May 8, 2019: READ: Most Unhappy

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May 8, 2019

I have no idea what is going on anymore.  As soon as they placed me on a leave of absence at work, I have no idea what is going on anymore.  Nothing makes sense anymore.  I have no idea what is going on, or who is actually in charge anymore.  What is going on?

Things were going mostly well, getting things done around my house, then all of a sudden, I must be evaluated and not allowed to work anymore.  I see no reason why I should not be able to work.  What is going on?

No, I am really not interested in talking to myself, in what appears like I am talking to myself outside of my home.  Especially, when I have nothing to say or talk about.

I have called and had messages taken down every day this week, and no one has done anything to correct the situation at work.  I am most unhappy.  I am most upset.  What is going on?

People were almost begging me to watch the movie Oz the Great and Powerful.  Well, I watched it.  There really isn’t anything there.  If there was it is gone now.  The only unusual thing is the headpiece that Glinda wears.  I had a faux emerald that was on a piece of yarn that I used to wear on my head like the headpiece Glinda wears as a child playing dress-up with kid’s make-up, the kind made from wax.  Not that unusual.

The teapot town, I’ve already written about, my mother.  The two sisters, I’ve already written about, that is my mother’s stroke when I was working at Disney while the two Spanish women were guests in our home.

How that could be allowed to happen, I don’t know.

What is going on around here?!

I believe I have made it very clear I am not interested in Oz.  It’s basic human psychology, this is too many years living like this.  A sane person doesn’t hold on to some fantasy about a famous person.  I don’t understand any of you people anymore.

I am most unhappy about the situation at my work.  This “case manager” is lying about calling me and leaving voice-mail messages.  What are you people doing?!

I am not romantically in love with that FBI man, how could I be?  A sane person does not take a Virtual Reality conversation and fall in love or believe it is real because it’s not.  Duh.  I think you people are confusing things, confusing issues, and confusing real people.

I am not romantically in love with any man, how could I be?

Real love is real love.  Real love is talking to a man, spending time with a man, dating a man, and so forth.

Now, I receive a phone call and am told that they need to speak with HR at work, and they used the word suicidal.  What?!  Underlying medical conditions preventing me from working?  This is most absurd.

Because of heavy stickers?  Suicidal?  Medical conditions that need treatment?  What?!

Be evaluated to see if I am fit for “duty” to place products in a box, tape it, and place it on a line?  What?

Cigarettes have nothing to do with the military.  Someone confused this and got this wrong.  What is going on?!

I am not able to think about it any other way other than it is absurd.

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