Look, Don’t Touch, Do Not Contact

Friday night at the movies – this part is showing work to teacher because no one believes I have done this all along without help or training – the very blond woman at the pizza shop that I saw who looked convincingly safe yet is not.  I immediately stopped looking.  It is best for me not to write anymore.  Understood?  Immediately stopped, looking.

Previous to 2012, my mind upon sight would have done the same thing.  Plus, I would never have had to show my work.

At the gas station, wearing a maroon colored shirt, upon seeing him, I immediately said to myself, why is he not working?  He needs to be working.  Needs.

At the burger restaurant, he was not working, nor did I have a chance to read anything, so I placed an order instead.

How many years is this going to take?

How many more years is this going to take?

How many years must I say the same thing over and over again.

This – this – is not the same thing at all.  Not for a moment.

There is only one way this works.  One way.

It has NOTHING to do with gender equality.

I has to do with my fucking brain – first!

My brain!

The way that I work!

There is only one way to handle me.  This will never be able to be changed no matter how many years you keep me as a slave in forced work.

I can only be handled by men.

Women get the FUCK out of my brain, my bed, my house, my computer, and my business.

My brain!

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