Here I am, hurried up home to clean the litter, feed the cats, take a shower, eat something, and try to come out of head that weighs on me with such heavy sadness and gross unhappiness – two hours later I just start to get in the head space where I could get some work done, some writing and such only to stop because I have to stop due to the time. There are only so many times you can fall asleep with your eyes open in one day.
I am unhappy with my writing and not being able to have the time to truly get the details in my writing.
I have to end this abruptly.