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June 30, 2019
God, what a miserable place to work! I hate it there! I have to wear an earring in my nose now?! What the fuck is that cunt doing in my face and in my nose?! God, I hate that job!
David, have you actually slept with Courtney?! Yuck! You look so gross to me! You know what you look like?! I am your sexual surrogate. You use me for emotional sex. You are able to have long-term relationships only because you have been around me as well, talking with me, spying on me, it has allowed you to fulfill an emotional part of your brain. Why else would a man accept a job where he monitors if the floors are clean or not, if the laundry is done or not, unless he actually wanted to be living with her? I am not some random person you don’t know.
You use me to fulfill the emotional part of sex while you sleep and have actual sex with another woman – GROSS!
Why is it my boyfriend is the only man who does not like to see me hurt with the – ANYTHING?!
THAT’S WHY HE IS MY BOYFRIEND! HE DOESN’T WANT ME HARMED IN ANY WAY!
WHERE ARE DAVID HAS NO PROBLEM WITH HURTING ME, DEGRADING ME, HUMILATING ME, OR UGLIFYING ME!
Your sick. You need help.
I actually do not get a choice. You do. You need help David!
Get that stupid FBI man and his stupid dumb ass nothing of a lousy fuck away from me! I have no respect for him any longer. You treated me like a nothing. What a terrible, horrible thing to do to a person! You had no cause whatsoever! It is a hurdle; I will not get over.
Courtney wants me dead, she told me so when I left work tonight.
You people are sick.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 