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May 22, 2019
I am really angry again; I do not appreciate the problems. I am really angry, and it is not a good angry, there is a difference. Obviously, I am angry at having my life taken, stolen from me – that is not a good angry, or a good reaction. It is not a good reaction.
Once discovering that The Container Store was not real, that everything and everyone was “acting” my reaction was to leave there – immediately.
Why did David never approach me, talk to me, ever again walk to – me? There is no other logical explanation other than to make sure I would be miserable, and unhappy.
There is absolutely no logical explanation for filming me in this way – none. Who does it benefit? It does not benefit my family. My real father wants me to be able to live and have a normal life again. He is upset that I am having to live in this way. There is no logical explanation for using me and filming me in this manner. There are thousands, if not millions of people who want to be actors, I am no longer one of them. I would have been going on auditions if that was still true.
I am really furious – that is not a good reaction.
There is no logical explanation for me not to be allowed to be loved. Virtual reality will never be real love, there is a difference.
The only reason that is logical to maintain this illusion that filming me is just for entertainment is just to have me be miserable for the rest of my life. I will never be allowed to be loved until you release these false notions of reality television, documentary, etc.
I am exhausted. I am beyond angry, that is not a good reaction.