You have a serious problem in that I have worked very hard to no longer believe. It is very difficult any more to believe that I did what I did and that I can do what I did and more. You could merely be creating a reality based on what I say in my head rather than it being actually being true. You could also simply be telling me in my head as it happens making me believe it to be true. So how I can believe, trust, and want to help anymore?
There is no place whatsoever for competing managers at my workplace or elsewhere in my life.
Working backward and forwards at the same time. You continue to work as though the choices of my vehicle are more important than me. You continue to work as though the route I take in my car is more important than work I do at work. You continue to work as though the route I drive will be the same as the day before, isn’t that why there was so much traffic on Tuesday. You believed I was still going to road test on my way home. Rather than waiting until I drove home. You are working backwards and forwards at the same time. Constantly putting me at a disadvantage.
For instance, when I see people or hear them you associate them to a purchase or a movie or some other choice. Rather than the other way around. It devalues people to a point of sale. Not to mention taking away my ability to choose whatever I want.
How many times must I say this does not work. If something is not understood by me then it is not working.
What is half of 10 anyways?
I cannot follow the marriage story line because it is dishonest. I am not married. I have not been asked to be married and accepted.
I believe my computer had been hacked, so when I viewed certain friend’s photos or Facebook or anything, the other person was creating a falsehood and storyline. I do not believe any member of the Wolfe family believed me to be gay that is how that played out.
The only way the sports jug storyline can make any sense is if someone wanted me to pretend I was married to Tim Wolfe – that cannot be true, nor could I ever want to pretend that to be true.
Or, he would have purposefully taken photos placed them on-line for me to view, then waiting a decade or so…no, it doesn’t make sense other than someone else hacked my computer.
This would mean the Wolfe family allowed the storyline to happen. This I cannot understand.
Here it is 4:29 am, I am still drinking coffee and from the looks of it I will not be able to get all my maintenance done before going to work because I am in such a deficit.
I want to work a day shift again. I want to work Monday through Friday or Thursday again. I want to make more money, so I can afford to keep a house the way that I am used to. I want to work for The Container Store again, so I can be surrounded by beautiful things. I want to work for a clothing store again, so I can have nice clothes again.
I have a list a mile long of things I need. I am barely making it here.
I deserve to have full disclosure before making a decision. I deserve to know who is on the other side before I decide, make a decision, or believe in anything. There are certain things that cannot happen. That I would not allow to happen. I deserve the right to choose.
These are extremely high-level, complex, and intense levels of work and people, yet you play me as though I am merely a tool without the ability to form strategy, policies, or decisions.
You cannot have it both ways.
So, why would I want to help or continue to believe in things?
I am done speaking here. I am done writing here.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 