Such Plans

Such plans I had for this place and my life when I moved here.  All the things I was going to do.  Plans to make this place a home.  Plans to do all the things I hadn’t been able to do because I was taking care of my mother and family – are gone.  Have been gone and destroyed when I discovered all the cameras.  Gone when I discovered it was not possible for me to have a moment, not one moment 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year of privacy.  I am not able to have any privacy whatsoever.  At all.

In addition, I am left for years and years without any love or the possibility of ever being loved in the flesh.

You are not sorry.

Stop lying to me.

I am nothing but dollar signs to these people.

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