February 20, 2019: READ: STOP SENDING ME TO HR!

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February 20, 2019

STOP SENDING ME TO HR!  For WHAT?!  For doing my job?!

You fucking people!  You ask it of me to tell you these things, like BIN!  And then you send me to HR for actually doing what is being asked of me by way of the “show” stuff!

STOP SENDING ME TO HR!

WOW!  Is anyone actually surprised when I am under death threat sickness, I have been force fed calories and mass, my body aches all over, all the time, I am not doing any work I enjoy, I am paid a meager salary, my wishes and hopes and dreams I do not get to pursue, and then you create a traffic jam for me to what?!  Look around?!  Is anyone actually surprised when I do not?!

Yeah, it looks like that woman put a contract on my life, hired people to kill me, slow and fast methods, several varieties, many ways, for quite a while.  She turned her back to me as I walked into the gas station in Texas before I parked my car at the nursing home and walked around.  She would have wanted me to park there because they or she had already killed my mother.  It’s fucking sick.  What a fucking sick fantasy!  She was in the driver’s seat of a black Suburban type of vehicle.

You fucking people!  You had David talking so loudly on his phone while I was in a Wal-Mart trying to buy something to take to my real mother in her nursing home, he practically chased me out of the store without a purchase to have me see, as I left the building that small black man.  It creates the idea, notion, and picture that David killed my mother because when I got to the nursing home, my real mother had been replaced by someone disguised as my mother.  What the hell was I supposed to do anyway?!  “You’re really not my mother!”  It’s completely illogical because obviously it was someone in disguise.

Are you people really incapable of seeing and understanding how sick this really is?!

No, I really am not the woman in the red dress from The Matrix, I am Trinity and I am Neo.  It does not make me Transgender.  Jesus Christ!  It is just storytelling.  It just makes it interesting. 

The red dress is something factored into your computer programs the best way I can describe it, if you took a human hair, and cut it into so many pieces that it is no longer was visible by the human eye – that is how difficult it will be to find and detect.

No, I really don’t think it is a bad thing to have a man play me in a movie, it is story telling.  It does not in any way make me manly, or a man, DUH!

Celebrating a secret man crush from The Bourne Legacy, is me.  I am the man crush.  It does not make me a man.  These are men.  These are men with crushes on me, it is a figure of speech, and they really do like me.  Celebrating is actually – get this, just making the movies, putting themselves in the movies with clues, or Easter eggs, or Sherlock brain-stuff for me to discover.  Perhaps, television, I have yet to see that.  No, it is not a bad thing.  The burning programs, blah, blah, blah has to do, it’s a little difficult, these are double agents, and people like that woman who banished my family from California because of my brother.

A girl worth fighting for, this song lyric from Mulan, is me.  No, I really don’t have to be manly or act like a man or be anyone other than myself – PROVEN!  These guys, these men, really do like me, real good things can happen and do happen.

These men have been very specific for a reason!  Do you want to know where the idea for Denzel Washington’s character ordering hot water is from?  My former friend, Tammy forgot her inhaler in the car while we were where?  At Epcot.  She ordered hot water while I went to the car for her to get her inhaler.  The tea is my mother, teapot.  It a problem because it was a woman, Tammy.  It was a woman using Tammy too.

These men have made very sure not to confuse the issue.  For a reason.  It has nothing to do with women not being able to do intelligence work, it is all around me, they have it all around me, I am to be seen with men.  Duh!  Obviously, I am straight!  Placing women and using women to “double” speak to me literally places death threats on other people’s lives.

Where were we in Epcot?  At the Norway restaurant.  What do they have in the film in Norway, oil drilling.

It looks like Tammy is cooperating with authorities, she will need it.  Should really could have just said, no.  You people, it really is possible to say, no.  She has reason to worry, I have never been loved in all my life, I am childless, and I am now an old woman.  She should make sure that she responds to the proper authorities and not have communications with Private Investigators, or anything other such persons who haven’t a fucking clue what they are really doing.

Um, yeah.  You really might want to rethink what you think is important about a safety vest.

Yeah, I’m really not interested in sending communities into gang wars, or turf wars, no wonder I did not exit in the lane four the other night!  The woman at security in HR, said out loud, Let’s do this.  The very reason I did not exit lane four that night!  It would have started a very terribleness!  Then, you sent me to HR?! 

Brian Simonsen, I really don’t like it.  Something is really wrong.

Pink and Blue Sidewalks, this is Prairie Bible Institute my mother’s alma mater, they filmed Little House on the Prairie in Simi Valley, California.  If you used the geese (like the geese from Aristocats, those geese just look like storytelling) as anything other or used them in any other manner other than properness, you probably got people killed and ruined intelligence work.  They placed geese at my mother’s “funeral” and then they had them fornicate in front of me.  You people are fucking sick!

If I reveal her, she will be killed, this from Mulan is about my real mother.  Wow, you fucking assholes really allowed my mother to be killed and it wasn’t quick.  You had her killed over decades, over years of failing health.  I think you people fail to understand how difficult it is for me to deal with my mother’s death, then on top of it all I am asked to solve your problems, cater to your egos, waddle through your filth, and try and keep my sanity, and remnants of my former self.

Do you really think my family would have been the only family this happened to?  I don’t.  We did not make any money off the sale of our California home.  When does that ever happen!  We did not make any money off of our Oregonian home.  We did not make any money off of our Plant City home.  My brother did not make any money off of his Alabama home.  Are you fucking kidding me?!  Are you starting to get the picture?!  Are you starting to get the systemic system of abuse?!

Matthew Shepard really looks like brain research that succeeded.  Shepard was in the name of a church my family used to go to in Boring, Oregon.  The church used the facility of the high school.  It is the same church where they had a boy “speak” to me.  An older boy with blondish hair, he was attractive, nice, clean-cut.  He said the word bullet, or bullets, and alarms went off in my head – IMMEDIATELY!  I withdrew from him and our conversation – IMMEDIATELY!  Are you starting to get it now?!  If anyone had figured it out, gotten ahold of the intelligence work, they would have wanted to send a very big message with his death.  To me it looks also, like good intentions gone very, very bad.

My coffee mugs and dishes that have been tainted making me unable to eat, are death threats to me, fast and slow death threats from within Amazon.  I have no idea why people within Amazon want me dead since Jeff Bezos is in 12 Strong as the one who chooses me as Chris Hemsworth to lead the men.

I have no idea what to make of that theater group at HCC.  Why would anyone choose to have the theater group be completely staged?  None it was real?  None of the people or interactions then were ever real?  WTF?!  It could be that Jeff Bezos was in the theater group by proxy, his proxy and I got along very well.  Wow, that is the person I used to be, people really liked me, enjoyed having me around, liked me as a friend, and now my whole life is a lie, a sham, and nothing is real anymore!

My microwave that they contaminated with severe sickness is a death threat to me.  They want it to appear as though Bill Gates personally wants me dead.

STOP SENDING ME TO HR FOR TALKING OUT LOUD!

YEAH, YOU HAD MY MANAGER WRITE ME UP BECAUSE I CLAIMED THAT BUILDING AS MINE, SAYING IT WAS MINE BUILDING NOT HERS.  THEN, SHE WALKED OVER AND TOLD ME SHE WAS GOING TO WRITE ME UP!  WTF?!  YOU REALLY WANT HER TO BE THE RUIN OF A COMPANY, ORGANIZATION, AND BY PROXY THE UNITED STATES?!

Wolves on my ass from The Bourne Legacy, is not about me being pushed or rammed!  Uh, duh!  They were following me!  Obviously!  Following me!  Following me for precision!

Greta Thunberg, really not good.  Sinister.

STOP SENDING ME TO HR!  STOP SENDING ME TO HR FOR TALKING OUT LOUD!

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