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February 22, 2019
Why does this picture of Jeffrey Epstein with the caption, I was wrong, look like the FBI man?
Who is that FBI man standing in front of?
Why does this picture make it appear that the FBI man is sorry?
Why does this picture make it appear that the FBI man not only wants this reality television to end, he wants me to have my life back without people telling others what to say to me in their ears, and he wants me? More importantly, he wants me to be able to choose for myself.
It couldn’t possibly be just because of how I look people in the eye.
It makes it look as though he actually wants me to have a legitimate governmental job offer. Legitimate job offers working for the FBI, CIA, and so on.
Who did they bring along on the ride, outing, store going, and so forth?! How many did they bring along?! How many?!
What is this really about?
Why is that window in the picture too? Why does it have a hinge? Why is there gold painted on the walls?
Why does it look sort of urgent for the reality television, the 360, and this fake and false life, why does it look urgent for it to truly end? What happened?
You do realize, of course, that in the movie, Miss Congeniality, the transformation or make-over of the FBI character is not really about her character not having the knowledge or ability to do her own hair, make-up and so on, it really and truly is about – money. It takes money to go to a salon, buy beauty products, buy clothes, and accessories. It takes money. So, if anyone thought that movie was about me not having the ability to present myself like a movie star, or a Miss America, then you were wrong. They (because it is a plot of sorts) have purposefully kept, not allowed me, to have a job that has paid me enough – money.
Yeah, Terminator is about me, they are really all me, defending my father, and people, and so on because there was and is this plot against my father, my brother, and my mother. Obviously, I don’t believe these people should have done these things and been allowed to do these things to not only me, but others.
If anyone thought, I was supposed to have machine parts placed in me, they were – WRONG! Really it is about advancements in medicine for body parts, like hip replacements, knee replacements, shoulders, and so on. Using more durable, stronger materials that do not break down that then require more surgeries to replace the replacements. It really isn’t about the future being about cyborgs. Use cyborgs as a metaphor, it is about humanity and feeling, and the great importance the we never lose our humanity.
If that movie has not been edited at all, she really is wearing the same dress I wore to Medieval Times. No, I really don’t think these men who were there then were thinking about anything other than who I would be when I was of legal age. Legal. They did not…they were thinking about me in the future. And, yeah, people really got mad, upset, that it so messed with my head to have that relationship with Michael…it…a lot of places where I look people actually look desperate…for help…for me to recover, and so on. They were going to extreme means to get my attention.
Wow, I really and truly did a lot of good things.
I see a lot of…oh, never mind. I can’t keep writing the same things over and over again. They were upset I wasn’t responding or recovering fast enough, and they needed help.
I want to know why it looks like someone got a hold of a spies or intelligence man’s information, or journal entries, or estate. It looks like someone got ahold of a dead man’s possessions and they have been trying to piece together all the bits of information. They are, of course, getting it wrong. Because it wasn’t meant for them among the other reasons, mostly because they are incapable. He looks dead, deceased, possibly killed. This information they got a hold of being the reason for this place and the dating experience to figure out the clues and notes of this dead man.
No, I do not believe this story about a serial killer being interviewed without a guard in the room. Dead is dead. Dead cannot become undead. Dead is dead. Dead does happen within a matter of seconds. So, I do not believe that story – at all.
Yes, it is quieter in my head around here when I am around people where English is not their first language. It is actually quieter for me to be around people who do not speak English as their first language.
Great Expectations – If Pip is, these are all metaphors, if Pip is a metaphor for the country of England, and UK, the convict is the island of Australia with the specificity of sending convicts. Then, Miss Havisham is also England and its people being, this is so sad, unable to love. The reason Miss Havisham never marries because the country has no understanding of love.
It is the notion of a stiff upper lip people being more concerned with appearances rather than the connection and emotion. And the author believing that England failed its peoples many times over. So, the reason the author did not allow for Pip and Estella to marry is this, you cannot marry a non-person. Estella is amendments to (this is the fastest way I can write this because I do not know the correct word) the constitution, and so on. There is a lot of story-telling, of course; however, there are great metaphors in the book. It would take a long time for me to write about it properly.
There really is great sadness in Charles Dickens’, and he thought people and the country itself should be more positive. I am at a loss for time to write better and more correctly. I feel I am not doing a good job of writing about Great Expectations properly.
There was a man who was brought along for the drive who had been incarcerated, and they wanted me to say whether I believed he was innocent or guilty without actually talking to me. So, let me respond in this way because I did not say he was either, I said he was both. However, think about this, when a FBI, CIA, or any governmental agency person is doing their job in the field where they are making decisions that could technically be committing crimes, like shop-lifting; however, in context of what they are doing, given the circumstances, they are not convicted, or thought of as criminals, or crimes. In context.
It does send a very terrible and dangerous message, do not trust your own government. Why? Because I went in to a meeting and waited, and told people how to demolish brain research, and what happened? My mother was in a car accident that left her in pain for the rest of her life, they attacked her for decades until they killed her, they gave my Aunt a stroke, my Grandmother a stroke killing her, my Grandfather they had killed, then they attacked me taking apart my body and giving them the ability to hear my thoughts. It sends a message to not trust your own government.
Why does that picture of Jeffrey Epstein look urgent for this life to end? Urgent. Why?
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