AUTHORIZED ACCESS ONLY!
January 18, 2019
I am still writing about requests of information from my drive to work on January 15, 2019. Just my drive to work fills me with more writing of information than I can accomplish in a twenty-four-hour day if I did nothing else. It is beyond ridiculous the amount of work I am asked to do in a day.
Here is another possible mistranslation. My handwriting, when I write with pen or pencil, my handwriting of the lower-case letter “r” could look like a “v” and vise-versa.
The join the black parade song lyric I do not believe was meant to be code for BP, or British Petroleum. It is literally a painting. It is a painting to someone. Can you do that?! Can you go there and see them looking at a painting? I can. I do all the time. It is a 1600’s, probably mid to late 1600’s Renaissance painting. Wasn’t the training for The Container Store at the Renaissance Hotel in Tampa? Yes, it was. Did it register something or click in people’s minds when I wrote about it? I told you, she is addicted to killing. And killing people.
She has changed a lot since I saw her without a disguise at that store. When I did not give her my personal information. Of course, a lot more has been revealed to me. She, however, when she was in black face wearing saddle bags trying to look goofy screams, WARNING, PSYCHO! To me.
Why do I not get to have a restraining order against her? She is mentally unwell.
Joan O’Sullivan – GUILTY! I know there is more than one person there.
Things make more sense when I explain them and write about them rather than what has been told as “rules”, dunnit? Not doughnut. Dunnit. Doesn’t it? English is a difficult language.
You have a suspect in custody, I said so when I was outside on Thursday January 17, 2019. What about it? He looks like a bomber suspect. What about it?
There is a reason it is placed into law that doctors and health professionals MUST disclose everything about a procedure. EVERYTHING! It is beyond criminal the procedures that have been performed on me! CRIMINAL! How many other people could this have happened to in these United States without their knowledge?! How many?!
Why am I the only person in the US that does not get to have a life of their own?! Nearly thirty years of my life?! Thirty?! Controlled by women not allowing me to be with men and get married and have children in real-life to a man?! THIRTY YEARS!
The ice skate in Cast Away, why this reference is in there I am not sure at the moment, is about the win over Russia in 1980, it is about me having all of my wisdom teeth pulled as a teen-ager and not using pain medication or needing pain medication. Everyone is different. My brother had his out a few months after me and was in bed for weeks.
I don’t understand this, they want me to believe that having my brother work at the University of Alabama was meant to help him, is there another way to say this? To help him come out as gay. It is completely untrue! My brother made a mention about a gay comment that was made to him when he interviewed at San Diego State. I saw it. I see it. It was not unkind. Somebody had gotten to him first, is all. A manipulative person. It is untrue, they never meant to help him. They wanted to control my family. People and lives have been lost because of it.
This tire conversation was brought up to me when I worked at Disney. However, this was brought about because I have no idea how many people translated it to get the conversation to me – THEY GOT IT WRONG! The best way I can explain and translate it is this: it is about being Anti-Apartheid. It is in reference to the tire or “necklace” Winnie Mandela used to place on people to execute them by lighting them on fire.
Sheila spoke to me at Disney and they – GOT IT WRONG! They and she said the tire blew up, she got it wrong! It is flames, fire, and executions. It was to show he was not a prejudiced person, not a prejudiced man. I see the way he was thinking. It is so wrong to then have used it to nearly kill me, turning it into a black fan of my mother’s murderer, it is so horrible!
I spoke truth to David at The Container Store when I said I had no idea why his best friend would extinguish a cigar in his arm and not speak to him anymore. I also think with the Bluetooth and the surgery and other electronic devices they had a way to jam my brain patterns. Until after I dated that man having those two men speak to me through him. I cannot possibly think of anything more hurtful than having David use me in such a way.
All these years still, unbelievably hurtful. I want to move on.
It is so depressing here to not be able to have the privacy of my own home.
The right lane ends. It just does. It must. Regardless of whatever is placed along the right side of the road, it ends. Such a mistake was made with everything you’ve done.
If you are not careful all these years, whatever successes have been brought about from it will eventually be your ruin for the simple reason, I was never given a choice.
God help you all.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 