I Am Not Amused!

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September 2, 2018

7:18 am

SERIOUS READERS ONLY!!

There are huge security problems you don’t seem to understand – still.

This was my drive to work.

  • Back out of that land deal ASAP! There is a problem in the deal, it will be years down the line, millions invested and lost, you’ll be sorry.
  • Problem paperwork. Forged paperwork.  From within.  People let go who should never have been released?  This was years ago.  That’s huge.  Real or Not?

I do not know how many times I must say and write the same things.  If a person is getting medical or psychiatric treatment, I am not a doctor, a counselor, or a therapist!  They should not have access!  They should not be kept in the loop.

You do not want to read this.  However, it is true.  Because this is not going away.  This problem has a constant current that I keep getting.  What I saw before I left for work today was it is not going away, not while filming is taking place.  As long as the show is on the air, as long as there is a show on the air, as long as videos are being made, as long as it is being filmed, the threat is very real.  Do you want to keep allowing that threat to be active and real?  It is still present from the last known location.  I still feel/see it.  I don’t like it!

You’ve allowed something – I do not see the details – you’ve allowed something – when you did not see the potential threat, you trusted people you shouldn’t have.

MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, YOU FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF, YOURSELVES, AND WHAT YOU STARTED!  YOU FAILED TO PROTECT IT!  THERE IS A POSSIBILITY TO LOSE EVERYTHING!  IT HAS TO DO WITH PARTNERS, BUSINESS RELATIONS, AND CONTRACTS!  YOUR LAWYERS ARE NOT AS GOOD AS YOU THOUGHT THEY WERE!  OR, YOU FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF!  YOU HAVE ALLOWED SOMETHING, I SEE IT!  IT IS NOT GOING AWAY!

WTF, IS WRONG WITH YOU?!   

They used virtual reality to hit me in the jaw tonight.  I saw it.  I felt it.  I saw the tray coming faster than my body was going, and it hit me in the jaw.  Wow!  It takes a real man to hit a woman while WORKING!  Do I get to go to HR and complain about the tray that because it’s being filmed hit me in the fucking face?!

Not to mention the tooth they knocked out of alignment because I wanted to chew gum months ago.

Why the fuck should I stay loyal to anything that ALLOWS such practices and behaviors in the fucking workplace?!

Yes, when random men suddenly enter my head while I am trying to go to sleep, I FIGHT BACK!  I have no idea who or what man is suddenly in my head.  I didn’t invite them, I didn’t consent, I haven’t asked them to come to me, so I FIGHT THE FUCK BACK! 

And, fuck you!

You got to be fucking kidding me, its like telling a rape victim to just lay down when the next man hits you and forces himself on you because it will be easier on you!  What kind of sick, fucking people do you have working here?!  Do you actually want to tell me you consulted therapists, shrinks, psychologists, doctors, AND FUCKING LAWYERS BEFORE YOU STARTED FILMING, CUTTING ME OPEN, AND IMPLANTING DEVICES IN ME ILLEGALLY?!

Did you actually consult with experts about cutting someone like me off from the human population?!  Or did you choose to ignore the advice?!

Because I’ve seen it in my brother.  Going back to times when he was asked to do something, say something for somebody else to “try” something.  I saw it all over him, she is not going to like this.  She is better than they are.  She is a better person than they are.  She is better in so many ways than they are.

Going back, I see they went to my mother and my brother when I was not at home.  What they thought…what they had in mind, it was nothing good.  It was an abuse of power.  It was poor judgement, discernment, and conceited.  Had I been home, had I been around, had I been involved, they would have never opened their FUCKING mouth!  FACT!  AND, THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS IT NOW TOO!

Oh, Cherith, here comes a man to your bed, to watch you while your naked, lick your fingers for him, let him see your body, moan for him, breathe heavy, talk dirty to him, tell him how you like it, NOW COME!

FUCK YOU!  YOU FUCKING SICK FUCKS!

I’ve had more than enough of random men wanting or paying to watch me masturbate!  It’s fucking disgusting!  You should be ashamed of yourselves!  You should be ashamed you ever allowed such a thing or practice to take place!

I want to know why I have two different scars on my abdomen.  A hysterectomy is supposed to be a bikini cut, a scar hidden by a bikini.  So, why do I have a scar from my belly button to my pubic bone?!  There is something extremely disturbing about this.  It takes an extremely demented person to do such a thing.

Do you know you have no way to stop a person?  You have allowed people to me, my route, my drive, my work schedule, my home address they do their book report send it to whoever, Cherith ate this, Cherith used this soap, Cherith washed this and that.  How many hands and eyes have access to that information?!  What is to stop any person?

To begin with this stupid game business is the dumbest fucking thing anyone could think of!  You got to be fucking kidding me!  Not everything is hard!  Not everything is soft!  No, not in a million fucking years will I ever want to be with a soft man that is to say a gay man!  ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND?!  DUMBEST!  STUPIDEST!  STUPIDEST FUCKING THING TO THINK OF!

This gay wedding notion that somehow if I sat on my brother’s side to this pretend marriage that was not legal, I WOULD BE MARRYING MY BROTHER?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING?!  Dumbest fucking thing anyone could think of?!  And, guess what?!  These lame brain, fuck-wads incorporated the Presidency of Barack Obama into it!  HUGE MISTAKE!

You should put a protection detail around my brother!  He needs to be separated and away from these gay people who have used him.

YOU HAVE FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF AND YOURSELVES!  IT IS A BIG FUCKING PROBLEM!  AND, I AM NOT LAUGHING!

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