July 30, 2018
Day 1, 581
From Birth Male Born Men Beards Only
I got it, however I will be protecting it from faster than necessary deterioration until it is needed or required.
A few weeks ago, I am standing there looking at the false angel as she is verbally coaching me, but all I see is anger at my writing and defending my Maurice as she is speaking. My Maurice, Maurice The Handsome – the best behave-ed boy in the whole house who follows me from room to room when I am home. I will be working look up or around the room to see Maurice has followed me, made a place, fallen asleep or is watching me blink, blink, so glad, so happy he has a person. Telling me I am his person. It is important to belong. And, Maurice has never had a person before. I was verbally coached because I stood my ground by not allowing others to attack Maurice and turn his image into something he is not. What are you going to do about that?
You misunderstand something, I remember looking at that man as he said, I love you. Turning and contorting my face trying to get the man to look as I heard it. Because it was David Wolfe who said the words, and another man spoke them. It does not work that way. Feelings and emotions do not transfer from one person to the next. I will never love David Wolfe ever again. He has himself to blame for that. I have no idea why they did that if not to ruin and destroy that friendship and acquaintance. I will never love David Wolfe again. The longer this takes, the more time this goes on and on the worse it gets. I will never love him again. He has only himself to blame.
The made me urinate in my pants at work last night because I saw a Keanu Reeves movie. Basically, calling Keanu Reeves – soft. What are you going to do about that?
Shutdown last night. Boom, boom, boom, doors shut, boom, boom, boom, shutting, locking doors nearly all night last night. Why? I do not have to write it. They were surprised I didn’t let them in last night. Call it instinct, intuition, skill, knowledge, I shut it down before they had the chance to create and cause a problem. What are you going to do about that?
I do not have to explain this next part in detail. In my head I start to say, I hate women. This is not about a charitable organization. I say in my head, I hate women. Buzzers, alarms, banging, noises everywhere start to go off. In my head, I hate women and I catch them. This is a constant for me every night supporting blow jobs. I want to know why they do not support blow jobs. Constantly telling everyone in my head it is his business after all not hers. What are you going to do about that?
Do not be surprised by the truth.
My authority is here.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 