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January 17, 2019
I ask of you what good is a tree that does not bend with the wind?
He would have followed me from Dillard’s to Promus. He would have looked a lot like my blonde haired, green eyed, ex-quarter back, from a fairly well-to-do family, manager. And he would not have understood why I was so unhappy with the sight of the tall, blonde, attractive man because he would not have understood I saw how he thought. I see that had ways of hiding the truth. He would not have known yet that this man was not up to my standards of character. This man who just wanted to date me. I was nearly thirty years old. I have no idea why the idea of Cherith dating men, being in a relationship with a man, being married to a man, or having actual physical sex with a man is something someone has the right to take away from me. I am nearly fifty years old.
When I started working at Promus, he would have been involved in hiring me. Somehow the point person got changed from him to Veronica Harris. They would have continued their communications probably working through private investigators. They would have been so malicious that they would have given enough factual information to be believed yet misconstrued enough information to keep him paying monies into their agency for information. They could have sent photos, and photoshopped them. Then, it is possible on the day I went to see The Matrix he could have been abducted and held for ransom for his family money.
Why anyone would go to such efforts to keep men away from me, I will never understand. It does look like the work of a lesbian, a double-agent, using many different sources. I am not able to understand why they would harm and hurt my family to watch my reaction to it. It could also be that my mother’s last stroke was filmed and shown to the man who just wanted to date me. It doesn’t make sense to me.
On the 4th of July 2013, I was invited by two lesbian women, who were probably working with a private investigator company, to watch their neighbor’s setting off fireworks. Later in the evening we went to Ybor to a club. A tall blonde man approached me and started dancing with me in the club. They dosed my drinks so that I do not remember a portion of the night after that. They showed me photos on her phone of me kissing him the next day. On the drive home from the club, the two of them talked and talked about how that man wanted to take me to a hotel to have sex with me, and they stopped that from happening. At the time, I was trying to understand why that would have been such a bad thing.
None of it makes sense to me.
Know this; I will never be able to feel the same way I once did about David Wolfe – again. I want to move on, or I wouldn’t have been trying to find and date men on-line. They have no excuses, they had hidden cameras in my home! They have no excuses for their actions! Why they used David Wolfe and James Franco with that man, I have no idea. It makes no sense to me since both of those men were and are involved with other women.
They put this news story out there to try and make me believe that David left his wife and divorced his wife. Why they do this, I do not know. Then, David shows up, uninvited and unwelcome, as I am trying to go to sleep. No man, no men, no one is welcome or invited to use Virtual Reality to have brain sex with me or try and make me masturbate! Why they want me to believe David is separated or divorced, I will never know. It is a loss that will never be repaired. It is too much to emotionally rape me – for years.
You people have messed up so badly! Simi Valley. We used to live in Simi Valley, California. The Ronald Reagan Presidential library is there now. A Presidential – READING – library! That is not an accident.
The Berlin Wall fell less than three months after I visited Germany. 12 Strong, three weeks.
The details in the movie Cast Away, I do not quite yet understand. I gave my brother a pocket watch for Christmas. I bought it at Service Merchandise. I would have only been a teen-ager. It could have said a lot about me. I also bought my brother a sculpture of brass sailboats on a quartz base. When I was working at Dillard’s, I was on the escalator returning from the second floor to the first floor to go back to my department when my co-worker told me I looked like an Angel with the overhead lighting shining on me. I was, a little creeped out at the time. This was an older woman telling me she thought I looked like an Angel. Uh, ok. However, it could have been a man talking through her, or another woman. I was creeped out.
Am I honestly, never allowed to eat food again?! This is how I feel. I am not being allowed to eat again. It is the only way to stop them from blowing me up like a balloon! I am not allowed a diet of 2,000 calories or 600 calories a day without them blowing my stomach and body into obesity and weight, I do not want!
No, I do not accept her apology!
My manager at Amazon does nothing but set me and others up to be tortured, hurt, and killed. I find that unacceptable for my manager! I find black and white completely unacceptable! Only black and white, or else! I will never be a fan of my mother’s murder and death!
Wow, what a terrible job! I never again am allowed to do anything I want as simple as food writing to whomever I want or wear whatever clothing I want again!
FIRE CHELSEA! FIRE CHRIS!
I am not protecting David or his wife or any of his ex-girlfriends. I am not protecting that stupid, short little man I dated either. They are on their own.
When do I get to live a life on my own?! Never?! Well, I am not interested! I despise that job!
Darth Vader is not my father!
How do I get away from David for the rest of my life? How do I get away from this filming for the rest of my life?!
Taxi cab, CT scan. In Chicago, I did not inform the driver of his body odor. Why would I? It is not within me to discipline someone as such.
I am both Bella and Renesmee in Twilight as I am named after my Grandmother. It was just a way to get me to understand, I READ.
Nova Scotia Bank, I do not know exactly what happened there other than my mother was hurt by my brother’s actions. It would have been because of Adam probably. My mother having spent so much money on my brother, furnishing his home, etc. She believed he was the more reliable one except that when it mattered, I was the one that stayed and did the work.
I see how much Amazon hates having me as an employee. When they are not killing me at work, they want me dead in my home. I guess someone gets insurance money when I am dead.
Never mind any of you. What I see is how much Amazon and the world would rather Cherith Joelle Gjestland was dead. You might just get your wish. Sooner rather than later.
I honestly must wear this brace around my stomach to stop them from turning my stomach into a balloon?! Well, I hate that job, this life, and those cherry pickers!
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