Lakeland,
I am so fucking pissed at you!! Let me set something straight right now!!! I SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO GO OUT OF MY WAY to avoid you, or NOT CHOOSE YOU!!!! Do you have any idea how fucking ridiculous it is that I am CONSTANTLY made to go out of my way?!!
How can you NOT see what a waste of time, energy, resources, and talent it is to constantly set ME against you?! What the fuck am I doing there if you do not want me there?!
I SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO GO OUT OF MY WAY FOR YOU , LAKELAND! I SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO BE ASHAMED OF YOU! I SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO BE SEEN AS LESS THAN THE MOST VALUABLE PERSON, COMMODITY, ASSET, FIGURE, AND PERSON YOU HAVE EVER KNOWN, OR HAVE HAD THE FUCKING PRIVILEDGE OF SPENDING TIME WITH AND KNOWING!!!!!!!!!
You keep me tired to KEEP me from KEEPING YOU HONEST!!!
I am not finished with you!
I will not back down!
I could have done better! I could do better!
My whole life I have said this in just about every thing including jobs, movies, acting, writing, performances, directing, and so on – I could have done it better!
And, I ain’t changed liked that!
DO NOT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL ME YOU ARE TOO DUMB, STUPID, AND MORONIC TO UNDERSTAND THE PLAY ON WORDS IN THE TITLE, FUCKER(S)!!