Over two hundred dollars this paycheck. I had to spend more than two hundred dollars this paycheck that I wouldn’t have otherwise. People planning and playing games with my time and my paycheck. Making me believe I had to see a movie, I had to go to a certain theater, I had to buy take-out food – from more than one restaurant. Oh, and by the way the food from the second stop tasted as though someone had gone to the grocery store. I could have done better. Planning on ways to make me have my garage door serviced again, the gas, etc. Over two hundred dollars?! That is a lot of money for anyone.
I am tired of it. I am tired of having to live this way. I do not choose this life on my own. I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE IN THE MATTER.
Making me believe people or a person can lay claim to a certain street, and if I go to a certain gas station, or exit from a gas station on a certain side then a certain team, or story line has control over my life?!
I’m fucking sick of it!
There isn’t any reason I shouldn’t be able to find and have a job that I can actually live off of?!
G-13 is no longer on my vehicle! What a dumb waste of time!
What a waste of money! If I got to choose, I would be saving money. I would be living better.
I am so sick of this depression that makes me want to hurt myself just for relief. And, guess what there is nothing anyone can do about it. There is no fail-safe measures that could stop me from causing harm to myself.