They invent ways to make and force me to do things like go to the movies.
I did not want to go to the movies. There is no reason why I should go to the movies.
DKW and I are never going to speak to one another again.
James Franco and I are never going to speak to one another again.
That no-good “Edison” and I are never going to speak to one another again, he was never able to bring me to orgasm anyway.
Shots fired in my face at the movies, so my ears are plugged and urine in my panties. Not to mention the filth they laid in my bed.
Am I supposed to say Thank You for that?!
They should have killed me in the first car crash, it would have been kinder than having to live this life-like this.
I will never have anything nice to say to the three of them as long as I live.
Every available man I found sexually attractive for years, suddenly becomes attached and unavailable for me. So, that my reality is that there are no men in the world for me. It is a level of psychological gruesome-ness, especially after losing over 100 lbs. to then also – again – not be attractive enough to men I find attractive.
I wish I was dead.
I wish they had killed me instead.
Because this has gone on for so long everyone that was once important has become meaningless.
I will not do it again.
Enough.