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February 15, 2019
Ask my father, ask my brother about any conversations and/or any memories they have at Disneyland, specifically at the Matterhorn. There is at least one photograph. This is the avalanche scene in Mulan. It is about my brother, not me. The person who probably truly knew the information is dead, my mother.
The reason Mulan’s horse is black and white is probably just the photo of my mother and her horse in Canada.
“Off with his head, kill him, get him, crush him, kill him dead!” This was me at Medieval Times. Over and over and many different variations when we were on vacation in Orlando. It would be why we were seated in the green section. Possibly. Possibly it was my brother’s favorite color then.
There was a man who watched my brother and I swimming at the motel we were staying at. Construction grew in Kissimmee before the demand. Meaning, there were less people than the place was built for. I was bothered while we were swimming at night.
I didn’t stay with my family the whole night, I sat in a different area. They probably wanted to see how I would react. KILL HIM! OFF WITH HIS HEAD! That was how I reacted, so who was there then?
Guess what?! “Kill him! Off with his head!” This was me before David. And, yes, I wish I had stayed in California, so that I would never have met David. I would have been married to a man who loved me in return, more importantly, I would have been loved all these years instead of this life. This life that is a lie.
Really what I see in Mulan as far as the gender stuff is a challenge to the way the military regarded and regards women. Men and women are different. Men and women are not the same.
If I truly worked military strategy and work throughout my life, it would absolutely destroy men to discover a woman, and me, was responsible rather than giving all the credit to a man.