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May 18, 2019
You understand if anyone has watched Leap Year, David is meant to be a portrayal of the character Declan. The actor’s name looks like it is code for General Motors, a vehicle my father had before. In the movie Leap Year, Declan doesn’t take the money, David did, David took the money, he has taken the money every time.
He has helped his own family with the income he has gotten from following me while my family has suffered, my mother killed, and I’ve been unable to be – me. They read him correctly, they knew he would take the money, they knew it was his motivator, it is not mine. I would never do what David has done to me. They, “they,” did it to hurt me. They used David, knowing he would be the sort of man I would love, fall for, see as a potential husband, and they used him to hurt me, not him. They have been using him all along to hurt me, not him.
There is a reason the opening scene in the movie Love Actually opens in an airport. Have I told you enough yet? It’s not actually Heathrow airport, it is the airport in LAX, and not because I was leaving LAX it is because of what I did before I departed LAX, at a Mexican restaurant – again – being the greatest defeat to Al Qaeda. It is my motivator, it is pure, like God’s love, a pure motivation. Got it?
It will all work out, from the movie, Leap Year, is for my father to know and take notice. People wanted him to be aware there is a really good reason why Cherith gets upset, does things, takes control and charge of situations. My father used to say, this too shall pass. No, not always. Somethings, and a lot of things I’ve been given information to, and well, actually done, have happened because I did not just wait for the moment to – pass.
It is a little upsetting in the movie, Leap Year, when the house, “house, “ and yes, it really is a reason why there was a television show with a British actor who portrayed a doctor who was in constant pain because of my mind, my brain, and the car accident they put my mother in that caused her fibromyalgia, when the house gets repossessed on Christmas Eve, that is referring to my maternal grandfather’s death. Remember, a house is a metaphor for a brain or a mind, so working for a place that organized houses, or places in a home and house, was saying a lot. He died, Christmas Eve’s Eve. I believe he was killed because someone wanted me to travel to Canada. It snowed at my grandfather’s funeral. I believe I didn’t go because of the people who were working security at Dillard’s, I believe I didn’t go because I didn’t want to give someone something they wanted.
You people are still asking all the wrong questions. Why have I never since moving to Florida, why have I never met a man while getting a coffee, or at a store, getting groceries, at a restaurant, at a bar, at the movies, while working, or anywhere? Why has that been allowed to happen? Love Actually. Have you all failed to realize what actually will happen in the world if I was to truly be in love with a man I would see as a husband? Love Actually.
She stages apartments, in the movie, Leap Year because it is an American thing, or a European thing, or however you what to look at it, it has nothing to do with stages, or staging, or apartments, most housing, this might not still be true, most housing in Europe, cabinets, appliances, items like cabinets are not – always – including in the price or sale of a home or apartment. It also, means I would have worked with a British cabinet member in the early nineties, one was good, one was bad, the bad one is gone.
The special relationship referenced, in the movie, Love Actually, is again referring to me, Cherith not being allowed, love. To be loved by a man who would love me, who would not be using earpieces, or hearing aids to be told to speak or think. Think about it. There is a lot that is not making any sense whatsoever, including, the deception for a documentary.
What was the real reason for the deception in all of this?
It is a little disturbing, why is it that the real Hannibal Lecter – the way it has been presented to me – has been the only man who has used virtual reality to show me – love? Real, mature, love. Why is that? How am I supposed to feel about that?!
The news I have received about my brother is disturbing. There was no reason for the deception, and he is caught in it.
I’ve been allowed to feel for a change. I have just been allowing myself to feel. And, yes, something is still wrong.