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July 23, 2019
Be very careful you actually understand and know the difference between intelligence and movie scripting in these movies. The very reason Clarice Starling (ling-Ping, from Mulan) wears a shirt in the movie, Silence of the Lambs, with the FBI Academy wording on it for so long is code: Academy – Disney Institute, it actually reads not as the FBI Academy, it reads Disney Institute. What did they do at Disney Institute? They taught classes. I have actually taken a topiary class there, and actually bought and brought home to my Plant City home topiaries. One was a cat. The plant material used was creeping fig, and it actually grew on our fence in Plant City.
I think you are all missing an opportunity here. The connections between the locations in Orlando, Florida and my home, taking lessons, being taught, and intelligence.
You have been using a plant I bought and planted here and been blowing bad air in my direction simply because it has a similar color to a person who was read by me as false accusations and Disney. Why have you not turned it around, and turned it into something good instead as it should be as it is in the movie, Silence of the Lambs?
All I see every day around here for so long, is you people lack focus, the inability to prioritize between the greatest importance, the greatest threat, and simply satisfying someone’s – ego. You look to me, the direction in my time here and there looks to me as accurate and focused as a whirly-gig moving in 360 around the world instead of pinpoint accuracy and finishing a job to its completion because that is what I would do if I was directing and in control. I would finish the job to its completion, so another crop could not erupt again.
I am better than anyone in the history of the world at what I do, perhaps because I have had to believe in myself because none of your intelligence has ever shown me support in my workplaces. None of you.
If I am the only one who believes, then I believe, in me. I have proven it. All of you have your allegiances to your directors or the agencies you work for that give you orders to do dumb things like break my heart, like you did last night. Where my allegiance alone belongs to God. You have never employed me in an official capacity with credentials, so I have not had to protect your – agencies. Just people.
It is more than obvious my allegiance is to God alone.
To God be the glory
To God be the glory
To God be the glory
For the things he hath done.
How many decades this has taken me to realize all the work intelligence has done working with me, again just underscores my humility. But, more importantly, it shows your lack of faith in me, as a woman to be seen in the world as the one who gives the orders that saves lives and keeps democracy intact.
You broke my heart last night, and you didn’t see that coming. You don’t know how to fix it either. You look as though you are using a movie formula to figure out the contents of my heart. You don’t understand the difference between heart, mind, and body connection.
I didn’t want to write today because you made me feels so bad by breaking my heart, again. But all I see is that none of you really know the intelligence in these movies, not down to the details. I do. I know.
Go away. Leave me alone. I am tired of you hurting me.
Too heavy, no day shift, no more writing.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 