AUTHORIZED ACCESS ONLY!
May 27, 2019
Here they are again doing the same thing they’ve done all my life – chasing me from one home to the next, chasing me from one job to the next – again. No, Cherith and her family don’t get to live in this home, so we’re going to chase them out. No, Cherith and her family don’t get to live in this state or that state anymore, so we’re going to chase her out. No, Cherith doesn’t get to have this job or that job anymore, so we’re going to chase her out one way or another.
It is the same thing they have been doing all my life. My own plan for my life and how I wanted to live here wasn’t good enough, or I would be living in Eagle one not here. And, here they are – again – treating me like I am some weirdo because I spent so many years taking care of my mother, chasing me out of employment.
Why is it that I am not allowed to have my life legally returned to me? What is the real reason? There are many people that you could do this life to that might actually go into it with full knowledge and not be coerced into it because they have no other choice or alternative, so why am I not allowed to have my life legally returned to me?
I don’t just want another job, or employer; I don’t want to work anymore. I have already done more work and more missions than most people do in their entire life or career. I want to be able to live my life like every other citizen. Why must I live my life without ever being loved really and truly by a man I really love as well?
From what I’ve seen you have given better care of the real Hannibal Lecter than you have of me. Probably because the real Hannibal Lecter doesn’t have to spend his every day in writing about this food problem, or that food problem, or they stole this photograph of mine, or stole this t-shirt, or damaged this furniture, or damaged this appliance, or gave me hair loss in this shampoo or hair color, or stole this ring. He looks heathier and better looking than you’ve allowed me to be, it has me suspicious of his intentions. I know what I look like anymore. I am not attractive as I used to be anymore. It has me suspicious of his motives.
Intelligence persons literally put their lives on the line every single day for you the everyday citizen, and for people around the world. They put their lives on the line every day they work, and after they’ve retired. They do receive money for it; however, any logical person would understand it in no way is able to compensate for the safety and well-being of themselves or their families. Why would anyone want a job like that if their lives were at stake, every day? Think about it.
With what you have done in this reality-television life, my life, my brother, my father’s lives are at risk – every day. They will be after the television cameras are turned off too. My mother is already dead because of it. I have failed. She died; my mother died because of these television cameras. You people did not understand and were not given information of who I truly am. My mother has died because of it.
You have other markets besides prisons, and prisoners that are viewing my excess weight as a commodity and protection, and death threats against me and other persons because I have failed to lose weight and return to the size and weight, I was before.
I have failed because I don’t get to go running outside like I did before because that is how I ran before, outside.
I have failed to have my weight reduced to what it used to be for so many years. 100% failure again.
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