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March 15, 2019
No, it still feels as though I have had no time off whatsoever. I have no work-life balance at all. For so many years in this same way that is completely against my own natural instincts, my own free will, and what I know to be true and real beyond a shadow of a doubt.
No, I am not sorry I bought a t-shirt for my real father. I simply do not think I need or should have to continue doing such things.
This dialogue from Lord of The Rings, a light when all other lights go out, is me, is about me, is most specifically – me. Be careful here, it is far more powerful than the words appear to be.
Santa Anita – Nina Gold, Nine-Ah Gold.
I almost dread writing this because I am not, in the given timetable I have, able to write a comprehensive structure code for the movies Moulin Rouge and Australia. There is so much there in the films.
Brothels, can-can dancers, strip clubs, nudie bars, private dancers, etc. please do me and the world a ginormous favor, don’t be stupid, use your brain, and think beyond. It is not a literal translation, or copy, it is about – suicide bombers and all the attacks that happened within a certain timeframe that mostly happened while Western civilization and culture was at leisure, having fun, and at nightclubs, discos, famous and popular international bars. Places like the Ramada hotel. Discos where international persons enjoyed a Western way of life. Not just American, Western.
Is there or is there not a former “agent”, a former federal agent, a female, who is now behind bars for the role she played in at least one “mission.” It looks like she could have been sent away for multiple assignments. Is this the same woman who tried to talk me into saying and believing that the listening devices they placed in my head should be used for intelligence agents? Because, I said no. I said it would too easily cause any person to go insane from having this listening device that I have in my head. No one should ever have it – EVER! I still believe so.
Do you believe you would be able to live and stay alive with a constant audience, 24 hours a day? That never went away – ever? Most people would have killed themselves by now. Just for relief. Think about that. Because if this listening device was from a former federal agent acting on their own, they would have known that possibility could exist.
When I enrolled at Hillsborough Community College, I believe the person who took my paperwork was not employed by the college. I was told I had to take a test, a placement test for admission because I had a GED. Because of my scores I was told I needed PREP Math and English classes. Five credit course classes as opposed the three regular semester credit classes. I know I took two prep math classes, but I only remember one prep English class. It was a class that you could go at your own pace. You could take the whole semester to finish the class or you could finish early. I completed the class in a few weeks. It was not difficult.
The cattle drive in Moulin Rouge, does look like agencies competing for meets with me. It also looks like Japanese, Kobe beef. That would be our US military bases in Japan back in the 1980’s.
The dance I had when I was in middle school in Oregon was just a way, they were creating a story for me to know when I was older. The man responsible I can no longer see anymore, he is dead. The next play after Toy Shoppe was Wizard of Oz. I received a call-back and did not go. There is some confusion around that time. The Wizard of Oz is not about some fantasy story it is a way of describing brain-travel, Sherlock thinking, memory technique, and solving crimes. Who is the lead? A woman. And what was the year?
I had a meet as a pre-teen child at Clackamas Town center, it was done to show me that the medical research done on – live – subjects in Oregon should never have happened. Not to me, and not to my family. He tried to get me to look away, look in another direction. I did not. This would mean they had a suspected pedophile that he (an intelligence man) was trying to get me to look at, and I did not, I would not. He is not my reflection.
My mother is Satine, she is not in any way a whore or a can-can dancer. No one would ever believe such a thing. It is the reason I wore her wedding ring on my Norway lanyard. She was married. She did not have children out of wed-lock. IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT! I did wear the jade bracelet for my cousin who is married, and South African bracelet from my Aunt who is married and white and married to a retired Professor at a University in California. I don’t even know if they are still alive.
My real father is not a criminal or convict, he is white. My real father is white born male in South Africa. IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT!
We flew into Brisbane, Australia. We went through customs in Brisbane. Take the longitude, starting at Brisbane, go all the way around the globe until you return to Brisbane. There is a story there. Easter Island, He’s alive, He’s alive, He’s alive and I’m forgiven, Heaven’s gates are open wide, He’s alive, these song lyrics are probably important to more than one person. It goes through South Africa. My real father is white born male.
I am not a criminal or a convict, I am white! IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT! IF ANY ONE PERSON STARTED THIS BLACK FEMALE TEACHER TRAINER BY MEANS OF A TELEVISION SHOW – I AM NOT A CRIMINAL! I AM NOT A CONVICT! NO, I WILL NOT NOW, NOR WILL I EVER DATE A BLACK MAN – THAT IS TO SAY I WILL NEVER DATE A MAN WHO HAS SPENT TIME IN PRISON – EVER! I WAS UNAWARE OF MICHAEL’S PREVIOUS CONVICTIONS, OR TIME IN JAIL.
Cheers, pizza man.
It means that Michael was also used by a man who had spent time in jail. God help him. God help them both.
My be married dress. These men would have known what I was saying as a little girl. My be married dress. As a little girl, no older than four years old, and I recognized them for who they really were, and I said I wanted that, I wanted to marry a man like that. There is nothing wrong with that. It would have only made our intelligence more powerful.
Pride is not power, from Australia. Means, this African pride, that is to say this group of criminals, former and current war lords that created a sort of alliance through organizations trying to create legitimacy – this African pride – IS NOT POWER! IS NOT POWER! IS NOT POWER! IS NOT POWER! AND IT WAS SEEN AS SUCH BY MANY, MANY PERSONS! IS NOT POWER!
I have not changed my t-shirt at work because when I arrived at work to discover that they used virtual reality to allow that black man to see me in my home in my bed without my permission, without my consent, SERIOUS, SERIOUS ALARMS WENT OFF IMMEDIATELY! GOD HELP YOU! I DID NOT DO THAT! I DID NOT ALLOW THAT! I DID NOT GIVE PERMISSION! ALARMS! ALARMS! ALARMS! ALARMS! ALARMS! THEY HAVE NOT GONE AWAY!
Nullah – Null and void. It means null and void. It has nothing to do with space, or a void in such a manner. Null and void. What do you, or used to, give your employer when you sign up direct deposit? A voided check. You write VOID over the check, so that is cannot be cashed, it cannot be duplicated, it cannot be copied, it cannot be used in any other way from the financial institution.
Null and void, means the persons who were handling me, who were in charge of me at my employment, as an asset did not receive me, did not get me by legitimate means. It was seen across the globe as so. Not legitimate. I am a legitimate child of my real father’s; however, I was not attained properly. There is a lot more to it, I just don’t have the time.
Nullah and King George from Australia are both me at the same time, and at different times. That is me as King George killing a would-be assassin who tried to kill my real brother all the way back in 1992. It means that while working at WORSHIP they could have used a live feed when they should not have. A live feed of me and talking to me in the hallway about my brother’s car accident. A live feed as I drove to the hospital, and a live feed at the hospital. At Tampa General Hospital.
King Carnie is Carnegie Hall. It looks as though someone has quite famously stashed money in the walls or building that has not been retrieved. There are also stories within the building itself.
Ellen Pompeo, not Ellen DeGeneres. Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Cindy Kelly. A word of caution, there are many people about who have and are using my hysterectomy, and the damage they purposefully closed, and the devices implanted without my consent or permission, as a way of me carrying the burden of what they believe are my brother’s sins. In a sense they destroyed, devastated, ruined, closed my sex organ so it could no longer function as a deal having me live with the burden of my brother’s sins.
I NEED THIS TAKEN CARE OF IMMEDIATELY! I NEED THIS NOTION OF MY BROTHER HAVING TO BE ANYBODY ELSE OTHER THAN HIMSELF TAKEN CARE OF! MY BROTHER DOES NOT HAVE TO BE ANYBODY OTHER THAN HIMSELF! THIS ASSOCIATION THAT HAS BEEN MADE IN THE INTELLIGENCE WORLD ARE BEYOND EXCUSE AND EXPLANATION! IT SHOWS AN ABSOLUTE LACK OF THOUGHTFUL INTELLIGENCE! IT IS BEYOND IMMORAL! BEYOND DUMB! BEYOND STUPID!
Jealousy has driven them mad from Moulin Rouge, this is code, not dialogue, you do not use every word. Jealousy – jalousie windows. This has to do with my brother when he moved here to Florida on Davis Island. There were cameras nearly at every side at the house my brother was staying at. It looks as though this man is already behind bars. Where is the only trauma center in Hillsborough county? At Tampa General on Davis Island. It makes it appear planned, premeditated all the way back to when we lived in Oregon.
Do you understand the significance of horses? Horses do not stop. You must rest your horses when taking care of them because they will continue until they literally drop dead.
They used my mother as a horse, metaphor. I am the horse in Hidalgo, not ridden in a sexual way, as a way to move – an Army, military movement. It is also me as the daughter, I told you I was the peacekeeper.
King George can always find his way, this is me, I always knew where I was, where I parked my car, no matter if I was in a foreign country, I could fin my way.
Do you know that I was probably playing war and battle plans and maps as a child? Looks like at least of few of these men thought it was so much fun to be had with a little girl and me, sharing an interest.
Penniless sitar player from Moulin Rouge, is me, it is just meant to prove to show as evidence I knew how to do these things before Oregon. Before the movie The Rescuers.
I am nearly more than at my limit for writing at the moment; however, Satine dying is really the Son of God, Jesus Christ dying on the cross for our sins. Christian crying for Satine’s death, is God, is Our God in Heaven, crying and crying, heartbroken and crying for his son’s death. It is to show that God is not heartless, some Lord of numbers who has no feelings. God sent his only begotten son to die for our sins. Why would God do such a thing? Why would God kill his child?
We are all God’s children. No one is exempt. We are all God’s children. God cannot stop loving his own people. God cannot stop loving his people. God cannot stop loving. God is LOVE. God is love. God is pure love. God in Heaven is love.
Although you have killed my son, I cannot stop from loving you. I love you. I, your Heavenly Father up above, love you.
It is a lesson to show that retaliations do not work. God is love.
It also means that something really big happened when I was in Australia because I am Satine as Christ. As Christ. That would mean there were men – the closest and fastest explanation would be disciples. Peacekeeper.
The money payment in the movie, Moulin Rouge just looks like Judas.
My way, my way from Moulin Rouge is a reference to Frank Sinatra meaning there is a rat – in the food industry. There was an episode on Seinfeld about low-fat yogurt that made everyone fat because it was not labelled correctly, purposefully labelled with wrong information, more importantly, done so with intent. This is in reference to me.
Be aware, be advised, I have made the final payment on my Civic. I have paid off my vehicle. That means they can no longer trace payment. It means the financial institution no longer has the right or access to the title of my vehicle. I should have already received the title by now.
Tired.
Resting now.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 