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May 11, 2019
I am reeling. If anyone had wondered. I am reeling at the moment. There is no other way to describe how I am feeling. Did you want the Vietnam War to go on forever? Did you want a resolution to the Vietnam conflict? Or, did you want it to end? I am reeling from this information.
I don’t know how else to explain it. I helped with the resolution to the Vietnam War and conflict as a child. Who would believe such a thing? Yet, there it is, for me in a movie. While watching the movie Dead Presidents, there I am in my living room in Simi Valley, California, with company, in my be married dress, my nightgown, giving information to intelligence men about how to get our troops home, and end the Vietnam War.
It means I would know locations that would be classified information, that has never been released to the public for the public’s knowledge, but I would know it. I would still remember it. They asked a question of me, at least one man asked it of me, and I showed them, as a child, how to do it.
This journey will it ever end, this song lyric from The Rescuers, to me it says, peace, will we ever have peace in the world? One reason would be the Vietnam War, tell ‘nam stories from the movie Point Break, this means people had information like the Vietnam War when I was a teenager and adult, and did not understand what it meant or how it pertained to me.
They asked me a question and I told them an answer, brain-speaking. If you thought I would be excited or elated or proud of myself, you’d be wrong. It feels like a loss as great as the loss of my mother. It feels as painful a loss not being able to work with these men, know these men, like they were my own family. So, I am reeling from the loss, and the revelation that I brought about peace as a child by helping to end the Vietnam War.
I am a classical reader. As a child, not yet old enough to read classical literature, I was a classical reader of people and intelligence. It is a huge difference being able to give a classical read rather than an APB description of a suspect. A classical read does not change, the appearance of a suspect can change, in an instant. A suspect can put on a coat, or hat, change their hair, and then the “scan” of the individual no longer applies; however, if you look at an individual and see them for who they really are, that doesn’t change, not really.
I am just reeling from the information. If no one believes me, I still know it is true.
He loves me, you know. He loves me like he has never loved another woman before. The real Hannibal Lecter loves me.
Jesus loves me, this I know.
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