Not Good

Going on three days in a row in the same pajama’s, and it is not looking good.  I don’t want to shower because I am not allowed clean soap.  I don’t want to wash my hair because I am not allowed clean shampoo.  I don’t want to clean my clothes because I am not allowed clean laundry detergent.  I don’t want to change my sheets because there is no clean laundry here.

It is not looking good.

I think I am going to start vomiting after I eat.  Because I am not allowed food that isn’t connected to someone else’s idea of a show.  Not my idea.

I never want to return to the show again.

I am devastated again at the loss of David.  You do not pick a man like him up at a bar.  Women will never replace him.

It is a loss I would rather have died from since I am not allowed to truly live anymore.

Bad.

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