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April 11, 2019
I don’t know what to tell you other than from what I’ve seen, the real Hannibal Lecter is having a hard time controlling his anger, regarding not just my hysterectomy, everything that has happened to me and my family. He is in a place he has never been before. He is working on his emotions, dealing with the guilt of his crimes, learning to apologize with sincerity from the heart, then having to learn to live with himself because of his actions. I see him.
There is nothing wrong with working on yourself…and truly feeling. It takes more courage to admit your mistakes, your wrongs, and tell people so. He is doing that.
It does look sincere, his efforts, and willingness to work from where he is does look sincere.
It is a sadness, isn’t it, to know there are people in the world who have never known real love in all their life. To learn what real love is, and then to realize some people go their whole life never knowing what real love is, what it looks like, what it tastes like, how it feels, and the strength it takes to let it be, not holding on to it like a possession. Real love exists.
God is the only love that will never go away. God cannot stop loving his people. God does not exclude people from his love. He is willing to love all people they just need to go to Him.
Thunderheart, the opening scene is a Jesus Christ, it is meant to be seen as a protection from the United States government, and the water he falls into – is me. That is the work of intelligence. That message is the work of intelligence. My maternal grandfather was born on Indian land, on Native American land in Washington state as his, my great grandparents, emigrated from Ireland, where they were born, into Canada, travelling through the United States to get there.?
They’ve placed me in movies such as Thunderheart because people believe I would be able to translate the Native American languages because I would be able to read it. It would have been all over my grandfather that is why they believe I would be able to translate it. I do not doubt; I am more than able.
It is probably the reason they had a police cruiser here from the Seminole police.
Obviously, I am not some person who grew up in a trailer park, I have more history than my appearance might convey. Again, people have really worked hard to have my family financially dependent rather than independent. Get it? Pen, independent. Like the United States, independent. That is some real subversive work.
Obviously, I am the female school teacher in Thunderheart. Get it?
This takes a lot of time to write out, people and myself watch movies to sort of tune out, relax, and enjoy themselves. Now, these movies are deciphering intelligence reports, that takes time. Physical demands on a body and my body are real. Wearing me out at work with endless 50 lbs., 70 lbs. – no joke – 40 lbs., 20 lbs., over and over, only wears me out, it does not build any muscle, it is just meant to wear me out into oblivion. I see it.
The Jimmy Choo’s in The Spy Next Door are meant to be jellies. They used to be in fashion in the eighties. Jelly shoes and there were also jelly bracelets. Get it? They were inexpensive, I could not believe at the time such a thing could be fashionable and trendy. They are not a classic style, they were just a fad, or they would still be in fashion. There is a message there if you see it. That is my mother as the Russian in The Spy Next Door. Jimmy Choo’s, Jesus Christ, my mother, Russian. Obviously, my real mother would never be working against the United States.
There was also a memo sent to work, about diapers, and its image, that is why they were removed.
I am not certain what you people want from me at present. I am working as much as possible. Some people need to cool off, chill out, take a break, relax, have a beer, drink an expensive wine, smoke a cigar, and realize peace does not have to be marijuana.
I have not been able to finish watching Thunderheart and I have real-life I must manage as well. Take heed.
Jungle Book, she sings, ‘til I’m grown, ‘til I’m grown, now I will go and fetch the water, ‘til the day that I am grown, that’s me. ‘til – Cherith Till, Christian, South Africa. I will – Cherith will. Fetch – God, God’s girl. Water – Cherith’s name, meaning safe place, refuge, water. The boys sings, I want to be like you, I want to walk like you, talk like you, I do, Baloo. Baloo – blue eyes, Cherith’s eyes, the color of Cherith’s eyes, the way Cherith sees people. Boy and girl. Man and wife.
Are you good and mad? Like your still alive and not in the box just yet from Point Break, is talking about brain-speaking. It is a connection that will never break. The dead still speak after they’re dead. Not even death can break a connection. Work on peace. People still speak after they’re dead. Of course, I was still interested in brain-speaking – that does not change. How could it? That doesn’t mean one way of working excludes the other. I did not have to stop working with brain-speaking just so I could yell at people.
Whoever started this nonsense about making Cherith eat nothing but junk food because she helped to capture a serial killer, and he used gourmet in his killings is the most asinine thinking there could be. I didn’t kill those people. I didn’t kill people. So, why am I being punished in my diet because of a serial killer in prison? That makes no sense. Some moron does not want criminals to be placed in prison and jail where they belong and that is not the real Hannibal Lecter. You people need to check your own production staff. For real.
Loneliness, like family. I have brain-connections that will never diminish.
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