January 25, 2019: READ: KILL ME, PLEASE!

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January 25, 2019

SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME, PLEASE!

SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME INSTEAD!

I HATE THAT JOB!  I HATE THAT JOB!

Somebody put me out of my misery and just kill me!  Kill me!  Kill me!  Please kill me!

I am supposed to sit here and give you all the information, all the details while I am not able to have children, a life of my own, or men that I want in my life?!  Just kill me instead!

No, I am not interested in writing a report – anymore, kill me instead!  I AM BETTER OFF DEAD!

SOMEBODY KILL ME!  SOMEBODY PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY AND KILL ME!

I AM NEVER ALLOWED TO GRIEVE?!  I AM NEVER ALLOWED TO FEEL ANYTHING OTHER THAN WHAT SOMEBODY ELSE THINKS?!

EVERYBODY ELSE THINKS MY BROTHER IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME?!  JUST KILL ME INSTEAD, PLEASE!  PLEASE, KILL ME!  KILL ME!  LET ME DIE AND KILL ME!

I HATE THAT JOB!  I HATE THIS LIFE!

EVERY PERSON THINKS MY BROTHER IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN THE WORLD, THEN PLEASE KILL ME!  I NO LONGER HAVE A PURPOSE!  KILL ME!  LET ME DIE!  KILL ME!  KILL ME!  KILL ME!  KILL ME!  KILL ME!  KILL ME!

OBVIOUSLY, THE WORLD IS BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME THAT IS WHAT THE WOMAN THIS MORNING TOLD ME THAT IS WHAT THAT BLACK DELIVERY MAN TOLD ME THIS MORNING, SO JUST KILL ME, PLEASE!