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May 24, 2019
Anyone remember a famous supermodel that gave a sound bite of how she doesn’t get out of bed for less than $10,000? It is another reference to my trip to Germany and the plans people were putting into place for me to work and live. That is another reason why Sherlock is in a bedsheet and told to put his clothes on. His trousers are a reference to boy’s wear shorts, men wear pants. Also, my Theater teacher in college only wore shorts to school. It is a belief, and quite correct too, it appears by some, that he, as in my brother, was being used inappropriately through communications.
That Columbia Valley wine has made me sick, ill; I feel worn out, exhausted again. Why is that? Why is that allowed to happen, constantly?
I really don’t feel the need to write every crime scene I see, look at, especially if the killer has already been caught, and at least in one instance, executed, unless there is still work to be done to catch them.
He looks sad tonight. The real Hannibal Lecter, why is that? It looks like he misses me and wants – real.
More than anything anymore, I feel a failure. I failed my mother; I failed my family. A failure.