Sitting outside reading a book on my lunch break David Wolfe as Alfredo Cruz asked me if he could get me a chair. He said he hoped it would rain, so he didn’t have to mow the lawn.
Not all people who have children are cut out to be parents. They can be useful or successful in other areas of their lives, yet still be terrible parents. So, the other parent has to take up the slack. My father was not cut out to be a parent. I don’t have time to go into much further today. The previous post I posted today took me over four hours to write, and it was not the only thing I had to do today.
My mind is spent. My body is tired. I am beyond weary. Oh, yeah…I am broke as hell. I want this to end. I want my life back.
My mother went to her parent after the wedding night, they told her to get the marriage annulled. He dragged her down the hallway by her hair. I hate having to share this in this way. I would have waited, I would have used it in a different writing. You would have had to live with my father to understand. He is a hoarder. It was a terrible mess going through and getting rid of boxes and boxes of paperwork when we sold the home. I am not taking my mother’s word for it alone I don’t have time to go into all the bad times with my father. He used to hit my brother in the ear.
I guess my vagina/crotch is never going to feel clean again. I guess my “lips” are constantly going to feel violated. No wonder I would rather die.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 