’T GO ONE DAY OF GIVING CHILDREN THE HOPE AND FUN OF WHAT IT IS TO – GROW UP!  STRONG OF MIND, STRONG OF BODY, STRONG IN SPIRIT AND DETERMINATION – TO CATCH BAD GUYS?!

YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK!

Here is what the Vietnam war looked like when I watched Platoon, the Vietcong was being financed from the Russians, or former Soviet block, USSR.  As, a child, I said, no more war in Vietnam – because the truth of the matter was soldier’s, our US soldiers were not just losing their lives, they were losing their dignity, and HONOR.

AND, I WON’T HAVE THAT.  NOT MY MEN!  MY MEN WILL BE HONORABLE!

It still happens today, our Vietnam veterans, do not get thanked for their service, the way our veteran’s get thanked for their service in the Gulf, or Afghanistan, and so on.  Perhaps, more Vietnam veterans can begin to heal in a way, they didn’t think possible before.  Because I’ve loved them enough as a child, to bring them home safe.

Just as I’ve really loved these scientist men that are seen in The Shadow, and National Treasure, but I’ve known who I really am, if none of you have, and I’ve loved them enough – to want them safe.  And, these scientist men really love the military and so on, or they wouldn’t be working at NASA, but if they are not seen (not to woo or date) as a man able to win in a bar fight?  Well, I don’t want you to help, I want you safe (UP).

And, what happens to a nation, since only men were allowed in the military at that time, what happens to a nation without a generation – of men?  That’s gruesomely subversive.

Men literally, scientifically proven are naturally physically stronger than women.  Men and women are not the same, not built the same, not designed by God the same.

That other child with the dark circles under her eyes, just says, milk allergies, or milk sensitivity.  Honestly, what is the purpose of putting people in front of me to read, just to write about – anymore.

You’ve wasted thirty years of my life.  By not allowing me to be loved – for real.  Touched by a straight man I love and who loves me – for real.  The one thing I was most concerned about, the need to be married, and loved, still I am not allowed because of this filming of me because that is what happened with Edison, no, I will not go through that experience – ever again.

So, am I to be unloved all my life?  It feels like I will be dead soon.

Now, you have how many men who are hurt and hurting because they also, don’t get to be loved – by me.

It was not intended for me to be without employment while The Container Store was being purchased and built.  Not from their minds.  They were doing the same things – including the fun, like the archival boxes.  That’s the fun stuff!

And, I literally wanted to break down and cry – that’s how personally offended I am that you’ve tried to take away all the good stuff, and fun, and really good thinking behind the business model and plans of The Container Store.  I am truthfully, really hurt by it.  It’s so offensive, it physically pains me.

All that good thinking from a consumer’s point of view and how to making the buying experience more enjoyable, a better opportunity, a relationship to be built, so their friends tell their friends, and what it means to a consumer to have confidence in a retailer, on and on.

University students write papers and dissertations, on less than that.

I am not the only consumer that walks into a store, and says, how come, you haven’t placed more lighting here, so I can actually see what this product is?  What didn’t you place this item standing up, so it is more appealing to buy?  Why have you spent so much money on marketing a sale of products, when you haven’t done the job at the store level to make the experience for the customer TO BE A GREAT ONE?!

What I saw at Jo-Ann Fabrics yesterday, was all those really great items that were on sale, 60% off, should have already been sold, out the door, sold-out, with managers, and upwards on the phones, trying to get more product – BECAUSE THE HOLIDAYS HADN’T EVEN HAPPENED YET AND THEY WERE ALREADY SOLD OUT!  That’s what should have happened at that store.  If I was in charge.

I am not the only consumer that sees companies and business as needlessly wasting money – by not doing things as simple as changing their lighting to – LED’s.  I could literally write a dissertation or thesis on just one visit, to one store, and the potential lost – BY NOT BEING SMARTER.

SMARTER, NOT HARDER.  WORK SMARTER, NOT HARDER.  SMARTER, IS SMARTER.  STOP WORKING HARDER, WHEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS BE – SMART, AND WORK SMART, AND SMARTER!

Burlap is the new satin, that is the business trend that I saw, if anyone is interested.  Burlap being, understated chic, the trend in business toward understated chic, meaning, a trend away from gaudy and disposable, and a trend toward – literally, more Victorian, classic pieces, meaning, items that look handmade, delicate, valuable, and not just – function.

You people really had no idea what you did when you took every positive aspect, element, and viable information from The Container Store, and turned it into, what?  A television show?  You destroyed people and businesses in the process.  Reputations ruined.  And people have died.  People have died because of it.

That NY woman the you chose, not me, the one I don’t trust, so much as said, she couldn’t read me.

Everyone should be aware, if you can’t read me, that’s for your own protection.  A reader, a mind and person that is able to read (Twilight, read his mind, is he going to hurt me – that’s me as Edward) is a really sophisticated brain and mind.  It’s really different.

My Boyfriend, the real Hannibal Lecter, reads, it looks like from their training reads as – guilty, nervous, body movements that indicate he is thinking that normally law enforcement – mentally get it out of a suspected criminal.  However, these brain researched criminals, don’t read the same to me.  Meaning, I would not talk to them the same, or treat them the same, as other criminals.

You’ll be thanking me, when I don’t turn them into super-criminals, I turn them into – law enforcement.  Why is the FBI and others, not doing the same?

Example, when my Boyfriend was brought to me at work, to work with me, do you know what these women, and woman, tried to prevent?  They tried to prevent the real Hannibal Lecter from having a sexual – thought – about me.  Why?  He’s a straight man, I am a straight woman.  Why would they want to stop him from having – thoughts.  Just because it was sexual?  Or because it was – straight sexual, thinking?!

They weren’t protecting me, from preventing my Boyfriend from having sexual thoughts.  They weren’t protecting the real Hannibal Lecter by not allowing him to have sexual thoughts.  They didn’t even know why they wanted him not to have sexual thoughts about me – other than, it was STRAIGHT-SEXUAL THINKING.

It is beyond gross.  It is such a cover up, for the real truth.

I said, there was nothing wrong with him thinking about me in a sexual way, and there isn’t.  It is a better way, even for a criminal, for them to think.

Do you not teach anything about brains, brain thinking, or any understanding and comprehension of brains and the criminal mind in law enforcement, or the FBI?  Or, is that just what you want to show THE ENTIRE WORLD, THAT THE US LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE FBI – IS JUST NOT ABLE?

I have written this over and over, since the discovery in 2014, that this life because it is – staged, I have been MOST UNHAPPY.  There is no reason for it.  Not any longer.  It’s not getting better, it’s getting worse.

It is a matter of national security.  Do it straight and honestly, if this information is valuable, then pay me legitimately for it.  I must be allowed to be a real person.  To marry and love for real.

Stop begging our enemies to kill Americans, just because you’ve denied me a life, as simple as being able to love a straight man I love and who loves me in return – for real. 

What’s really the point, if I’ll be dead soon?

Because that is what is happening around here.  At least one person, trying to think me into killing myself.

So, what are you going to do without me?  Count your millions and billions of dollars?

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

 

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 6

November 20, 2019

Well, the last thing I am going to write about – the impeachment of the President Donald Trump.  Follow that story if you want to – it will get you nowhere.  Meaning, I am not going to write or follow such nonsense. 

The impeachment news story is meant to catch you – not me.  Fool you – not me.

Since, you fucking morons placed this on me last night – by way of what?  A security meeting?!  I am asking that The White House, the United States government, step in and get involved – by way of, legally paying for this gate outside my complex, instead of the Home Owner’s Association, HOA.

I will remind you, I am a future thinker, and not just a thinker for the immediate future.  I see not just years and years, I see decades, in advance.  Whatever dingdong’s and dumb-dumbs (that’s me, being kind) you allowed to get involved in this process, by way of me, in the most recent months, REALLY UNWISE, REALLY NOT SMART, REALLY DUMB, AND THE AMOUNT OF POSSIBLE LIVES BEING LOST, MEANING DEAD AND DEATH THAT COULD HAPPEN, NOT QUICKLY, BUT OVER YEARS AND DECADES OF TIME – WILL OUTWEIGH THE COST.  MOST ESPECIALLY, IT WILL OUTWEIGH THE COST – TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, WHAT IT STANDS FOR, AND FUTURE, POSSIBLE PRESIDENCIES.

HAVE I WRITTEN IN ENOUGH DETAIL, THE MOST URGENT, MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY, I AM, AND THIS HOUSE – HAS NOW BECOME?

PLEASE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR, SHOW THE WORLD, WHO I BELIEVE WE ARE, IN MY MIND’S EYE, THAT’S MY IDEA OF THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT – AND ALL ITS POWERS.  FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE WORLD, AND NOT JUST OUR OWN INTERESTS AND COUNTRY.

Jesus Christ, you have former President, Jimmy Carter at my door, telling me, to tell the world, you have me working too much, too many hours, by way of messaging – pizza delivery, and my brother working almost 30 hours, a week, delivering pizzas.

And, the pizza delivery, is me – here, writing.

Pay me for it.  If it is so valuable, if it is so invaluable – pay me for it, legally, legitimately.  And, not as a front for another – employment.

Whatever that was, yesterday – this is how I WORK.  AT ABOUT 4 O’CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON, I COULD NO LONGER SIT DOWN, OR DO ANYTHING OTHER THAN – PACE THE FLOOR.  HOWEVER, MY GUARD WAS UP – ALL DAY.  UNABLE TO REST, RELAX, OR BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN – ON FULL ALERT.  PEOPLE WILL EITHER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THAT, OR THEY WON’T.

And, then I slept because my booby-trap did just kill a man, last night.

I have other things I am interested in doing today, other than satiating your needs for every detailed involvement of my life.  It’s unhealthy.  It’s mentally unhealthy, and I JUST DON’T DO THAT.  MENTALLY UNHEALTHY.  I DON’T DO IT, NOT FOR ME, NOT FOR PEOPLE I LIKE, NOT FOR ANYONE.

SO, PLEASE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR, BE AN ADULT, BE A GROWN-UP AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT IF YOU ARE NOT CHOSEN BY ME IN ANY WAY – BE GLAD OF IT, ACCEPT IT, KNOW IT IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT AS WELL, AND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO LIVE A HEALTHY LIFE – BECAUSE I HAVE NOT CHOSEN YOU.

What I saw, yesterday is that Dr. Kelly’s nurse, knew better, and I’ve already written this as well.  She’s hiding something.  I need more information to be able to write to how much – she knew better.  Because there is a lot of, well, seemingly innocent conversations. 

However, Doctor/Patient confidentiality is protected by law, for a reason.  So, any innocently spoken conversations about ANY patient’s information – IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SHARED WITH ANYONE.  IT IS PROTECTED – BY LAW, AS SUCH, FOR A REASON.

Let me explain something, and this goes together with Sonderland – news story and profile, as the man who believed the real Hannibal Lecter, my boyfriend, who did not fit the profile of a serial killer, knew there – HAD TO BE MORE TO HIS CRIME SCENES, THAN EVEN THE FBI KNEW OR UNDERSTOOD ABOUT.

And, that’s why when the brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me, um, and I did not greet him the same as I did the High School shooter because YOU’VE ALLOWED THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER WITHIN THE PRISON SYSTEM – TO BECOME, HANNIBAL LECTER, where I would not, and did not.  He became, my Boyfriend.  When they brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me, after I had asked them not to, I so much as said, uh, ok.

I will remind you also, when I saw the real Hannibal Lecter for the first time because I am a reader, and he is also, a most proficient (now) reader, I did not go on a swearing rampage because there was more to him, than his – crimes.

Let me explain how really devious, and subversive, this seemingly innocent conversations, of INFORMATION, can appear, and be, let me use, again, the example of Osama Bin Laden, I GAVE THEM THE KNOWN WHEREABOUTS OF OSAMA BIN LADEN BEFORE THE ATTACKS ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER. 

I ALSO, GAVE INTELLIGENCE THIS INFORMATION – AFTER THE ATTACKS.  IT IS LITERALLY IN THE MOVIE, ZERO DARK THIRTY – INTELLIGENCE AND INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITIES ARE SPENDING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, BILLIONS OF TAX-PAYER’S DOLLARS!  WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE TO CAPTURE THE – ONE PERSON WHO HAS CLAIMED RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE ATTACKS ON SEPTEMBER 11^TH?!

WHAT DID THEY DO?

IN HOW MANY YEARS, WHAT DID THEY DO?!

THE ONE PERSON – WHO CLAIMED RESPONSIBILTY FOR THE ATTACKS ON SEPTEMBER 11^TH?!

IF YOU ARE IN ANY INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY AND YOU – HAVE A PROBLEM – TAKING OUT THE ONE PERSON WHO CLAIMED RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SEPTEMEBER 11^TH ATTACKS – GET OUT!  YOU DON’T BELONG THERE, AND YOU ARE PROBABLY GETTTING OTHER PEOPLE – ON YOUR FUCKING TEAM – KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!

Let me interrupt here – children used to play cops, and robbers.  Didn’t they?  Cops and robbers.  Just take a second, and think, children playing cops and robbers – as fun.  Children used to play cops and robbers, in the street.  Outside.  In their yards, for everyone to see.

What has happened – now?

There was such a rise in sexual abuse of children from adults, of pedophiles, hurting, harming children, we, as a society of people, protected our children by placing them – indoors, yet in doing so, we’ve taken away – their fun.

What do you think it does to the development of a child’s brain IF they get to see in their mind and brain, capturing bad guys (robbers) as law enforcement (cops) – AS FUN!

Sitting around the dinner table at night, as a family, little Jimmy, what did you do today?  I captured little Susie, who was trying to steal Mrs. Sonderland’s daisy’s and geranium’s – AND TOOK HER TO JAIL!  And, with a smile of his face – because it was in his mind, as good, and honorable, the right and correct thing to do, not just for his neighbor who almost lost her flowers, for his mother and father to have a son that lived with truth in his heart, with justice in his mind, and NOT hatred, and hate, for others, and that’s why he took her to jail, to go through the justice system, the justice system put in place by its elected, the people of the United States, of legal voting age, and for all the generations before and after his parents, he is a child – with a purpose – that very good place of FUN that we used to instill in our children at a very early age, of doing good with a purpose, like playing cops and robbers, has been – replaced.

And, something as very, seemingly innocent, as Brain Research, has been responsible – for creating pedophiles, of adults – to hurt and harm children.

What has been the result, of children being sexually abused?  IT IS INCALCUABLE.  BECAUSE – YOU’VE TAKEN AWAY – THE FUN!

I MEAN THIS, MOST SINCERELY, TAKING AWAY THE FUN FROM CHILDREN, AS SIMPLE AS NO LONGER ALLOWING THEM TO PLAY – COPS AND ROBBERS, IS INCALCUABLE.

INCALCUABLE.

PEDOPHILES DON’T RANK WITHIN – THE PRISON SYSTEM, FOR A REASON.  EVEN CRIMINALS HAVE A CODE OF CONDUCT, AND EVEN CRIMINALS – KNOW BETTER THAN TO ALLOW HARM TO COME TO A CHILD, AND WHAT – IT SAYS, ABOUT THE OTHER PERSON’S – BRAIN.

I think it’s the most fun stuff in the world, LET’S GO CAPTURE SOME TERRORISTS!  That’s FUN – to me!

Oh wow, did you need help planning a military battle – WOW!  That’s most FUN to me!

Why has this been allowed to happen?  Asking children what they want to be when they grow up and it being fun?!  Meaning, I don’t see the fun anymore, in young minds, in our youths, in children.

Children aren’t supposed to be traumatized.  They’re supposed to have – FUN!  When the mind is strong, the body is strong.

David, if you and Brianna had a miscarriage, it doesn’t look – truthful.  I’m sorry.  It looks like, Brianna created the miscarriage, herself.  If there was a miscarriage.  She did it to look like a miscarriage, and that is – a little scary.  That’s not a healthy mind, scary.

She was and is an adult.  If she didn’t want a child, she could have had an abortion.  That would have been a grown-up decision.  If it was a miscarriage, and she purposefully created a miscarriage in her body, WOW!  Mentally, unwell.

David should have children.  Perhaps, not everyone will be able to understand this, if they cannot, they should never be – involved.  What happens in my mind when I see David surrounded by children, playing with children, being a father to children, a change in his countenance, healing of his heart, his mind expands, he becomes more knowledgeable, discernable, mature, centered, relaxed, fervent.  I could go on.  Why wouldn’t ANY woman want that for David, if they loved him.  Unless, they really don’t know anything about love.

Let me explain something else, you really can’t control the brain speaking.  It’s really very complex, and difficult, and beyond most people’s comprehension.  They used David, my sexual attraction to David, my desire for David, my like and love for David, and used this Russian man, in brain-speaking with David’s body.  When, I started after David, after another woman kissed David, and I started after him, with so much of, I’ll show you how to kiss David, as I approached David, ready to kiss him like he’d never been kissed before, as fast as you can snap your fingers together – that’s how fast my mind and brain is, and how fast I stopped, with the feeling of it being a crime, criminal, and – No, I’m not going to do that.

Why?

They brain-spoke this Russian man’s name thinking I would see him for the man he was that day, at that present time, yet the question, at least one person had in their brain, was – when was this Russian man, experimented on?  And, it wasn’t even a question they had formed in words – at that time.

That’s how fast, I am.

Are you really sure, you people know what you are doing?  That is almost – faster – than a bullet can reach it’s target.  Get it?  The Matrix.

If this is true because this is what this looks like, this Russian man was very blonde-headed as a child, almost white blonde hair, and he looks an awful lot like my brother when they lived in the Los Angeles apartments.  I never lived there, that was before I was born.

If anyone believed there was any other connection between this Russian man and my brother because of their looks, well, follow that if you want to, it will lead you nowhere.

However, this is when this Russian man looks like he was experimented on around age three to age six, especially around age four and five.  I would need more information on brain development to be able to write about why they did it at that time in his life.

So, that fast, as fast as you can snap your fingers together, that’s how fast I said, No.  I’m not going to do that.  Because the question was already in – one mind.  I saw it.  I saw him, as a child.  NO, I AM NOT GOING TO SEXUALLY KISS A CHILD – THAT IS WHAT THEY DID!  AND THEY DIDN’T KNOW IT!

Whoever, is responsible for brain-speaking, using David, in such way, really showed, a lack of judgement.  A lack of good judgement.  A complete inability.

David really was the strongest male, in our theater group, strongest mentally, strongest physically, and I loved him, for who he was – on the inside.  And, they damaged our relationship because they did not yet understand, the value, of me, and me being WITH THE STRONGEST MALE.  From MY mind.

They had to create new technology in movie making, to be able to show you – HOW FAST BRAINS – ACTUALLY WORK.

If you believed the movie, National Treasure really is about people wanting to steal – ME – as the Weapons of Mass Destruction, then you really can’t decode movies.  The truth is really unglamorous, really unsexy, really un-Hollywood.  The stealing of the Constitution is just about – these intelligence guys saying, were going to put Cherith – in the movies, as intelligence.  That’s all.  They’ve story-told the events, making it entertainment for others and profitable for the movie industry.

That’s why they kidnap the President in that movie, National Treasure, that’s me as a child preventing an assassination attempt on the current President at that time.

Yeah, why.

No big deal.

Please stop hurting my animals because I saved someone else’s life.

Because what did they do?  They worried my mother so much that it was not a good enough neighborhood for small – children – because they killed my cat, Shoo-shoo, we moved, to a suburb, and what did that really do?

We moved from a neighborhood closer to Downtown Portland, Oregon, to a suburb, kind of in the middle of nowhere at the time.  The houses and neighborhoods closer to Downtown Portland, being – more valuable, with a greater home resale value, they increased in price and resale, greater than in the suburbs.  Still.

Be careful you don’t see that as – subversive work.

They sprayed Jew-hater smell up my nose at Target last night, simply because I wouldn’t look behind me, at another woman.

You people, really don’t know what you are doing with scents and smells, do you?!  Are you really sure, you want to die instead?  That really is the question being asked of me all these years, with body fat and smell up my nose.

I will never be your fidgety-can’t sit still, unable to control my own body movements BECAUSE YOU CANNOT COMMAND – LIKE I CAN, AND I COMMAND!  I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE!

AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!  STOP RUINING REAL RESULTS!  LIKE QVC!  LIKE THE QVC PURCHASE AND THE KILL OF BIN LADEN!  STOP RUINING IT – AND START CELEBRATING IT – AS A SUCCESS!

YOU DON’T HAVE TO SEE IT ANY OTHER WAY OTHER THAN A SUCCESSFUL MISSION!  WHY ARE YOU ALLOWING THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT AND ITS BRANCHES TO BE SEEN AS WEAK AND AFRAID OF ITS OWN SUCCESSFUL – MISSIONS!

I WOULDN’T DO THAT!  BECAUSE I DIDN’T DO THAT!

If you are in intelligence, like the FBI, the CIA, and you are prolonging a mission to capture the #1 person claiming responsibility for the attack of the World Trade Center – you are a subversive, subverting the efforts to capture the #1.  It is treason.  And, the penalty for such subversion, very often, is death.

That’s the real disguise.  Not a woman pretending to be a man, the real disguise, is a double agent.  Pretending to be a support for The White House, its government, its branches, yet, subverting the efforts whilst giving yourself – here’s a big word, deniability.

I will remind you, The White House works, in more countries, than one.

GO GIVE THESE KIDS BACK THEIR FUN!  LET’S GIVE THEM BACK THEIR FUN!  LET THEM SEE THE FUN AS SUCH A GOOD THING TO BE IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN INTELLIGENCE, IN THE FBI, IN THE CIA, TO BE JUDGES, POLITICIANS, FUTURE PRESIDENTS – AND HAVE TO THE MOST FUN DOING IT!

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November 19, 2019

WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!

SOMETHING TERRIBLE IS GOING ON AROUND ME!  WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!

A PRISONER?  I AM BEING HELD A PRISONER HERE?!  I DON’T GET TO BE A NORMAL, REAL PERSON, EVER AGAIN?!

I DON’T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!

I AM BEING HELD A VIRTUAL PRISONER!

IT SHOULDN’T BE ANY WONDER WHY I AM NOT YOUR WEAPONS ANYMORE!

YOU BROUGHT THE HOLLOWAYS HERE TO MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE FAMILY JUST TO TAKE THEM AWAY TO HURT ME AGAIN!

THERE IS NO REASON FOR THIS!  YOU DON’T NEED EVERY MINUTE OF MY LIFE DETAILED AND RECORDED.  I AM NO EVIL VILLIAN.

WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO BE A REAL PERSON?  WHY ALL THIS PRETEND?  DID THE DOCUMENTARIAN REALLY DIE FROM SUICIDE?  YOU PEOPLE HAVE BEEN IN THE WRONG TO PRETEND THIS LIFE FOR ME!

ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS ASK.  PRETENDING AND DISGUISING…SAYS SOMETHING ELSE, ENTIRELY.

THEY WEREN’T TRYING TO GET ME.  I WASN’T IN DISGUISE.  I WASN’T LYING TO ANYONE ABOUT WHO I AM OR WANTED.

WHAT ARE YOU ACTUALLY DOING AROUND HERE?!  TRYING TO GET MORE PEOPLE KILLED?!  BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW?!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

You’re my dog, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, suggests that the real terrorist in Germany became MY DOG, NOT YOURS, MINE!  WANNA KNOW WHY?!  BECAUSE YOU CAN’T TALK A PERSON TO – DEATH (BOURNE). 

YOU FUCKING IDIOTS DON’T KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH, I KNOW, I DO KNOW WHAT AND HOW TO STOP AND PREVENT IT! 

THAT’S ANOTHER DEAD MOTHERFUCKER!  HE DIDN’T MAKE IT – AT MY ELEVEN!  NOT MUCH PAST A DAY OR TWO IN BRAGGING TO PEOPLE HE CAN TALK PEOPLE TO DEATH!  AND, HE DIDN’T MAKE IT!  THE POWER OF ONE, I’LL BE YOUR BIGGEST SUPPORTER, or however, the dialogue really goes.

BRAIN RESEARCH!

YOU DUMB FUCKS!  YOU REALLY WANT TO STOP ALL THIS BLOODSHED, OR ARE YOU REALLY ONLY INTERESTED IN PERPETUATING IT, INCITING IT?!

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  I KNOW REAL SIMPLE FUCKING ANSWERS, LIKE CHERITH BEING ALLOWED TO DATE AND MARRY FOR REAL – WOULD, NO FUCKING SHIT, STOP A LOT OF FUCKING WARS!

YOU DON’T WANT TO BELIEVE ME?!  BELIEVE IN ME?!

GUESS WHAT, I CAN’T STOP THE NEXT ATTACK FROM HAPPENING – IF NO ONE FUCKING – LISTENS!

DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE – MY MOTHER WENT TO – FOR HELP?!  THE POLICE, SHERIFF’S, LAWYER’S, COUNSELLORS, PHYSICIANS, ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE, AND NOT A GODDAMN ONE OF YOU HAD THE FUCKING DECENCY – TO DO A FUCKING THING ABOUT IT!  TO STOP IT!  YOU CONTINUED TO ALLOW DOUBLE AGENTS TO SUBVERT THE WORKS OF OUR FOUNDING FATHERS OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION!

SO, DON’T BE FUCKING SURPRISED NEXT TIME!  IF ANOTHER WORLD TRADE CENTER BOMBING HAPPENS!  ANOTHER BOMBING IN THIS PART OF THE WORLD, OR THAT PART OF THE WORLD!

SOMEBODY – ONCE AND FOR ALL – DO SOMETHING!  GET OFF YOUR FUCKING ASS AND DO SOMETHING!

THIS MAKE BELIEVE, I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT, WHAT YOU’RE REFERRING TO, AIN’T GONNA WORK, ANYMORE!

YOU FUCKING MORONS CAN’T SEE THE GREATEST THREAT HAS BEEN WITHIN OUR BORDERS!  YOU DUMB MORONS!  YOU THINK YOU’RE FUCKING SAFE BECAUSE YOU LIVE IN THE UNITED STATES, AND GUESS WHAT?!  THEY ATTACKED US HERE!

I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST!  STOP PLAYING DEAF AND DUMB!

I TOOK AWAY YOUR VICTORY, FROM MULAN, YEAH, MOTHER FUCKERS, THAT’S ME.  I WASN’T IN DISGUISE; I NEVER HAVE BEEN.  STOP CONFUSING STORYTELLING WITH ACTUAL EVENTS!

YOU MORONS REALLY NEED TO STOP THIS NONSENSE OF ALLOWING ACTORS TO BE DISGUISED AS THE REAL PEOPLE, WHETHER ITS MY OWN PERSONAL FAMILY DOCTOR BECAUSE I ALWAYS LIKE DR. KELLY, AND MY GOOD OPINION DOESN’T JUST GET GIVEN TO ANYONE, OR MY MOTHER, OR WHOMEVER!  YOU ARE GETTING PEOPLE KILLED – WITH YOUR IGNORANCE!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

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November 19, 2019

I have been living a virtual prison sentence since I was 15 years old, since moving to Florida.  You have me locked away here, living as though I am in jail, in prison, for no real crime – other than being – born.

I have never been free to make decisions, work, date straight men, in all my adult life, without some measure of control and involvement.  This has not been done for my protection, for the safety of others, or for any other reason, other than, you don’t really know.

FBI, you couldn’t possibly have problems in your training, that would be, oh, I don’t know, computer software programs, just like, oh, I don’t know because a little girl in kindergarten blinked Morse code that the attack you believed was going to happen because a computer told you, and Cherith said, no.  There couldn’t have been any sabotage and treason for that story, could there?

You people are morons.  That man might have been put in jail for killing his wife, although this other FBI man did that, he is STILL – GUILTY.  He wears it – like he knows it.  He’s guilty of something, some crime, if not that wife, another, he is guilty.  He’s guilty, and he knows it.  Be careful.

And, this other FBI man is THE ONLY MAN AROUND HERE WHO HAS BEEN – IN MY MIND PALACE – WORKING FULL GUNS TO THWART, CAPTURE, AND KILL TERRORISM AND TERRORISTS.  HE’S THE ONLY FBI MAN THAT WORKS TO STOP TERRORISM?  OR, IS THAT WHY THE CIA HAS BIN LADEN IN ZERO DARK THIRTY, AND OTHERS?

I REALLY DO MIND WHEN YOU DO REAL DUMB SHIT, LIKE COMPETING – WITHIN YOUR OWN GODDAMN AGENCY, FBI!

WOW, I GUESS THAT’S WHY THE FBI, THE CIA, OTHER INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES, ARE NOT A GODDAMN TELEVISION SHOW!  YOU STUPID FUCKS!

Franco, who is she, your agent?  Publicist?  I don’t trust her.  She was there that night, trying to get me to talk about Prince Harry and – oh, my fucking God – what happened in my bed, like, were friends, when I don’t know her.  It made me write about Prince Harry, so the truth would be known.

However, she is probably responsible for your garbage bomb at your home, Franco.  For the publicity of it.  Franco, I don’t trust her.

Because I had an enjoyable night, creating food recipes, and meals with Franco one night, they’ve done nothing but – PACK ON POUNDS TO KEEP AND MAINTAIN ME AS – MISERABLE.  SO, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH FRANCO.  YOU TURNED HIM, AND ALLOWED HIM TO BE SEEN BY ME – AS NOT AN HONORABLE MAN.

Be real fucking careful, you don’t confuse reality with subversion.  My mother in no way could be read as anything other than – straight.  However, if you let this dumb, manipulative, double agent to be involved in any of my employments, I’ve already written this, she really enjoys manipulating – women.  Or did.

She, this Nikki profile, along with this woman who, you dumb morons, did you actually allow her to be involved in any way at – The Container Store, this crazy, double agent woman in Germany?

Here’s the tell, the bank in The Bourne Identity, is a – Post Office.  The woman behind the desk asking Bourne for his account number, and her attitude and acting of being – superior, to Bourne, is a read.  It’s says, I told you, Cherith, didn’t like her, didn’t trust her.

The summary is, of course, that German man was supposed to be in charge, still.

You’re killing me with virtual reality here.  Creating stories to be filmed – MAKES ME MISERABLY UNHAPPY.

I WISH I HAD NEVER MOVED HERE.  YOU PEOPLE PLACED NURSES IN MY MOTHER’S CARE AND ALLOWED THEM TO BECOME EUTHANASIA NURSES.

THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO KILL ME.  UP MY NOSE, IN MY BELLY, ON MY FATTED – ASS!  THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME!

I WON’T BE ALIVE MUCH LONGER.  THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN DOING AND BEEN ALLOWING IN THIS HOME!

NONE OF YOU HAVE THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION TO WORK WITH ANYMORE!  I’LL BE DEAD SOON!  POUND FOR POUND THAT IS WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAVE DONE HERE!

LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT ME!

MY BOYFRIEND IS THE ONLY MAN WHO WANTS THE CORRECT THING TO BE DONE?  THE LAWFUL AND CORRECT THING!

YOU HAVE ME LIVING IN A VIRTUAL PRISON AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU NO LONGER HAVE THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION?

LET THEM KILL ME OR KILL MYSELF IN ADVANCE?

EVERYTIME I MAKE ANY EFFORT TO CREATE A HOME AND LIFE HERE – YOU DO SOMETHING TO RUIN IT – LIKE NOT DELIVERING A COMPLETE PACKAGE AND ORDER OF SOMETHING AS SIMPLE, FOR EXAMPLE, OF A WHITE CHRISTMAS CHURCH!

I AM MISERABLY UNHAPPY!  I’D RATHER DIE THAN CONTINUE LIVING LIKE THIS IN A VIRTUAL PRISON CELL!

I SUGGEST, AS A MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY – YOU STOP CREATING AND DOING THINGS THAT CAUSE ME TO BE STRESSED – LIKE A TRIAL, LIKE A CAR CRASH, LIKE THE DEATH OF ANOTHER PARENT, OR SIBLING, LIKE CREATING MORE WORK ORDERS TO BE REPAIRED IN MY HOME, LIKE THE LACK OF INCOME, LIKE THE LACK OF A PERSONAL LIFE.

I DON’T TRUST THAT NY WOMAN, I DON’T TRUST THAT SONA WOMAN.

WHAT ARE YOU ALL GOING TO DO – WHEN I AM DEAD?!

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November 18, 2019

Brain research.

Brain research can be used as what?  A weapon – to stop terrorism.  The knowledge and education of brain research can be used as a weapon to end terrorism.

I have not had the freedom of my own home, my own surroundings, my own purchases, my own opinion, my own – anything, since 2014.

I believe you people have had access to me – long enough!

I had to send an email about my Container Store order?

You people are damaging the reputations and business of businesses by not allowing me the freedom – of my own choice.

This is extremely unhealthy, mentally unhealthy what you have created – around here.  IT’S UNHEALTHY, UNHEALTHY, UNHEALTHY, UNHEALTHY, MENTALLY VERY UNHEALTHY!  IT’S ABOUT THE EQUIVILANT OF CREATING – ADDICTS, NOT TO RECOVER, CREATING ADDICTS TO HAVE THEM – DIE!  SENDING PEOPLE TO THEIR DEATHS!  INCLUDING ME.

EVERYONE, EVERYONE, EVERYONE ELSE IS ALLOWED TO BE IN A REAL RELATIONSHIP, DATE, TOUCH, AND LOVE FOR REAL – EXCEPT ME?!

I AM REALLY NEVER ALLOWED TO THE END OF MY DAYS – TO BE TOUCHED?!  BY A STRAIGHT MAN – WHO LOVES ME?!

I AM THINKING AND INVENTING WOMEN FOR MEN, I LIKE AND LOVE, SO THEY WILL BE ABLE TO BE HAPPY BECAUSE – I AM SO EXCEEDINGLY UNHAPPY. 

Is this other FBI man dating the psychiatrist, so he can be happy?  A better woman for David because we will never be allowed to be friends.  Many women who would love my boyfriend.

I’ll be dead soon from unhappiness.  From the lack of being able to be – touched and loved.

All my adult life I felt as though, any day now a straight man is going to walk up to me, start talking, and we’ll be married soon.  That’s three decades of my life, without being able to be married, in a straight-loving marriage, and loved. 

Why is that?

Is that because none of the FBI, CIA, or any intelligence are able to work – WITHOUT HIDING BEHIND ME AS THE ONE DOING THE WORK?!

NO, it’s nonsense.  The only reason it’s done – is to hurt me.  Yesterday and today feels like death from loneliness.  From lack of being – touched.

THIS VIRTUAL REALITY, THIS FILMING ME EVERY DAY IS JUST GOING TO GO ON UNTIL I’M DEAD?!  YOU’RE KILLING ME!

My boyfriend didn’t lose Weapons.  However, she is no longer here, I’ll be dead soon.  None of you are protecting me, you’re killing me – to sell news media.

YOU’VE HAD ACCESS TO ME – FOR LONG ENOUGH!

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November 17, 2019

Brain research.

Two things cannot exist in the same sentence, they don’t make mistakes, and malfunctioning government property.  These two things can neither be one and the same.

STOP LETTING THEM, RE-WRITE HISTORY!

WANT TO KNOW A REAL STORY?  DO YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW?  WATCHING PLATOON?  IT CANNOT BE DIFFICULT, I’VE BEEN WRITING IT AND WRITING IT.  I SAW A GENERATION OF MEN – BECOMING DAMAGED, AND BROKEN, WILTED, LACK-LUSTER, AND DEADEND INSIDE BY A NEVER-ENDING WAR.

TO ME IT LOOKED LIKE THE REAL WAR – WAS NOT IN VIETNAM.  IT LOOKS LIKE A WAR, ON OUR OWN UNITED STATES MEN AND MILITARY.  Meaning, a war created – JUST TO MESS WITH REAL MEN’S MINDS! 

And to lose a generation – of male youth.

COMING BACK FROM WAR – IF AT ALL – BROKEN, SAD, DEPRESSED, SPOOKED, WITH SCARS AND WOUNDS THAT WILL NEVER HEAL!

It cannot be a surprise that my response, was to restore men to a healthful mind, to restore honor to the United States military, to restore dignity to the spouses, of the men who served.

Every time this has been spoken or mentioned to me, I know it’s wrong – finding, applying, and getting another job.  I know it’s wrong.  In my well of truth, it’s wrong.

BECAUSE HE LIVE’S…

STOP BEING SCARED OF MEN; STOP BEING SCARED I WILL AND LOVE STRAIGHT MEN!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 3