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October 12, 2018
I stood in my own white kitchen – because it is mine and no one else’s it cannot be anything else – with as much composure that I could, so I could get the words out of my head, out of my mouth, so I didn’t just scream and cry uncontrollably, I told this to a person, I have repeated this to numerous persons, I have written it excessively because what happened to me should never, EVER happen to another person ever again.
To learn, that the man I had been dating and slept with was wearing a body suit, had someone talking in his ear telling him what to say, telling him what to do, telling him how to do it, to learn that it was filmed, recorded, and every person at my work place knew about it, is beyond the pale.
That is not how an actress gets a job.
It is one thing if an actress goes to an audition, meets a producer or director or casting agent, and is then coerced into believing she or he must provide sexual favors, or perform a sex-act to get an acting job. I did not do this is any way.
That is not how a television show gets green-lit.
Would you watch a television show ever again if you knew the production company, the directors, the producers, and everyone involved purposefully and with malicious intent set men and women up to be sexually violated by means of non-disclosure?
I would never watch again.
It is not how movies are made.
An actress does not create a profile on a dating website, to find a potential man to share her life with, date several men who were nothing like their profiles, only to sort of give up because after all, I had lost so much weight, been alone for so many years, I have a great personality, I used to be hot as hell, so why is there not a single man in the world who would want me? A man that I found attractive and sexually viable?! Because a woman wanted to put on a show?! Because people wanted to put on a show?!
Because I shouldn’t have to write this, people should be able to figure it out themselves and understand that attraction, mutual affection, connection, intimacy, desire, and love cannot be one-sided. If it is not shared or something both consenting adult persons feel and want than it is criminal, stalking, obsession, greed, compulsion, and rape, it is why there are restraining orders.
An actress does not go through the process of going on a dating website as I went on eHarmony believing that she is doing anything else other than looking for a real man to date. It cannot be turned into something it never was.
It cannot be turned into after the fact, after the dates, well…really, it was just a screen test, and now we are going to make you be on a television show whether you want to or not.
I will never want to be involved with actors, or anything to do with the Hollywood industry again. If you cannot understand that than you have no compassion, empathy, or ability to understand what real trauma, and sexual abuse is like.
There are people involved who will try and tell a different story, however persons who work with rape, abused women, abused men, and abuse will tell you it is not something a person just gets over, or puts behind them, it is with them for the rest of their lives.
The people involved that did this to me thought more about themselves, were greedy in wanting to create jobs for themselves rather than what was best for me, or what I wanted for my life. If they were truly truthful with themselves they would have to confess they did it for themselves, for their monetary goals, to place themselves in a different economic and affluent status without any regard to my person.
It is not how the police catch a criminal or suspected person.
Would you actually believe that the police would place a man in a body suit to have sex with a person to see the kind of sex they have and how they have sex?! That is a violation of so many laws I would not be able to name them all.
The police are not allowed to do that.
Not to mention that if they did not have the illegal means of my operated stomach, the Bluetooth, and this house it would never have been able to happen. I am way too smart for them. Why else would they continually drug me? It is not for my benefit.
Purposefully drug my alcohol knowing what work I was going to be doing that very day on April 25, 2018?! That person should be arrested, charged, tried and prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.
It is not my fault that I can do work that she cannot do.
I WOULD RATHER HAVE BEEN BEATEN WITHIN AN INCH OF MY LIFE, DUMPED BY THE SIDE OF THE ROAD AND LEFT FOR DEAD THAN TO HAVE EVER HAD THAT EXPERIENCE. THAT DATING EXPERIENCE. I WOULD RATHER HAVE BEEN LEFT FOR DEAD. – summer 2014
I will never understand why a person, or any persons would do such a thing to another human being.
This is the reason James Franco mentioned at The Container Store to another employee who was not the real employee that tape will not work. Because James Franco heard that I was not going to ever date that man or go on dates again.
Honestly, I have no idea why James Franco got involved in any of this at all. It doesn’t make sense to me. He is an intelligent man, he is not hyper-active. He is bored because he is a smart man. He is in love with another woman. James Franco loves women and women’s bodies only. I will not apologize for calling him as he is.
That dating experience is not something a person gets to say sorry for – IN MY HEAD! OR, EVER! It is the lamest excuse. They should be, every one of them, every person involved, should be arrested, charged, tried and prosecuted!
Then, for more than four years going on five years there are countless men using VR to watch me bathe, work-out, masturbate, and I have no idea who is on the other side – EVER! It is beyond repulsive.
What I learned at work on October 6, 2018 is that I never should have watched The Shape of Water. I did not want to watch it. I was coerced into watching it. The movie would have you believe that there was love or affection between the man I dated and I, there was not. It was nothing like the movie at all. To watch that movie trying to make me believe that I was that Spanish deaf actress cleaning lady who was content to live her life alone masturbating in the tub, is so gross and so repulsive.
Knowing that my real father has to live through this as well. My real father as any father would not want their own daughter to be seen and used as a sex-worker. I am still his daughter and none other.
This whole premise, these alone years without being able to connect with real people and have a real life, is criminal.
We’re talking about hundreds of men. Hundreds! Why would I want to be involved or have anything to do with an industry that has let hundreds of men sleep with me that I have not had knowledge about or consented to? Would I want to go to a Hollywood meeting or party and wonder whether it was that man? Or that man? Or what about him? Did that man sleep with me without my knowledge or consent?
I am not a hundreds of men woman.
I have never chosen to sleep with hundreds of men.
There is nothing wrong with being a woman who does not sleep with a different man every night.
I have not been given that opportunity, or life.
You all should be so ashamed.
For a movie?!
For a television show?!
That is what the Hollywood industry is about now?
I am so repulsed. I want nothing to do with you people. How could I.
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