March 15, 2019: READ: Tired

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March 15, 2019

I am just tired.  It feels as though I have had no time off at all.  I am in great need of resting my mind and body.  I am tired.

I am going back to the person I was before I was told this was all for a television show.  He was right, he was correct, he did not believe it would work, and he was and is correct about that.  We’ve worked together before, you know.  So, no, I am not thinking about a number, a dollar amount, any other specific items and its message that it might send to what?  Criminals?!  I was in the realm of strategists at some of the highest levels as a teenager.

I am also really tired of having to wear these stupid clothes, such as always having to wear a hat.  I prefer to dress as I did before.  I think it works better that way.  In fact, I know it works better that way.  My previous work is proof of that.  But you are all so much smarter than me, right?  You all want to tell me what something means rather than me telling you and writing what the actual truth is.

Wolfe’s are a metaphor.  A wolf being a wild dog, an untamed animal living in the wild without any domestication.  As a metaphor in The Journey of Natty Gan, a wolf is a metaphor for a foreign spy or agent, etc. that I helped to defect to the US.  There is more to it than that.  I am just too tired.

Too tired to write more at the moment.

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