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April 17, 2019
I really do not have to weigh myself, I already know I weigh over 120 lbs. You people are fucking disgusting! She is not telling the truth if Mississippi is partially to blame for this weight gain on me that started happening after I saw my FBI man. Get it? FBI. As in someone wanted to put weight back on me – after – knowing I had seen my FBI man, so they could protect and create more money to be financed – to fucking terrorists! Fuck you, people! You dumb, dumb, dumb fucking people!
You people are fucking sick with my brother’s coded weight on me that looks like it was done from a man in our own military. Fucking sick! He is disgusting! Would he really have done such a thing to the Daughter Of The President? Sick!
Time, Martinelli from the movie Black Hawk Down is NOT a literal stopwatch timing! Martinelli, sparkling apple cider, meaning non-alcoholic. This is about my former boyfriend/fiancé who drank too much – a lot. Probably because he was scared shit-less, he had no idea what he was doing or involving himself in and with because he had no idea who and what I am. This really is a true story; he really did put his foot through the television set we had one night when he was more than drunk. I remember splattered milk across the walls, Thunderheart.
If anything, time Martinelli means because they sent this stupid, dumb, hick of nothing more than a local cop INSTEAD of an actual intelligence officer to be my boyfriend – AS THEY WERE ORDERED TO DO – it quite literally cost our United States military and other agencies, very valuable intel and weaponry.
‘Til the day that I am grown from the movie JungleBook because I was to be married to an intelligence man.
Whoever found the real school teacher murder from the movie Thunderheart did a really good job. He is a real man, and his does a real good job. I saw it. He does good work.
Sex is a part of the brain; it is a normal function of the brain. I will never be able to stop brain-thinking, brain-speaking, and everything else that my brain does well beyond my years and ahead of my time. Get it through your heads, it is the very reason my handler, my intelligence handlers have been straight men. This is really not that difficult to figure out. Men think with their penis; women think with their heads. Both men and women think about sex, it is a normal function.
Lesbians as a handler DO NOT WORK because they will be thinking about – sex. If they do not even think about wanting sex with me; they will still think about sex. It is MY brain first, brain-waves and thinking should not be confused. It quite LITERALLY COMPROMISES missions and communications because it involves – sex. It really is not that difficult to figure out.
That means gays, homosexuals, lesbians are not handlers for me because of sex. That is why that lesbian is not a resource in any way to me. It is not a judgement upon their sexual-orientation, or her sexual-orientation. It is ACTUALLY for their protection that they are NOT to be my handler. Not ever. It compromises missions and communications.
If this has in any way been a reason for this stupid Edison, someone thought they knew what they were doing and how to create a cheat, a short-cut, but it is not the truth. It is my brain.
The real Hannibal Lecter has listened more carefully, closely, and truthfully than anyone else, so far. Why is that? You people should be ashamed of yourselves. He should know, I do not believe Edison is interested or capable of learning at all.
This poor woman who felt more courageous because I spoke – HE WILL NOT! This poor woman whom I saw had not yet been able to process what she had just went through with the real Hannibal Lecter in conversation. Was then supposed to somehow be in charge of me, a manager to me, rule over me?! IT WOULD HAVE PUT HER IN HARM’S WAY! I SAW IT IN LESS THAN AN INSTANCE! I SPOKE, NO MAAM JUST TO BE AS POLITE AS POSSIBLE BECAUSE I DO NOT REALLY HAVE MANNERS WHEN IT INVOLVES POSSIBLE HURT TO OTHERS!
I am really so upset by this, about this, I am unwilling to write anymore about it. Let her heal. Let her process. What a really difficult thing for her to do. Let her rest. Heaven blessed.
I don’t know what to tell you other than what I see, as people approach me when I am in the building, I start to cringe because I see it happening before anyone gets there to speak to me. Every person. Every time, there are several people through out the world, and it is along the lines of Cherith is not a filthy animal like the rest of you, regardless of what someone says and speaks to me – it makes me cringe because there is a potential threat to people around the world because you are speaking to me through proxy, and possible other reasons as well.
They have been speaking to me through proxy to convey and get upset with me for what I write when all I am doing is writing the truth.
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