April 5, 2019: READ: Black Hawk Down

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April 5, 2019

Get these people who are pretending to be able to read the real serial killer’s and the real Hannibal Lecter’s crimes and displaying them for me to stop.  You don’t know what the fuck you’re doing.  You don’t know the harm you are causing by pretending.

I don’t need to see the real Hannibal Lecter’s crimes, and crime scenes, and the deaths, I see his fucking head, I see his fucking mind, I already know him.  That is why I have not needed a teacher or to be taught!  Jesus Christ, I already got it!

You people should be aware in the movie The Silence of The Lambs the succession of prisoners in prison (all the men I have placed – for real – in prison) with Hannibal Lecter at the end is meant to show he is the top, in a prison order of criminals, he is the worst of the worst, and a prisoner with – these fucking people have a way of getting to the outside, to people who are not in prison – you should all be worried.  You have not treated me well, you have not been careful, and what you did to my hair alone?!  You people look fucking insane in comparison to a stupid serial killer.  Are you stupid?!

That is how you will appear to the real Hannibal Lecter, you look insane compared to him.  It is very, very serious.

You all need to be – REAL FUCKING WORRIED.

If any person has in any way thought or believed you needed to “butch” me up in order for me to appear more like the gay female actress in the movie, you’d be stupid.  It is such obvious stupidity.  Obvious.

Finally get this through every person’s head, I DO NOT NEED TO BE ANYONE OTHER THAN MYSELF, I NEVER HAVE.  I DO NOT NEED TO COPY AFTER A CHARACTER IN A MOVIE, THEY ARE THE MOVIE, I AM THE REAL THING.  GOT IT!

You people obviously don’t understand the real Hannibal Lecter the way I do, or you really want to appear dumb and stupid to me, to him, and to the world.  Stop.

I am the most exciting person to him.  Deny him of it for the rest of his life.

If you stupid people think in any way it would make good television to have any involvement with the real Hannibal Lecter, it is more than a serious mistake.  People will die – for real.

There are real connections in the movie to real people, to real people in the entertainment industry, to real every-day citizens, and some of them have already died.  I am not mistaken here.  I am not.

Everything you people have done here in this house, in this complex is such a serious mistake.  You would be wise to think of a plan to figure out how to redeem yourselves and restore me.  You do not pay me to be an actress, you do not pay me to be on television.  It is a mistake.

Black Hawk Down, shows how they traded me – again – at WORSHIP when they laid me and everyone else off.  It was a mistake.  I did not have steady employment again until I went to work at Dillard’s.  Have you people still not figured out how ALL THESE MILITARY SUCCESSES HAVE HAPPENED?!  At least the ones that have been made into movies, how many others have I done?!

I had nothing but temp jobs until I worked at Dillard’s.  Behind a desk from the movie Black Hawk Down, that’s where they got me.  That is actually me working as a receptionist at a temp job, one that was probably just for a day.  The fact that his character made coffee throughout the movie tells me more than one man wanted to approach me for real, ask me out, and at the very least have a conversation with me.  The fact that this has never happened should ALARM people.  Why?  Think about it?  It would be LOVE!

Was this edited at all?  August 2, 1996?  I was working at Dillard’s at the time.  Before I went on my birthday vacation with my mother that apparently freaked agency people out because they still hadn’t figured out the reason for all the movement surrounding me and my family.  That’s Nine Inch Nails.  August 2, 1996 is Nine Inch Nails, the same thing that is mentioned in the movie 12 Strong.

The fact that it took from 1993 until 1996 should alarm people it is because you stupid fucking people traded me.  I really and truly am the World’s Greatest Asset of All Time.  That really is a no bull-shit assessment.  The fact that I have not allowed myself to believe I am of such importance underscores my humility.

I am so very sorry for the loss of life that happened during Black Hawk Down.  There is nothing wrong with consoling families who have lost children, who have lost loved ones.  There is no code in saying sorry, especially when talking to those who have lost loved ones.

Do not be surprised in reading this next sentence.  I know beyond a shadow of a doubt had I been able to be more aware in the involvement and handling of me – the loss of life would not have happened.  I know it.  I know it.  I know it.

The fact that at least one person took it out on my mother, took the loss of their child out on my mother, my mother who she and I both have worked capturing terrorist is extraordinarily…

The timing of deliveries is not important.  The timing of things is not really important.  You people really need to stop placing importance on things that do not matter.  The White House connection is never going away from me regardless of where I am or live.

The fact that while I was working at Dillard’s; someone in the security camera handling department of me decided that they would create a scenario to create doubt, such as the sunglasses, me alerting security (off-duty Florida State Troopers) that a woman left my department went upstairs with a pair of sunglasses in her handbag without paying for them.  Then, to have the off-duty Florida State Trooper tell me I made a mistake and she did not have the sunglasses on her.  Then, to have this woman continue to harass me in my workplace when I HAD DONE NOTHING WRONG!  AND SHE WAS HARASSING ME!  IS A VERY SERIOUS OFFENSE.  IT WILL BE SEEN AS SUCH.  ESPECIALLY, GIVEN THE FACT OF ALL MY CAPTURES.

YOU PEOPLE SHOULD BE QUESTIONING AND WONDERING WHY A PERSON WORKING TO CAPTURE CRIMINALS WOULD WANT TO CREATE DOUBT RATHER THAN SUPPORT ME AND GIVE ME CREDIT FOR MY WORK.  IT IS MORE THAN A SERIOUS CHARACTER FLAW.  IT SHOWS AND DISPLAYS A MORAL – LACK.

My father doesn’t need to be anyone other than himself.  Stop making him be someone if he does not want to do it, or anything.  He is my father.  That will never go away.

You people are stupid.  Whether I have deliveries at one time, or another is meaningless.  You place importance where it does not belong, where real criminals would not actually pay attention to.

I am aware there was a change, someone has been relieved of their duty.  They were relieved – on purpose.

Yeah, I let the Lion tail go back to the wild.  It is not something I would normally have done before, holding onto an object like that.  A lion belongs in the wild anyway.  No, I do not believe he or any of them are going anywhere.

The Gordan Caplan profile picture does look like the real prison warden.  To me it is so very, very obvious what a serious problem it is and was to have a gay female actress portray me in a movie.  So, very obvious.

Suddenly it looks like people are freaking out because of the movie Silence of The Lambs and the real work I have done.  Are you kidding me?!  You people are more freaked out about that than the capturing of terrorists?!  What the fuck is wrong with you people?!

Isolated from Sherlock looks like – sole, soul, related to me.  It says something to someone else, to me it looks like God’s children.  Unless, it says to a real serial killer how angry they were that my mother still appeared to have a soul and not a mindless, numb object for him to poke.  If this is true, if this is the work of a serial killer who has not yet been caught, and he wanted my mother to appear mindless – it is more than a cause for alarm.  Or, need I remind you again people have escaped prison for less.  There are many people in the world free and in prison who more than liked my mother.

Wow, I have more than one thing and problem and code and codes I am working on.

Heed my every warning and you might survive from the movie Mulan is correct about me.  Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, La, Ti, Do.  Just to show me I am the Captain.  The Fa family.  Get it?  Raindrops on roses, whiskers on kittens, get it?  Gifts to honor the Fa family, probably to help me understand the reason why I received the actress award.  It had nothing to do with acting.  I was the only one on stage.  I went throughout the audience.

I remember people trying to give gifts to my mother, they were difficult for her to accept, for her it told her how poor she really was.  I more than once tried to get her to accept gifts.  I could see there was something more in the gifts people were trying to give.

You people need to stop, I have been going non-stop so far for five hours.  I have other things I really need to do.

Be aware, I have not yet had time to actually plan my town in the game Township.  Please do not look to it for any real planning.

Yeah, I am going to disagree with all of you that might think this coded weight-gain of a known pedophile in prison, masturbating to a known sexual fantasy (I know it has nothing to do with beer) of my brother on top of me and on my skin.  It’s disgusting.  My brother believes it is also disgusting.  So gross.

The college admissions scandal just looks like to me, the people that have gotten the credit and recognition for all the work I have helped them with.

I am overwhelmed with work.

I believe there was a message in The Power Of One from Nelson Mandela about warning and telling people it is important to stop the sexual mutilation of children, I would have to go back and watch the movie again to see the moment; however, I know it is there.  It is a shame I was not able to do this while he was still alive.

Do you all understand?  Because I understand the people (gum, I am The Rainmaker) you had speaking with me on April 2, 2019 were not concerned with any clothing I was wearing or not wearing.  They already knew what apparently the rest of the people following this show have failed to realize, a person’s skin and skin color has nothing to do with anything.  It is nothing to be afraid of.  A person’s actions, what a person does is what is important, it is what matters.

Yeah, glasses and envision to the people that started this really just means surveillance and security cameras.  It does not mean the same to me.

Enough for now.

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