June 9, 2019: READ: Why Am I Not Losing Weight?!

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June 9, 2019

Why with the very little amount of food I eat every day am I NOT LOSING WEIGHT?!

Must I literally, actually stop eating all together, so that I can go back to the weight I was before?  Because I will.  I will stop eating all together because I AM STILL PISSED ABOUT MY WEIGHT!

The one man, the one man in all my life, I am nearly fifty years old, the one man who has actually shown me love, and you immediately want to take it away as soon as you discover – he knows how to love me.

That man in college has never shown me love – ever.  I saw love.  He has never shown me love – ever.  Not ever.

Well, I won’t help you anymore.  I won’t help you to stop the fighting or bring about any resolutions anymore.  There.  The United States just lost again.

It makes it appear that the FBI man in responsible for my mother’s strokes, and her subsequent death.  I won’t be helping you anymore.

Love is a battlefield.  Do you think this means I must swear and scream and cuss in order – for me – to be able to locate and rescue men held hostage, or detonate bombs, or capture terrorists?  I don’t have to live there in order to get results – proven.

This man last night looks scared, worried, concerned, upset, on edge, on the defense, protecting himself.  Why is that?  What has he done to me?  My family?

They found out I was Maximus, that is why you have a British actor who died during production.  It was not an accident.  It is medical messaging.  9/11, 911.  What is your emergency?  She got in touch goes all the way back to California, and the stitches required to close a wound.

Be aware if you’ve had an increase in alcoholism in agents in any time there is a logical explanation.  Brain Research, Sleep-talking cannot be done, it is impossible in any way to sleep-speak to a person while they are sleeping off a drunk, or tipsy.  It is impossible.  No brain can be spoken to while inebriated.  Awake or asleep.

Because I still had to suffer another day of soggy underwear because I WILL WEAR WHATEVER I CHOOSE TO WEAR!

I will not be writing anything more other than, another day of wet underwear.

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