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June 3, 2019
As I can barely move to get out of bed today, I think people have not yet realized what you have been displaying and putting on for the world to see. When I looked around at work last night, I saw not a man to my left, not a man to my right, not a man in front of me, not a man behind me, not a man working WITH me – anywhere!
When I first started working there, men were around, and now they have all been replaced with women. It is not female empowerment. It specifically shows now that the United States military will not work with a woman and will not work with Cherith.
You have men around telling me what to do, go here, go there, do this, do that, but NOT A ONE OF YOU? NOT A ONE HAVE ANY BALLS OR ENOUGH BALLS TO WORK WITH ME?! NOT ONE OF YOU?! THE WORK I DO THAT IS NOT HEAD WORK, THE WORK I DO PACKING IS SO HARD NOT A SINGLE MAN IS WILLING TO WORK WITH ME AND DO THE SAME AMOUNT OF LABOR-INTENSIVE HARD WORK AS ME?! NOT ONE?! NOT ONE! OH YEAH, THEY’LL STAND IN MY EYE LINE MOVING CARTS AROUND, BUT NOT A ONE OF YOU – SINCE – I’VE WORKED THERE IS WILLING TO WORK THE SAME AMOUNT OF HOURS, THE SAME DAYS, AND THE SAME WORK! NOT ONE!
I don’t think you people have understood how destructive something as simple as not having any men around Cherith really is. What exactly are balls? What exactly are stored and housed in balls? In testes? Is it sperm everyone? Yes, it is sperm that is stored in testes. So, what exactly do you think it looks like when no man has the balls to work with me on the floor anywhere? Impotent. I could go on, but I am already running out of time before work. The word is impotent. You should be asking why someone wants our intelligence men to look impotent over and over, for years.
Impotent.
Well, I am not the one that is doing that to you, and you are doing it to yourselves.
That job is too fucking hard not a single man in willing to work the hours I do, for the pay I do, not a one. Let alone drive an hour there and back. Then, at home write and type for hours, then get some sleep, and do it all over again. This has nothing to do with performance. This is a way to remove intelligence that has been given to me since my birth. They gave it to me. I have never sought it. They given it to me for a reason.
I love that them there man like he is my master from the movie Up reads, I love that them there man like I love God. I love that man, I love my handler, like I, Cherith loves God. Master is not literal it is meant to reference God. A dog is a loyal animal, just like Cherith is a very loyal woman.
So beautiful. You have a man who thinks and believes I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland, am so beautiful. It is referenced in Sherlock as Miss – and Miss is meant to tell the world Cherith has never been married – Adler places her hand after the phone call that changed a mind, places her hand over a newspaper.
You have no idea who he is. None of you do. He is very high up, and he is very well connected.
They have some very skilled, very good readers. I have seen it in my mind’s eye. They have some readers that are better than a good deal of what you have show me and placed in front of me, and they KNOW WHO I AM!
What you show every day at work is you people have no idea who I am!
He thinks I am so beautiful. It is not sexual in such a way, as you people start thinking more like strip clubs instead of nuanced conversations that create arousal. However, he, the man who thinks I am so beautiful would see me in a more respectful manner. It is a matter of respect for what I have accomplished, and he would not have known things like the Vietnam war.
He thinks I am so beautiful. Do you like the moustache they drew on me? Do you like the chin hairs they drew on me? Do you think in any way creating dark circles, chin hairs, a moustache in any way is helping any of our intelligence?! It isn’t. It won’t.
If that man I helped rescue in Vietnam had a stroke after 2011, it was done intentionally. He was made to have a stroke, a stroke is a brain-message, saying this man, this woman, is a thinker, and it is the sort of thing that is referenced in Sherlock of, she got in touch. She wasn’t taking money, just like in Sherlock, she was getting information that is more valuable than money, most of the time, in intelligence.
Be aware, I have yet to see my real brother anywhere in Sherlock. That would be on purpose, intentionally, to show they – the Brits, the English think better of my brother than most of the people they have seen here in the States, and that has to do with how you have set-up my life here all these years.
If he prayed with you it was to show you, he was aligning himself with me, in a manner of speaking. I wrote about respect and other faiths. Resect is the closest word, but in their culture, respect is multi-faceted. It is more than just one word. It is a feeling, an emotion, it is understanding, it is more than I can write this quickly.
They, and it is more like, 98, 99, 99.999999% of them would have more respect for me than ANYONE has ever given me credit for, realizes, or has understood because I SEE IT! I KNOW IT’S TRUE! More respect for me and I am a woman!
It feels good to break the rules sometimes, I forget the movie this at the moment my head is a little full, is has intelligence in there somewhere, it feels good to break the rules sometimes, do you know what it is telling people? They used a child to end the Vietnam war. Would you have rather waited until I was of legal age to be worked by intelligence? Sometimes it is acceptable to break the rules. Like showing all the intelligence work I have done in movies and television.
To be specific the New Years Eve garage in NYE 2018. If he did it just for attention, I need him gone. More importantly, what is a man that I used to date doing around me when I have a boyfriend now? It’s inappropriate.
Why do I have soggy underwear?
If he is waiting on me it should be telling you that he wants me to have an official military badge, and be sent over there, pretty much. He thinks I am more than worthy.
Before anyone does something so stupid as sending me to HR for making noise in the bathroom, I was just trying to get out of the stall. I have a vest and the back brace, it just got caught on the door, and the door slammed. Get over yourselves, people!
Those questions you put on the computer everyday are a no-win situation – ever, that is why I chose not to answer.
I am out of time for today.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 