It must be so nice for you to know that your program works enabling you to predict the shows and movies I will watch next. It must be so nice for you that I am so predictable, so that you do not have to get to know me in person.
Be aware how very unhappy I am with that man on the side of the road.
Tell me, was the whole purpose for him to “play” against me, to see if he could get me to change fundamental values, views, and beliefs I have such as God and men?
Then, he is a giant loser. I will say no more on this.
You let every and anyone have access to me?! Whose brain is it to begin with?! Mine. Not yours! Passing me around from person to person as though that would not have an impact upon me!
Try having one person stay with me for a whole shift and see how exhausted they are at the end of it. A person does not go to a gym and workout for 10 hours?! Your thinking is wrong!
What else am I supposed to learn or understand from the ladders being opened other than there has been a breach of security within my home. Am I supposed to believe it was only in my head? When upon return to my locked home I discover illegal entries into my home.
What else am I supposed to learn or understand from the events in April other than it was all staged, none of it real, and entirely faked except the damage it did to my head and wanting. You place items in front of me that connect to each other, then a voice or something, then I think I believe I know the truth when it is possible that it was merely put in on the other side making me believe when it was nothing but a falsehood.
I do not have to prove my writing. This is not a dissertation; my writing is not a dissertation or a thesis paper that I have to prove! How many ways to Sunday do I and must I continue to say no or the truth?!
What else am I supposed to understand and learn from the experience.
If I was any good. You wouldn’t do that.
I am too mad to continue this for now.