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July 5, 2019
I used to make aerial maps, it’s a bit disheartening. I used to make aerial maps, it’s in the movie, The English Patient in the character Count Almasy. I know this man. And, I would have loved him truly. I would still love him. Somehow, he was involved either in the filming or production or with the actor who plays Count Almasy. Because I see him. If he was involved at all in the casting of the actor, he would have done it intentionally for me, and not for my brother. Ralph Fiennes would have been cast for me because of what I did for my brother in removing the brain research.
It’s disheartening because I made maps, and then I am in the line of dialogue with Hana saying, I don’t know anything. I didn’t know anything anymore after my relationship with my former fiancé. It’s more than a loss, it’s painful to look at from my mind, let alone others. How they saw I was no longer worked with correct handlers, and the effect was drastic.
It’s almost like an apology. The English Patient reads almost like an apology, he would have loved me better than my former fiancé, and it was almost painful to look at me, after my fiancé.
Ownership is referring to my engagement, everyone was opposed to me marry him. It doesn’t mean anything else, really.
I played capture the flag at sand dunes in Oregon at a youth group church weekend retreat. They would have been watching to my left as I stood at the top of one of the dunes, I still have the picture in my head. I remember thinking at the time, they have no idea what they are doing, these kids. I tried asking them questions, and they just kept running about. They were not organized, and had no plan, really. So, I was not completely interested. They didn’t know what they were doing, that is how it felt to me then.
After that retreat the youth leaders asked me to go my correct age group, youth group. I was with my brother meaning I was with older kids than myself because I didn’t want to leave my brother, there would have been a man who lived near the church for me to feel this way, they wanted me to go to my grade youth group because – I flirted with the boys. I always thought that was stupid, stupid reasoning.
The frescos in the movie were painted on walls at a restaurant in Orlando when we first moved here, it would have been in the late eighties.
I was so excited when I saw I made maps, it fun. It was fun to do. It’s referenced in Indiana Jones in the map room scene with the staff and the sunlight with the explanation they do not have the other side, too short, I am the short, the short person, the other side meaning, he brain-spoke to me. That is how he made his maps, and it was fun. Hardly stressful. Child’s play. Like playing hopscotch.
Then, I turned into a woman who knew nothing living in my family’s home, taking care of my mother. I never liked the overdose scene, I still don’t. It doesn’t look very intelligent.
What you thought was a black hole or a sink hole in the movie, This Is the End, is really just Hell. At my command, unleash Hell, from the movie, Gladiator. The fires in the street outside James Franco’s home, is really about Mt. St. Helen’s erupting.
The street is yours, from the movie, The Quick, And the Dead, is my street in Gresham, Oregon. That’s me walking to and from school. The house party at Franco’s house, are the block parties my mother organized in Gresham, Oregon. It means, I spotted and spoke with adults as a child at certain homes.
There are windows in James Franco’s (this is not a house, it is a brain, mind metaphor) that tell me a man followed me, I must have been with my mother, in Gresham, or Portland, Oregon, to a mall, and I do not like this man. He is still alive.
The demon possession in the movie, This Is The End, is just brain research. It looks like nearly if not all zombie movies, demons, Devil’s Advocate, is really talking about brain research.
The line of dialogue in This Is the End, you don’t care about us, is referring to me not caring that celebrities were actually dying, it is intelligence. A bit difficult to spot.
The cum scene in the movie, between the actors made me laugh because it is dudes just being dudes.
The ax scene with Emma Watson, made me laugh. This tells me this is a read of me, of what someone thought I would do. It’s a fireman’s ax, it references Thor and 9/11. All the firetrucks photographed at The World Trade Center on 9/11.
The code would be in Emma Watson’s body size in the movie This Is The End, as an English actress in reference to what my body size as code was supposed to be, and Almasy giving the maps to the German’s in The English Patient, meaning there was a double agent, and the food references in This is The End meaning America had gotten it wrong with my body size. And, people knew it.
Katherine giving Almasy her paintings to put in his book is a mirror, this is actually this man that I would love, this man who, this is true, it is how I see him, is as straight as they come, it is to show the intelligence that was given to me when I was born. It is why Hana has the book at the end of the movie.
One rule that kept us safe, from the movie Moana, has nothing to do with going beyond the reef. It is in the Old Testament. One rule is referring to piercings, and specifically, ear piercings. My mother never had her ears pierced. One rule that kept us safe, meaning my mother’s ears kept this country and people safe. An old rule because we live in New Testament times, biblically speaking.
You should know this profile in the news about a woman who loses her fetus, this profile picture of a black woman is of a man I would never give the time of day or any attention to. He looks sad as in pathetic, looking for attention, he looks disgusting. Normally, I would just ignore him. He is not worth me talking to.
David looks like he needs to learn how to be on his own. I feel he has used me for too long. I don’t know what he is doing here. Why does he want to be around or involved at all? For money? It doesn’t look like police work to me. If he wants to show me, he is moving on, that’s great. I would prefer to never speak to him again or see him anymore.
Honestly, I have no idea why people find me so interesting. Why people show up, why Hollywood people show up, I have no idea why people are so interested.
Something is wrong, and I am not quite sure how else to explain that.
It looks like the rain is working in Washington, DC.
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