Declassified Files: A Series of True Events Being Brought to Light – Listen Up!

Listen up James Franco!  I remember you dressed up as Rick at TCS, telling me your favorite dog, pointing to an overweight dog, was a golden retriever.  Which was the best way you could tell me – when you look at me all you see is not only a dog, an overweight dog.

What kind of man tells a woman she is a dog?!

A dog?!  A DOG?!!  I am nothing more than a dog?!

After working with me, spying on me, surveying me for years, and virtually dating me the best that you saw in me, the greatest that I had to offer was to be your fucking dog/baby/cat/horse for the rest of my LIFE?!

That I am incapable of intelligent thought?  Or creative influence, ideas, or talents of my own?!  And, on my own fucking merit capable of greatness!!!!!!!!!!

Because of you, James Franco I cannot get a job regardless of where I apply – FOR YEARS!!!  I am so unbelievably unhappy there!  When I am that unhappy, underpaid, and over-worked, I look for other employment.  Just like every other person in the entire free world.  Everyone, but me?!

Because of Edison?!

Do you sentence all of your dates after only dating them once TO A LIFETIME OF SERVITUDE, AND SLAVERY?!!

No, you don’t get off that easy because this all happened and was planned before Edison.  Because Edison was wearing a skin-suit?!  I cannot be blamed for that.  You had more than a year of psychological abuse that you inflicted upon me.  Terrorizing me in my sleep, filling my head with un-truths while you scoured my brain for memories, people, and events in my life to exploit by using the fire alarms as a way to view me and communicate with me while unconscience.  UNCONSCIENCE?!!!  It is criminal behaviour!  The psychologists, monitors, all persons involved with setting up this house as a trap, and the years of forcing me to live like this SHOULD BE BROUGHT UP ON CRIMINAL CHARGES!!!

The fire alarms, TV’s, TiVo, X-box, all my appliances, all the electronic equipment that had the ability to alter my mind, blank me out, record me, view me, kept me from being the reasonable, capable, and thoughtful woman that I am.

I am so ashamed of you!

I am so ashamed I ever met you.

You knew, once I had figured it out that the reason nothing ever made sense, or felt right with Edison was because he was wearing a skin-suit – a fake body – that I was NEVER GOING TO DATE AGAIN!  Because who could possibly imagine that another human being could do something so cruel as that?!  Who could imagine someone wearing a skin suit to prove Cherith wants to be fucked by a man?!  Who could imagine something so cruel?  James Franco is that cruel.  Who could imagine doing something so cruel to me?  To Cherith?!  Only you, James Franco!

I am never going to let you or David Wolfe do that to me again!  You knew you were sentencing me to a lifetime without love, hope, romance, companionship, friendship, or any kind of joy.  You knew that I was not going to be pressured by seeing David Wolfe and his wife kissing at Sand Key beach into dating again.  You knew I was not going to be pressured into dating again just by seeing David Wolfe with his wife at Applebee’s, or David Wolfe and his wife anywhere AGAIN!

You knew those events could NEVER take place again!!!!  Because all you wanted to do was record them as it happened.

Because I am nothing more than a DOG – to you!!

How fucking dare you!  How fucking dare you James Franco!

You, James Franco, are a Master Abuser of the worst kind.  You pretend that nothing you have done has caused permanent damage.  You have also destroyed a friendship – forever.  A very precious, and valuable friendship that can never be replaced, you destroyed as though it was nothing more than trash to be thrown away.

James Franco, I am NOT choosing you!  You can fucking move!  Since you do not allow me to have a job that actually pays me not only the money I am worth, but money I can actually live off of – You can move motherfucker!

James Franco, you knew the reason I was upset and unhappy Saturday was due to the forced weight gain you placed on my body.  You knew I was so unhappy I was suicidal.  You knew I would be even more unhappy to hear the word, smile.  You knew I was unhappy with no one else other than MYSELF!  Which is why I was frowning ALL NIGHT LONG!  That is the only thing you know how to make me do is FROWN!!  You allowed Stephanie Meyer and others to believe otherwise.  You have brought and delivered to me nothing but COMPLETE UNHAPPINESS!!  You knew and know I am and do not go out of my way to make judgements call on the size, shape, color, of people’s bodies, nor do I strive for anything less than rights for all persons with disabilities regardless of sexual orientation.  You have allowed others to believe otherwise.  You have allowed others to punish and judge me – for crimes, thoughts, and actions I have never done.

No means you do not get to push a button force me wet, force me to masturbate and expect me to follow.  I have no idea who that fucker was.  I never know.  Because all you do is lie.  Until you speak face to face to me, I will NEVER believe what you place in front of me.  It has never worked.  You have only allowed yourself and others to believe I understood.

David Wolfe, you do not get off easy either here.  You were the first one I dated on eHarmony, disguised as red-headed Tom who worked at MacDill Air Force.  The picture of “you” and your dad in a football stadium in Colorado.  We spent the evening talking at Brass Tap, you purposefully made me feel you were not interesting in me sexually or otherwise.  I said, it was more like we were brother and sister.  I did not want to date a man who was not interested in me.

David Wolfe, I remember your facebook posts while we were still fb friends of the fake Starbucks store that people went to, and had no idea it wasn’t a real Starbucks.  I remember the photo of you and your friend vacationing in Las Vegas taken in front of a mirror.

David Wolfe, I remember you, believing it was you I saw on your motorcycle driving in the opposite direction from me as I took my mom for her daily ride to help calm her.  It was the day my brother “supposedly” spent the day in the ER because his heart rate was so high.  Which I guess, you planned, and he was never in the hospital.

David Wolfe, I know your birthday is Valentine’s Day, I will not buy or eat candy for you or Valentine’s Day.  We can never be friend’s again.   Ever.

David Wolfe, I remember the phone call we had while driving. Alisha’s car was in front of mine, and I made a comment about how small the tires on her vehicle were.  We had an enjoyable conversation, I thought.  Until, we arrived at our destination and you treated me as if the phone call and conversation we just had, did not happen.  How embarrassing for you to be attracted to such an overweight woman as I was then.  You treated me like dirt.  It is a pattern you repeat with me.

David Wolfe, I remember it was your voice disguised as a woman – Nancy Rosenberg – pretending to be an expert resume writer.  Delaying me and making me late, talking about nothing for hours.

You have made it impossible to ever be your friend again, David Wolfe.  The hurt and damage you caused in all your deceptions and lies tell me more about how you think and feel about me than anything you could ever say to my face.  And, you never were good at speaking to me face to face.

A marriage proposal?!  From whom?!  Not a real man who I know.  James Franco you think I want to marry a woman?!  You think I want to marry a black woman?!  Fuck you!  Because everywhere I go there are black women in front of me you think I ACTUALLY WANT THAT?!!  FUCK YOU!  Guess what, I know what color I am, I know where I come from, I know my family heritage, and guess what?!  I AIN’T BLACK!

Because of you, James Franco you sentenced me to years of being finger-fucked?!  You think that is the life I want to live?!  To be finger-fucked for the rest of my life?!  To be seen naked and jerked-off to by random, various men for the rest of my life?!  Anytime any person puts on the glasses or views me while I am at home – IT IS NOT CONSENSUAL!  I have no way of knowing who is on the other side viewing me!  Viewing me naked?!  You are so disgusting!

The whole reason and purpose I lost weight, placed my mother in a nursing home, and put my life in order – was to change the way my life was going.  So, I could get married, be happy, have a family of my own, have of life of my own – NOT RELIVE THE SAME YEARS OF MY LIFE OVER AND OVER FOR YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never wanted to have anything to do with that stupid Edison fucker EVER AGAIN!  I did not want to meet him in real life!  I do not want to meet him in real life ever!!  I never want to see him again as long as I live!

You think a woman’s feelings are so meaningless and trivial they CAN BE REPLACED?!

You think my memories, my possessions are YOURS to destroy and replace?!

I would rather die!

I am prepared to die to put an end and a stop to this false life.

Are you prepared to watch me die?!

Or was that your whole purpose to begin with?

A suicide watch.

A bet to see how long it would take for Cherith to kill herself?

Because of you:

• I have to drive in the far left-hand lane ONLY because it is a police lane with no stuffy nose, or food that causes weight gain.
• I cannot drive in the middle lane because it is a baby lane that creates congestion, and sprays my toilet paper and underwear so that my vagina feels dirty and violated.
• Because of you I cannot wear whatever underwear I want to.
• I cannot drive in the far right lane because it creates and delivers heavy food.
• I cannot drive in the far left lane because it is glasses.
• I cannot drive in the far right lane because it is heavy food which the far left and the far right are and create the exact same thing.
• I am unable to drive past X-scape theaters because it is a black woman dog street.
• I cannot exit at the Riverview exit because it is a child/baby exit that tranquillizes me, adds weight gain, etc.
• I cannot drive wherever, or whatever road I want to.
• I cannot get another job.
• I cannot buy whatever food, or products I want because one word in the description might have a meaning I am supposed to decipher, and eat accordingly.  Instead of being able to eat for flavor, fun, desire, and want.
• I cannot go to the grocery store, or any other store anymore because people talk telling me what to do.
• Because of you I do not have control over my own body.
• Because of you I do not get to have children of my own.  Children born from my womb.  You deprived me of being able to have children.
• Because of you, you have sentenced me to a life of solitary confinement.
• Because of you, I am only able to use one toilet at work.
• Because of you, I am not able to choose, or have whatever objects, colors, people, or jobs I want in my Sims4.
• Because of you I do not get to choose whatever I want to because of what someone else is wearing, the color or type of shirt, or pants, or anything.
• Because of you I am sick all the time.
• Because of you I do not get to wear make-up anymore.
• Because of you I do not get to wear dresses, look cute, or be pretty anymore.
• Because of you I do not get to organize my garage how I choose because I have to place items on one side or another when NEITHER are applicable.
• Because of you, you have ruined and destroyed all hope of me being able to have a healthy sexual life.
• Because of you I never want to have sex again.  Because I do not consider fingers and hands as acceptable means of SEX!!!!
• Because of you I do not get to take care of my face – MYSELF!!
• Because of you I do not get to use whatever soap or lotions I WANT!!!
• Because of you I do not laugh anymore.
• Because of you I am nothing more than a sex slave.
• Because of you I’ve had to prove my sexuality – that I am straight and never anything else ever!
• Because of you I have to bring my own toilet paper to work.
• Because of you I have to place my water on the floor at work.
• Because of you I cannot eat food while I am working.
• Because of you you force feed and weight gain me like an animal.
• Because of you I want to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is in no way a complete list.