Just like always worried about money. This bankruptcy is the most expensive thing I’ve ever been a part of. Do you know that I was told not to file for bankruptcy back in January 2015 because I was going to be paid soon. And these people wonder why I don’t believe in them.
Tired all the time. Don’t want to get out of bed tired. Tired of blowing my nose. Tired of living this life that is not my own. Tired of having to drive by David’s old apartment every day. Tired of living off of junk because it is all I can afford. Tired of being hungry and dirty all the time. Tired of having to yell and scream and be mad all the time. Tired of not being able to have decorations without them looking back at me. 😦
I have no idea why I had to change cable carriers. I have no idea why I had to get new computers. I have no idea why I had to get new mouse pads. Tired of living like this. 😦