RESTRICTED ACCESS ONLY!
March 19, 2019
MAKE NO MISTAKE THERE IS NOT IN ANY WAY, THERE IS ABSOLUTLEY NO PEACE WHATSOEVER – FOR TERRORISTS! NONE!
I STILL HAVE A BOULDER IN MY GUT THE SIZE OF MANHATTAN FROM BEING BLASTED LAST NIGHT AT WORK!
NO, NOT NOW, NOT EVER WILL THERE EVER BE A MOMENTS REST, A MOMENTS QUARTER, A MOMENT, DISCUSSION, COMPROMISE, SURRENDER, OR NEGOTIATIONS AT ALL! NOT EVER! NOT EVER FOR A TERRORIST OR KNOWN SUBVERSIVE! NONE! NONE! NONE! NONE! NONE!
WHAT THE HELL REALLY HAPPENED THAT NIGHT?! THAT NIGHT I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN WORKING WITH AND FOR THE WHITE HOUSE?! WHAT THE HELL REALLY HAPPENED?! WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF DEALS DID YOU FUCKING PEOPLE ACTUALLY MAKE!!!!!!
YOU FUCKING PEOPLE TRADED ME – AGAIN! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES! WORSE YOU ALLOWED IT AGAIN WITHIN THE UNITED STATES BORDER! YOU FUKCING IDIOTS! DO YOU FUCKING IDIOTS HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT MESSAGE THAT ACTUALLY SENDS IN THE WORLD AND THE WORK OUR INTELLIGENCE – AND THAT MEANS MORE COUNTRIES THAN THE US – IS REALLY DOING?! DO YOU?! BECAUSE I DO! I KNOW! YOU FUCKING, FUCKING MORMONS!
WHO THE HELL IS THIS NON-INTELLIGENT EX-CON WHO HAS BEEN HERE SINCE THIS HOUSE, WHO IS THE REASON I DID NOT GET THE MODEL HOME, WHO IS THE PERSON RESPONSIBLE FOR THE SET-UP HERE, THE RULES YOU FOLLOW HERE, THE PLAYBOOK YOU FOLLOW, NOT ME? WHO IS THIS IDIOT?! WHO IS THIS NON-INTELLIGENT PERSON?! WHO THE FUCK WOULD FOLLOW THIS DUMB FUCK HICK?! I WOULDN’T!
JESUS CHRIST! DO I REALLY HAVE TO CONTINUE WRITING THIS?! THERE REALLY ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO FOLLOW ME AND HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING ME ALL MY LIFE AND THEY ARE NOT ON A GODDAMN TELEVISION SHOW OR IN THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY! THINK! THIS IS ABOUT INTELLIGENCE!
THIS DUMB FUCK YOU’VE ALLOWED HERE COULDN’T TIE HIS OWN SHOES! THIS DUMB FUCK IS THE MAN RESPONSIBLE FOR DOING SUCH IDIOTIC THINGS AS PLACING A BLACK MAN IN FRONT OF ME BECAUSE I WENT OUTSIDE RUNNING WEARING BLACK SHOES?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!
THIS MAN HAS NO IDEA WHO THE FUCK I AM! I ACTUALLY AM SPECIAL!
DO YOY KNOW WHAT IT FELT LIKE FOR ME TO WATCH HUNTER KILLER?! IT FELT LIKE I HAD BEEN THERE. FOR REAL BEEN THERE. IN THE SUB. FELT LIKE I HAD BEEN THERE AND LIVED IT AND IT FELT GOOD! IT FELT AS COMFORTABLE AS ANYONE FEELS IN THEIR OWN HOME!
DUMBEST THING IN THE WORLD! HERE IS A BLACK MAN AND FIGURE OUT THE CONNECTION BECAUSE I AM WEARING BLACK SHOES! DUMB! I AM GALAXIES AWAY FROM YOU IN MY MIND BECAUSE I AM NOT THAT STUPID! THE SEVERITY OF MY TONE IN THIS MESSAGE MUST BE CONVEYED!
BECAUSE I ALREADY SEE IT, HE WILL GET HIS FELLINGS HURT! IT MUST BE DONE! I AM MORE THAN OUT OF HIS LEAGUE! HE NEEDS TO DEAL WITH THE MESS HE STARTED WITH THIS! I DO NOT HAVE TO BE FRIENDS WITH ANYONE I DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH! I DO NOT HAVE TO LIKE ANYONE I DO NOT WANT TO LIKE! I DO NOT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING I DO NOT WANT TO DO! I DO NOT! I DO NOT! I DO NOT! I DO NOT! GET IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD! I DO NOT HAVE TO LIKE ANYONE I DO NOT WANT TO!
I have no idea why you have David’s wife in the news as Kenneth To and saying he is dead.
READ THIS SLOWLY: THE VERY NOTION OF A TRANSGENDER PERSON THAT HAS BEEN PLAYING OUT IN THAT BUILDING MEANS – TERRORIST! IT MEANS – SUBVERSIVE! IT MEANS ANY ENEMY TO DEMOCRACY AND WESTERN CIVILIZATION! I SUGGEST YOU REMOVE IT BECAUSE IT IS NOT HELPING IN ANY WAY TRANSGENDER PERSONS! IT IS ALLOWING MOTIVATION FOR TERRORISTS TO CONTINUE SEEKING KILLING PEOPLE AND WAR!
This profile of Karen Uhlenbeck looks like one doctor. It is not the worst doctor. It is not the doctor I saw in The Bourne Legacy.
Doctor Johnnie Barto’s profile is not good enough, all it says to me is Casey. No one is the real world would ever believe she and I were friends, so whoever her REAL proxy is – get her!
Col. Eric Byer from The Bourne Legacy is the same man as Jeffrey Wigand from The Insider. Wigand meaning why. Why did it happen. Why was it allowed. Why. Why. Why. I would have to watch it again to see more.
LET IT BE KNOWN – I DID NOT IN ANY WAY CONSENT OR ALLOW A MAN, BLACK OR WHITE FROM NELSON MANDELA’S FAMILY TO IN ANYWAY BE CONNECTED TO ME, THERE WAS NO SEX, THERE WAS NO HANDS, I NEVER MASTURBATED, I NEVER ALLOWED IT FOR A MOMENT! YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW HUGE THIS IS! YOU ARE ALL IN BIG FUCKING TROUBLE BECAUSE OF IT! BIG TROUBLE! NO PERSON IN THE REAL WORLD WOULD BELIEVE IT EITHER! BIG TROUBLE! WHO THE FUCK IS THIS MANS REAL PROXY! GET THE FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT PROXY AND PLACE HIM IN JAIL, MORE LIKELY YOU’LL HAVE TO BURN HIS ASS TO THE GROUND! YOU FUCKING PEOPLE! I ACTUALLY KNOW THE DIFFERENCE! THAT IS ONE BAD PIECE OF SHIT YOU CONNECTED – NOT ME – TO THE NELSON MANDELA FAMILY! YOU FUCKING MORONS!
Mouse from LadyHawke is my brother, it is not to say my brother is a criminal, it is to show how other people saw my brother. My mother is in the film about Hawks and Wolfe’s mating for life, the rest pretty much is me. They are not priests. Remove that from your thinking. It is a prison. Foreign country. I haven’t been able to go through all of the movie.
Do you people understand watching these movies is like go through the work of an entire project, or a hundreds of pages documents and sort through it, decipher it, comprehend it, and translate it into everyday language?
Pelé – if you want to know is for my real father. Ask him about the time in our lives when Pelé was popular and in the news. There is a man there, behind the news who is very good. It left me with nothing but positive reflections. There is also a man behind my real PE teacher at Gresham Union HS, he wanted me to try out for soccer, I am a great kicker. The ball always went a distance. It has nothing to do with sports, as such, they were just trying to find ways to be able to WORK WITH ME! YOU FUCKING PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW IMPORTANT, HOW VALUABLE I REALLY AM!
No, what happened with my employment at Home Depot in no way had anything to do with a connection to The Wizard of Oz. The man behind the curtain as the Wizard just means a person’s own mental projection of themselves. How a person believes they are is who they are.
Can’t help but love you, this song lyric is code, code for me. This was a CD given to me by a former friend, a woman who was witness to my surgery. Whoever her real proxy is if it is an agency as in a Private Investigator agency – get them! It was given to me to tell me, she can’t help me, the surgery is no good, don’t do it, it is bad. And, he was out of the country and couldn’t get near me to tell me himself. High is a lyric in the song too, code. High, code. It is not a drug reference. I haven’t been able to work on it more.
I count anymore. Four days, countdown, then three days and count down. For days, then three days. This is not a life anyone would want to live. I cannot underscore enough the bad and harm you have done with the air. You should all suffer for it.
I AM NOT A TERRORIST! NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE IT! NO ONE IN THE FIELD, IN THE WORLD WOULD EVER BELIEVE IT!
No, it is not my favorite color of pink. Whose favorite color is this? It is not me. It is not a good proxy of me or to me.
Who let me sleep today? It felt as though someone was not allowed to use Virtual Reality to stop me from sleeping and resting. Who did this?
Why was I allowed to have time off today? Who did this?
The very reason I meet him while I was on vacation near New Orleans just proves whoever tried to lure me into the police station in Largo, FL knew they were doing wrong. This was a serial killer who was on vacation in Florida to get near me.
You fucking people there really are people out there who are literally following me. Who have standing orders to follow me. It does NOT mean I was never meant to live my life to the fullest.
Ladyhawke does show there was and still is much disappointment and sadness that my family moved from California. Remember, I never liked Florida. I never liked Oregon. It means there is a brain connection that has not diminished since I was removed and moved from California.
Ask my real father about the horse back riding lessons I got for free as a child in Oregon. How I remember hearing the news was there was a woman who was worried I would be injured. They wanted to work with me since I was a small child. I do not now see any harm that would have really happened to me. It tells me then this is a subversive woman who was disrupting work. Her husband might not have actually known it.
If the couple from show Americans about Russian agents working in the US is real, they would be a man and a woman who were married, but not to each other.
There is someone out there who is using the premise of me adopting my cats as a way of saying my cats are real criminals adopted from jail since they were not purchased from a “breeder”. SHUT THIS SHIT DOWN! THIS PERSON DOES NOT BELONG HERE! THIS PERSON SHOULD NOT HAVE ANY ACCESS! THIS PERSON SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED! THIS IS MORE DEADLY THAN IT APPEARS TO BE! THIS THINKING IS MORE DEADLY THAN IT APPEARS TO BE!
No, you fucking people I am not following anything, any news, anything in a tote, anything I pack as anything! I wanted and want to leave for real!
YOU STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE! I WAS HURTING! I WALKED IN AND SAID I WAS LEAVING AT 10 O’CLOCK! AND SOMEBODY GOT TO LOSE THEIR SHIT ON ME?! OF COURSE, IT IS NOTHING MORE THAN THE WHITE HOUSE! WHY ELSE WOULD I HAVE ONLY BOUGHT TEN DOLLARS WORTH OF GAS AT PUMP NUMER 12!
STOP DISPLAYING MY CLOTHES ON WOMEN OR MEN AT MY EMPLOYMENT! DO YOU HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MESSAGE THAT SENDS INTO THE WORLD?! STOP SHOWING MY CLOTHES ON OTHER WOMEN! DO YOU HONESTLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT MESSAGE THAT SENDS INTO THE WORLD!
ARE YOU REALLY ONLY INTERESTED IN FINDING WAYS OF KILLING PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD?! THAT IS ALL I SEE WHEN I SEE WOMEN TRYING TO LOOK LIKE ME, WEARING MY CLOTHES! IN FACT, THERE IS A LOT MORE THAT IS WORSE THAN THAT! YOU DUMB STUPID PEOPLE!
Of course, I am not going to wear the shirt I purchased for my real father at my work, that place is filthy!
The photo you put in the news for me to see, the one with a tall man on the left and a woman on the right, the woman in not supposed to be in the photo. The real photograph does not have another person other than the man in the photo. That woman does not belong there. From that photograph there is something on the ground behind him and there is something in front of him, out of the camera, somewhat in the distance. That information should help you. Someone wanted to test my knowledge. I am undeterred by it.
Do you honestly not know what message it sends to people in the real world when they find out that I must take a sort of long weekend every few months in order to recover from my work environment?! People would literally stop talking to their contacts because of it!
Whatever you stupid fucking people did that allowed some fucking whore to use virtual reality to make me appear drugged out of my mind SHOULD BE SENT TO JAIL! IT IS UNTRUE!
THIS IS WHAT I SENT TO WHAT APPEARED TO BE AN OFFICIAL FBI WEBSITE SINCE I AM NOT ALLOWED TO LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD WHO KNOWS WHERE THIS ACTUALLY WENT:
March 9, 2019
It is exceedingly difficult for me watching people through the movies and television, gloating and celebrating how they tortured my mother, our mother until they killed her. Gloating and celebrating.
I believe my employer wants me killed. I attempted to go to the FBI office here in Tampa to get official documentation of the many wrongs that have been done to me over the years. I was denied entrance. I believe I had been traded at a meet when I went to the movies with a black woman from HR when I worked at Hilton. They gave mother a mini-stroke to keep me from remembering, to keep me from figuring anything out, to keep me traumatized, to keep me from leaving the state of Florida, to keep me from remembering I know how to see into other people’s minds and brains, to see them for who they really are.
I have been led to believe I am on a television show that has been going on since 2013. I want nothing to do with television, acting, reality television, or any of it. I am certainly not paid for being on television, so the fact that there is a television show and I am not paid for it would be a criminal enterprise and act that could and should be prosecuted. It is against my will.
I have applied endlessly for years to get another job and employment. Be prepared, my employer has put me on final notice simply because I did not steam clean my tile floor. Also, they have no use for me anymore since I have paid off my Civic. You should apply there, they are more interested in you than they are in me there.
I am so beyond how this happens to a US citizen being traded through intelligence persons, so criminals can plan premeditated murder. They killed my mother for fun. They killed our mother for fun and entertainment because she had been most valuable to the US government.
Gloating and celebrating the harm they have done to every one of our family members. Gloating and celebrating the harm they have done to mother. Gloating and celebrating killing my mother, killing our mother – for entertainment.
Be prepared because I have made my plans very public if I am not able to financially support myself.
NO, I REALLY DO NOT LOVE DAVID ANYMORE! THE LOVE FOR GOD IS NOT THE SAME AS ROMANTIC LOVE – AT ALL! THERE IS NO COMPARISION WHATSOEVER!
If you take the code, dog as God, you walk a dog. Walkabout. This would mean you allowed ME TO BE TRADED NOT ONLY TO A CRIMINAL TO SOMEONE WHO IS COOPRERATING WITH TERRORISTS WHO DO NOT BELIEVE IN A CHRISTIAN GOD! YOU DUMB FUCKING PEOPLE!
I WOULD CORRECT THAT SHIT AT ONCE!
I DO NOT WANT TO MEET DAVID! I DO NOT LOVE DAVID! I AM BEYOND HURT WITH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE AND INVOLVED DAVID IN!
I AM ABLE TO LOVE AGAIN! I DO NOT HAVE TO LOVE DAVID!
MY WAY FROM THE MOVIE MOULIN ROUGE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE CHARACTER OR THE CHARACTERS NAMES! THIS WAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU PEOPLE IT WAS ONLY MEANT FOR ME! MY WAY, MY WAY – THIS IS PROFILES OF SERIAL KILLERS, PEDOPHILES, IT IS FUCKING SICK!
SHE IS MINE AND HE PLACES HIS HANDS ON HER – IS MEANT TO BE GOD! HEALING HANDS! THE PLACING OF HANDS! IT IS BIBLICAL AND NOTHING MORE! IT IS NOT SEXUAL IN ANY WAY! NOT IN THE LEAST!
BIBLICAL!
YOU FUCKING PEOPLE! IT WASN’T MEANT FOR YOU! IF ANYONE THOUGHT DIFFERENTLY!
IT HAS NOTHING AT ALL TO DO WITH DAVID FROM COLLEGE! IT DOES NOT! IT IS BIBLICAL! BIBLICAL! BIBLICAL!
WE ARE ALL GOD’S CHILDREN! GOD’S CHILDREN! WE ARE GOD’S CHILDREN! THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT CAN OR DOES EVER, EVER TAKE THAT AWAY! NOTHING! WE ARE CHILDREN OF GOD!
BIBLICAL!
SOMEBODY BELIVED IN ME SO STRONGLY, SO MUCH SO THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO READ THE MESSAGES MEANT FOR ME THAT THEY HAD ME PLACED IN ORLANDO TO SEE THE FILM! WHO DROVE ME AND BROUGHT ME TO THE LOCATION WAS COMPLETELY IRRELEVANT! IRRELEVANT! THIS IS HOW PEOPLE IN THE REAL WORLD – WORK! THEY SEE AND KNOW THE DIFFERENCE! IF YOU HAVE TRIED TO FOLLOW ME, THE INFORMATION WAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU! THEY DO THAT FOR A REASON! FOR YOUR OWN PROTECTION!
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THE STUPID BULL-SHIT I AM NOT WRITING ANYMORE TODAY!
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 