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February 17, 2019
Wow, I wish you people would really shut the fuck up, stop telling me what to do, and pretending as though you have a goddamn clue! Who is telling whom?!
Fuck off! I am still sick from cleaning my awards! What this tells me that someone wants me to write about all the harm they do to me? Sick, mentally ill!
What this air tells me. Forcing me to gain weight. It tells me that I was purposefully made heavy and fat in Plant City. Why? Because? Because my brother is a homosexual. It tells me that persons went out of their way, extraordinary measures to humiliate me, degrade me, denying me male relationships, uglyfing me just because my brother is gay, a homosexual.
The reason they used PID in the Bahamas? I went on the Bahamian Diet, it was popular then, in Oldsmar. It is a connection because I was all my life normal sized, not plus-sized. So, Dick Gregory’s death, looks suspicious now in hind-sight.
Your unsuited for the rage of war, this lyric from Mulan is very obviously not about me, this is my brother. This could have been a Disneyland meet before I was born.
Be a man, this lyric from Mulan, is about my brother, not me.
You may look like a bride, from Mulan is just a way to say that Cherith is very obviously straight and going to be married. I should have been married.
You will never bring honor to your family, from Mulan, this is very difficult for me to look at because she breaks the teapot, what it tells me is one woman in particular was so repulsed, upset, and angry that my mother, Gayle Gjestland gave birth, bore a son who is gay, a homosexual, she in a sense banished my mother from California.
My brother’s wallet being stolen while on a scuba dive tells me that people wanted my mother to go to the local Police station with my brother and report his wallet missing. To send the message, we are watching this family, be careful here, we are watching them. Them, being our US intelligence persons.
The car accident that happened in Florida, again, a way to get my mother’s name in a Florida system. Where names pop up. When agency persons do searches and whatnot.
I still remember the first time I had a Whatchamacallit, in a grocery store, In California, as a small child. It was a special treat. My mother allowed me to choose whatever I wanted. Chicklets were some of my favorite gums. I chose a Whatchamacallit. A man was there to watch me. He would have been behind me, to my right. It is just how the check-out lanes were arranged. He watched me walk to our car. He went outside while we walked. They never tasted the same to me after a few years.
I was not an obese child. I was always normal sized that is to say, I was always on the low end of the BMI scale. I am built like my father, not fat. Healthy as a horse. It is normal to be able to eat in moderation.
The very reason my brother had such difficulty being gay?! You thought you were helping him?! People set out against not only my brother, my mother, my father, and me because my brother was born gay. I think most people would have a difficult time being around so many brains wanting to hurt and kill you because he’s gay.
The Monster’s closets are not about coming out of the closet in Monster’s Inc. There are no windows in a closet, usually. Wow, it might be the only place a person could get rest knowing, no one was looking or spying on them while they were sleeping. That person is me.
The reason I was bent at the waist while the nurses checked for scoliosis, is just so that I would not be able to see any of their faces. In Lord of The Rings, when…is it Gollum, and also Bilbo who turn from a normal face into pointed teeth, lunging, animalistic, wanting and trying to attack people is a close depiction of what I see happened. This third woman would have been an operative, gone very bad. To me it looks like she would have been terminated as in killed. Her mind was broken, snapped, and she was a lesbian. To many drugs, too much of whatever they were up to, trying to make a perfect solider, or operative, her mind was gone.
The fact that the character’s name is Casey in Tomorrowland, is not against me, it is a warning to other women, lesbians, and men. I did it effortlessly. Yeah, I would have had a screaming reactions to people being shot and killed, only because I had no idea what was going on. It is not the same for me anymore.
Watts, this would have been a meet, about a think-tank, group of persons, committee, you get the idea, about energy. The signal would have been sent to a military man, with a few years of service, so that he would look clean, disciplined, healthy, strong, fit, reliable, a man to trust. It is what I would have done, I would have sent a military man. He needed to be seen as a man to trust. Looking out of their windows, he would have been to their right. Now, it looks like thugs and gang-type individuals to the left. Art lost his sight. It just looks like jealousy or envy, why were these people allowed company? Watts, energy, get it? Not that difficult. It is not a matter of black and white. Really, not about black and white. Don’t be dumb.
This notion of changing back from black to white, really, really bad. I do not have time at present.
Would someone like to explain why my face is on fire? I am still really sick.
Little Mermaid, The Peacemaker, this would have been someone who watched me while swimming at Gresham High School, they would have been different people, but sat in the same place on the bleachers.
I am seeing this a lot regarding doctors. Someone, more likely several people making people sick, to cure them. This behavior is not a doctor, this is a serial killer, or a killer. Hippocratic oath. Not a Hippo. I am not a doctor. Because my brother is gay.
Too heavy for any other pants. Wow, I guess I really don’t feel like spending more money on earplugs at present.
In all my life I have never been loved.
I hope you people rot in hell.
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