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April 17, 2019
GET THIS THROUGH YOUR HEAD REAL FUCKING QUICK, I DO NOT SEND MY MEN OUT THERE TO BE CASUALTIES OF WAR! I DO NOT SEND MY MEN – EVER – TO BE CASUALTIES OF WAR! I DO NOT! I DO NOT! I DO NOT! NOT EVER! IT IS NOT IN MY MIND SET! I DO NOT ACCEPT IT – EVER!
I DO NOT EVEN ALLOW THE IDEA, THE NOTION OF CASUALTIES OF WAR TO EXIST IN MY HEAD, IN MY BRAIN, IN MY MIND! IT DOES NOT EXIST!
I DO NOT SEND MY MEN TO BE SLAUGHTERED! I DO NOT SEND THEM – ANYWHERE – UNLESS I KNOW THEY WILL BE SAFE UPON THEIR RETURN! IT IS THE VERY MEANING OF MY NAME! A SAFE PLACE!
Whoever you have here nearby, it looks like he is not sorry for what he has done to my mother. He is not sorry, he is not remorseful, he is afraid of facing and dealing with his own emotions and the truth of what he has done.
I have a problem with him not being sorry for what he has done to my mother. My mother loved – everyone. She loved them because she knew and believed – everyone – is a child of God. She still saw people after her strokes. Me pushing her in her wheelchair in a store and people walking by she would burst out loud, I love you! It is the truth. It is a true story, more than one person has witnessed and seen my stroke-ridden mother proclaiming, I love you!
Think about that for a while. Visualize my mother, stroke-ridden, damaged brain, physically impaired, and still she had the courage, the strength of heart, and determination to acknowledge – the truth, and what is and was – true.
Why else am I the real White Rabbit, the real Keyser Soze, the real Neo, the real – everything? I know, and I do not send them to die. Never. Not once.
He needs to work on himself. He needs to admit his wrong, and wrongdoings. It is a problem that he is not and has not done so already.
He has a problem with me being a woman.
Love will, love does – conquer all.
He has a problem with me being a woman.