Such plans I had for this place and my life when I moved here. All the things I was going to do. Plans to make this place a home. Plans to do all the things I hadn’t been able to do because I was taking care of my mother and family – are gone. Have been gone and destroyed when I discovered all the cameras. Gone when I discovered it was not possible for me to have a moment, not one moment 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year of privacy. I am not able to have any privacy whatsoever. At all.
In addition, I am left for years and years without any love or the possibility of ever being loved in the flesh.
You are not sorry.
Stop lying to me.
I am nothing but dollar signs to these people.