I want to move to the middle of nowhere. Where no one knows me. I want to live where there are not neighbors in my windows.
I want to be able to wear make-up, wear pretty dresses, and cute clothes. I want to smell nice again. I want to wear perfume, put dry oil on my legs, so you can see the shape of my calves.
I want to be able to style my hair again. I want manicured nails, painted pedicured toes.
I want to lavish in a warm bath filled with salts to soothe my tired muscles while fragranced soap fills the air. Scented candles all around to set the mood while drinking a beautiful wine.
I want clean pajamas to wear freshly ironed. I want a bed with sheets that have been starched smelling of outdoor air and a hint of scent.
I want to spend time with a book in bed before I fall into a heavenly sleep.