Problems

Overloading on photoshop at the moment.

You gave me a picture of his eyes.  I feel I am being used with him.  I don’t feel it is real for him.  I feel you use him to get to me.  In part because of all the bulk and mass you add to my food making me diet when I would not need to otherwise.  In part because I see women all around him.  In part because I am where I am, and he is where he is.  And, all the food problems, bulk problems they are problems and code I am unwilling to work for.  They should not be problems.  So, I don’t like him and send him away because of the food problems.  How could I when she uses him to create problems for me?

Stop using him.

Stop using his “voice.”

Here goes, code:

• Israel = Is, real. For EA, PA – electronic arts, production assistant.  If this hasn’t been made clear by me – this event never should have happened.  I am beyond upset about being labeled as a terrorist.  I am beyond upset about the event of 4/24/2018.  I am beyond upset about the virtual reality.  I uninstalled Sims4 for that reason alone the event of 4/24/2018.
• Reform = from ER.
• Miss Understanding – Miss = SS, IM – Under=Red UN – Standing, Stan D N I G or Stand NIG or both.

N I G could mean several things it could mean a derogatory name that I have never allowed anyone to use while in my head.  It could be an abbreviation.

• Stop using my heart as a means of control. I don’t being lied to.
• Madame Tussaud’s picture – Is this a relative of mine? On my mother’s side?  She is educated.    I didn’t need the Trump hair to get the connection.
• Jared Kushner – dressed as a Florida State Trooper. I will write about what happened in my head on 5/14/2018.
• La David Johnson = Los Angeles, DJ.

Not finished.

Too upset.

More delays.

I am going back to bed.