May 13, 2019: READ: Difficult To Believe

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May 13, 2019

Film appreciation.  I told my brother while I was my mother’s caregiver that I wanted to start a blog about film appreciation.  Not a critique, an appreciation of films.  I appreciate, I do not tear down, and say this was bad, I didn’t like this, I wanted to write about – what I saw in films.  I saw in my brother; he had no idea what I was talking about.

Is tonight a danger night from Sherlock?  Well then, I never am, from Sherlock, that is my real brother.  Not really sure, about danger.  The danger would not be drugs, the danger would be actual threats and danger.  It’s a brain-thing.  It’s not that difficult.

The character Skip from the movie Dead Presidents is actually meant to protect the actor who portrays Skip.  If anyone is able to follow what I have already written about the Vietnam war, other movies, and Jesus Christ.

This here is your living, Sherlock, from Sherlock, about John Watson blogging about the crimes is meant to be for me.  Reading and writing are not always, reading and writing.

If anyone wants to know this is what I saw when I read:

Rev. Dr. Colin Brown this profile news story looks like a murder of a prison minister that happened in the sixties.  I got it.  Do you want it solved?  They have assembled a working group from what I’ve seen.  This was my only advice, I would say you need a person that when they walk down the row the prisoners take notice, stop and look, and don’t just ask their second to tell them what it looks like.  I would say you need someone that commands the attention.  If you want an example, like the attention I command from the real Hannibal Lecter.  It has to be real or it doesn’t read the way that will garner the respect you need.

Arnie Wishnick this profile news story looks like the real prison warden that is portrayed in the movie The Silence of The Lambs – who looked to me like he was in a little trouble – wants me to work a cold case.

Did you want male ministers in male prisons where the men need help, guidance, to learn of God’s love, peace that passes all understanding, to learn of redemption, and the importance of God’s creation?  Something started that has real hope of being something powerful and important for many years – as I see it now – and it has to do with men in ministry in prisons.

This seems unreal.  Did Brian Wilson truly pass away?  Has he really died, or is this something else?

Did that 2-bit hustler actually get put away longer?  Did they actually press charges on him because of what he has done to my hair, or is this also just misdirecting, and misdirection?

Served – elbow – black-long-sleeved shirt, this makes it appear as though this prisoner got my phone number and information all the way back in 2016.  This makes it appear as though he had access to a lot of personal information including my cats, Tuesday and Thursday.

I am finding a lot of news stories difficult to believe.  I am finding a lot of things difficult to believe anymore.  This has been a long time.  Misdirection, and misdirecting too often and for too long make it difficult to believe people are sincere and real.  For instance, giving me a timeline of this recorded televised life will be over in one or two years, that was in 2014 before I drove to the West coast.

It is just not possible to relive past events as though they are the present, to be documented that they are the present, they are not.  The past is the past.  Often times how you feel, see, and like about the past, changes.  What remains certain is the truth and facts, they do not diminish with time.

I still miss Tuesday and Thursday.

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