Over $200?!!

Over two hundred dollars this paycheck.  I had to spend more than two hundred dollars this paycheck that I wouldn’t have otherwise.  People planning and playing games with my time and my paycheck.  Making me believe I had to see a movie, I had to go to a certain theater, I had to buy take-out food – from more than one restaurant.  Oh, and by the way the food from the second stop tasted as though someone had gone to the grocery store.  I could have done better.  Planning on ways to make me have my garage door serviced again, the gas, etc.  Over two hundred dollars?!  That is a lot of money for anyone.

I am tired of it.  I am tired of having to live this way.  I do not choose this life on my own.  I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE IN THE MATTER.

Making me believe people or a person can lay claim to a certain street, and if I go to a certain gas station, or exit from a gas station on a certain side then a certain team, or story line has control over my life?!

I’m fucking sick of it!

There isn’t any reason I shouldn’t be able to find and have a job that I can actually live off of?!

G-13 is no longer on my vehicle!  What a dumb waste of time!

What a waste of money!  If I got to choose, I would be saving money.  I would be living better.

I am so sick of this depression that makes me want to hurt myself just for relief.  And, guess what there is nothing anyone can do about it.  There is no fail-safe measures that could stop me from causing harm to myself.

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