What Were You Thinking?

Why place someone in front of me who doesn’t actually want to be there?

Why place someone in front of me only because you’ve paid them to be there?

Why place someone in front of me at all?

Here’s what you should have done and should do still.  You should have paid me more.  You should pay me more.  So, I could have and could write – not more, but at all.  So, I could watch and read more.

But, you have no idea how distressingly negative it is to be around people so much better off, happier, more fulfilled than I.  But, more importantly, who do not want nor wish to be there.