What a horrible night last night! Surrounded by selfish fucking women! It’s not enough that I am unable to be apart of the world, have relationships, have friends, have men in my life, I am surrounded by women who believe it is their right to demand my time sacrificing of myself to keep them out.
I am sick of it.
This storyline of a marriage I have instinctively not trusted from the beginning.
It has been proven to me that men and women will say anything in my head.
It has been proven to me men will say anything in my head to get me to masturbate or sleep with them so they can watch. Sick! Gross!
I deserve to have a man for real and not have a man assigned to me.
Yesterday was not good, so I am unable to see a continuation or repeat of the same filling station.
I am sick of seeing special or wonderful men only being led like a dumb-bell-lina when I know in my head and heart it is for a fact it is untrue. Stay away from me.
Punished with extra calories for no reason. Treated like a slave.
Sick of the lies, deceit, and games.
Can, I please have my eyesight back?!
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 