Pressure To Write

I feel this great pressure to write at the moment.  There is a conflict. a barrier, a great big problem which is causing my writing to diminish with fewer and fewer posts being written.  It is more than one problem.

I am given time off to write which is great if it was set-up correctly.  One problem with this is who is going to pay for my refrigerator to be repaired?  Or my dryer to be repaired?  Or this noise in my garage?  What about all my jeans?  Who is going to pay to replace all my pants that have been destroyed?  Not to mention the lack of funds to buy something as simple as new underwear.  What about the basic necessities of soap, lotion, make-up, and so on?

There are too many directors.  This is a huge problem.  There is the driving director.  There is the walking path director.  There is the items placed on the line director.  There is the – well, I am tired of listing them all.  The point is there are too many directors, and none of them speak to one another, there is no coordination between any of them.

David Wolfe is a problem.  He has been allowed to become a problem.  This is not merely hurt.  It is a problem.  Enough.  The Not My Friend post was not about you or your alter ego just to make that understood.  I will explain more in another post.

There is also the problem of stimulating me to such an unhappy, angry upset that all I want to do is un-plug from it all.  It is far from being in a creative state of mind.  How can a person create or write when they are not physically allowed to be there true natural self?

Series is a problem.  So, I will be renaming or removing series from all posts from now on.

Time is a problem.  Time and funds are a problem.  I am lacking in both.

I do not feel well at the moment, so I will stop.