Here is your debriefing.
Soggy underwear.
Soggy crotch.
You need to feel the ripple effect of what you caused rather than what you created. So, until my situation is cleared away of contaminants, debris, and other barriers to keep me from thinking straight I will not be writing in full detail.
It was unnecessary to make me sweat in each arm pit. The end of the world was not going to happen because we spoke. I will be writing that again when I write in detail. Either people find it interesting or it is merely busy work to keep me occupied to write about everything I see.
People fail to realize that I am a real person going through real problems, real grief, real pain, real hurt, real trauma, not a machine that was created to perform. If your mind was a coliseum filled with people, spectators, contests, and killing you would do want you needed to do to give your own mind a room where you could shut the door. If little else to keep other’s off the scent.
There were many puzzle pieces at the gas station – no time today.
Herman Melville. If you want to know why Moby Dick got remade into a movie, ask my brother. Because I spoke to him in the kitchen of our family home about being able to see Herman Melville, how he wrote, what he liked about writing, how his mind worked, and how something as simple as a nutrition deficiency, or a skin problem such as soap or clothing effected his mind creating disruption in his relationships ultimately damaging himself and his career by tarnishing his reputation.
If you want to know why Fifty Shades of Grey was written. I am the reason. Fifty Shades of Grey was written to straighten out Irene Adler’s character.