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June 12, 2019
This is what I saw last night: Jesus, fucking Christ Almighty! What the fuck just happened! Holy fucking hell! I can’t fucking believe what the fuck just happened because that little girl drove the way she did! Fucking Christ! I can’t believe the command this little girl is able to command just by being herself, all on her own! Fucking Christ look at the command she gets! Look at how she demands it! In places she has never been, and she gets command from them! Fucking Hell, look at the command this little girl can command! Somebody get her fucking attention, AND I MEAN RIGHT FUCKING NOW! Before this get any worse than it already is!
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I am still so upset by what happened with my air-conditioner. Do you want to know why? I am upset because they brought the Hussein’s and others in for intelligence reasons, and someone wanted to thank me. I told them in my head and out loud, don’t thank me, thank The White House. Thank, The White House because they did work. And, thank my boyfriend because he interceded on their behalf when he heard what I saw was going to happen. The threat is still there at present.
Because I said to thank The White House, I must now spend money for things that had nothing wrong with them! A thousand dollars is more than I make in 2 weeks! In one paycheck! A thousand dollars is more than I make in half a month! I’m pissed!
What am I supposed to do now? Let it go and see if it happens again?!
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You took somebody into custody, and it doesn’t look good for them, for him. Well, I’ve done nothing wrong. There isn’t anything I can do about that. Not from what I’ve seen.
I am tired of what takes place outside my residence. The majority of it is not intelligent. I won’t participate anymore because most of it is not intelligent. I don’t do that. I don’t do un-intelligent things.
Here’s my safety, from the movie Black Hawk Down, that’s Cherith’s brain and mind as their safety. My mind is a failsafe – proven.
That double agent man they showed me who was in a hunt club was manipulated. It is not killing he enjoys or loves. He would be better used in some military assignment. It is there in his brain, he enjoys work that militaries do.
The woman who beat you, from Sherlock, that is a grown woman gloating over the event of the dog biting me, so she could try and appear as my rescuer. Then, placing blame on my brother. It is the reason for the film, The Rescuers. The mice are Cherith’s real parents. This woman has been allowed to gloat over my stitches because my family moved from our home in Simi Valley, California.
What sort of grown person, a grown, adult woman stoops to such a level as to hurt and harm a child because a man was working with her, with Cherith, and it was noticed that his work was better because of it. It’s sick. That’s a sick mentality. To harm a child, just to harm and hurt intelligence work.
With her head stuck in a book, from the movie Beauty and The Beast, references Princess Bride with the grandfather reading to his grandson while he is not feeling well. The purpose for the book and book reading is because Cherith wasn’t reading books at that time, I spoke about it. I wasn’t reading books, I read magazine and things that did not take long to read, and people were using the reference of books to try and slow things down.
They had me working on a level like an MI-5, or something, and I did not have the financial means to facilitate their demands on me. So, people thought it best to slow down.
From what I’ve seen at work the only thing that has been happening with managers giving me numbers for my performance of the week – has only been allowing criminals and prisoners to communicate crimes not yet happened. To communicate at me. Crimes communicated in prisons and out, to plan crimes to happen. Well, no wonder I am upset every time a manager speaks to me. I don’t do that.
They are upset because I spoke at work about next time you will have to kill me, and people who you are working with do NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN!
The penitent man shall pass, the penitent man, the penitent man, the penitent man shall pass, from the movie Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade, the penitent man shall pass, code: syllables: the, 1, pen – 2 – I – 3 – tent – 4, man, 5, shall, 6, pass, 7. The penitent man shall pass, seven letters, that’s Cherith’s first name. The penitent man shall pass when speaking with Cherith. The penitent man, the penitent man, that’s five letters, that’s Cherith’s family nick name, and the name my mother called me, all the time.
I did not like my mother using my nick name when introducing me to people whom I had not yet met, and that is another failsafe because it was being used as code, and it did not need to be shared with everyone.
Do you want to know why Indiana Jones is named Indiana Jones? Indiana, I, for my eye, for the eye they had a dog bite me. Indiana is a state, for the state it happened in. Jones, for men because it was a man and men who worked with Cherith.
The penitent man shall pass is also referenced in the movie, Up. When Russell tries to put the tent together and gets a mark and hit on his cheek and eye. The tent is meant to reference Early American military history setting up tents as a base.
Do you want to know why Sean Connery was cast as Indiana Jones’s father? My mother has a kilt as long as I can remember, I still have it, and the kilt was Made in England.
Do you know when I first saw Gladiator, and it says Germania, and the man says something in German and throws the decapitated head on the ground, I thought, oh good, Germany is going to win. I was perplexed that the Gladiator won. It makes sense, of course, because he is the Gladiator, but I still thought it looked like Germany won and was supposed to win. Well, of course they did. Germany won. They got my head in Germany. They didn’t decapitate it, they used it.
Born to a machine it lives, I wrote this in my poem, Fire Pit about Dachau several years after having travelled to Germany. Born to a machine it lives, this is about Brain Research. Yes, I do believe they have been using brain research to corrupt minds by placing subliminal messages in machines.
Yes, I do believe this is one thing that happened with Saddam Hussein, they used machines to try and corrupt his brain. I prayed with him. I prayed with Saddam Hussein. Although there was an interpreter, I prayed with him, I didn’t have to. It was my job to pray with people over the phone, but I didn’t always pray with people. Sometimes, I did not. Sometimes, I refused, politely. I prayed with Saddam Hussein an it looks like from what I see, he liked what he saw.
These events took place, my brother was in his car accident. Then, I prayed with Saddam Hussein, then they targeted The World Trade Center in 1993. My praying with Saddam Hussein and the 1993 bombing is NOT connected. I believe the reason it took place, the bombing took place, is poor, bad intelligence, and nothing more.
You’ve had men who have not believed in the importance of me because I am female, and it – that detail alone, has cost lives all over the world. If I were you, I would stop letting my gender and heterosexuality get in the way of your brain.
It looks like some of the attacks on my mother, her strokes, have been a way of retaliation for the work she did with intelligence in the – 60’s. That’s atrocious that – that – was allowed to happen.
Do you want to know how I got to the thinking about the pattern of happy and tyrannical with Saddam Hussein? I saw it in my mind’s eye, the distress it caused on his family, and those who could be considered family since they were so close to him. I saw the distress in their minds. That tells me something is very wrong. It looks like he loved his family, so the tyranny is great cause for concern.
He wrote a letter; this is what they told me last night. They believe it is about me. He wrote a letter it was supposed to be given to intelligence and it never made it.
One reason alone my employment, my childhood, has actually been top-secret, yet they have never given me clearance. Something that could be seen on my tax returns. And, somebody has found a loophole in all the work I’ve done by not giving me government clearance. If I don’t really work for the government, then there really is no legal reason why Cherith can’t give us all the classified information and events. Except Cherith doesn’t work that way, she’s a failsafe.
If you want all the little fights, squabbles, and shootings that appear all of a sudden with no cause to stop, then stop letting other people tell me what to do, such as my workstations. That’s what it tells me when I see what you have shown me.
Do you know if you’ve had any real people, intelligence, and others to be around me, and they see someone like the person my boyfriend made a profile on as responsible for a man’s death as in charge of me, or around me in any way at all – that is changing sides, as referenced in 12 Strong. They wouldn’t allow it. They wouldn’t allow themselves to be associated with a person like that. I don’t know how many years I have to ask for this person and people to be removed from my work.
My real father is upset at the moment because you’ve caused his daughter to be upset. For no reason. Just to extract a thousand dollars from her, and cause her to lose income from her employment?
My father has already passed his genes, trousers, onto me with my conception. He in no way needs to be the person to be used. He never has been before.
They have tried to use my boyfriend to learn from me, so he could predict what the answer will be when they brain-speak to me. He cannot do it. Because it cannot be done. It is not something that can be copied or replicated. It cannot. It is a knowing, a skill, a talent.
When they laid everyone off at WORSHIP, it felt wrong to me at the time. I was, again, wanting to go from the nightshift to a dayshift, and they wouldn’t allow me to do so. Just like what they’ve done at my current employment. It was wrong. It was wrong to do.
You got that from one look, from Sherlock, also has to do with their readers. Reading is very important. They got very good reads of me with just one look.
Your true love lives and you marry another? From Princess Bride is about the work I love to do, and it is not police work. It is intelligence. Loving intelligence men and intelligence work.
Do you know why the character Bubba in the movie Forrest Gump has a protruding lower lip? These are actually intelligence men who know I am was being used not to the best of my abilities through my fiancé. It would have been photographed of me kissing my fiancé, and I playfully took his lower lip in my teeth, pulling it, having it protrude. It is why Bubba repeats about shrimp, referencing the movie Point Break, and the reason Bubba’s family receives money. Because this is all true intelligence that has been received.
Do you know that if it has been seen on me that I’ve been caused brain pain such as is referenced in the movie, Princess Bride with the conking on the head, it will cause fighting and problems in communications with your intelligence, and it will not quite be understood because no one has connected it back to me as the reason for their upset and disappointment.
Yes, the topless woman in the background in the movie Love Actually, is a death threat that is why the man is speaking on the phone and a wedding is referenced. The naked men’s behinds are death threats also, it references my brother, and a death threat to my brother. The art gallery is actually a store, and it could be the store my mother and I went to in Plant City that was owned by Egyptians. It could also be other stores as well, such as small business and not corporate owned companies.
Do you understand that intelligence and intelligence work is really about relationships? They build relationships to gather intel. So, what do you think you have been doing all these years by not allowing me something as simple as a boyfriend who loves me and who I love in return?
Do you know that because you have not allowed me to be seen such as a consultant to an agency that could be viewed in my tax returns, you have been sending the message their our own intelligence cannot be trusted, naturally not, they all spy on people for a living, from Sherlock, simply because they are paid to do so. Well, that line of thinking is moronic. Of course, there are paid for the work they do, money has nothing to do with their hearts and minds.
Things such as details of 100’s in cigarettes or not do not matter to me, so why do you allow them to matter to you? Details that matter to me should be what matter. Simply because they matter to me.
I am tired of buying locks for my house and vehicle. I have shelves of locks I have purchased in five years. Shelves. I find it a ridiculous waste of my time and money. I’m tired of doing it anymore, for no real reason.
Because of what you allowed to happen, the tampering with my air-conditioner, you’ve actually caused me to have brain pain in my head and mind. My brother does not want to cause me harm or hurt. My boyfriend doesn’t want to cause me pain. But you’ve caused brain pain in my head. Destabilizing me, again. For what? Money?
Enough.
I will be resting my brain.
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